Maya Ben David
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I'm going to stop looking at hot anime girls on the internet
🕑 Added 2023-06-22 14:11:59 +0000 UTCYes hello, this is your incel rat with a radical statement. I dunno if hot anime girls are good for my mental health. This is a demented confession but I've ordered and dismissed 6 white morphsuits and I still am not happy with the fit. I keep waiting for the magic feeling that my first morphsuit gave me and I can't find it. I think the reason is that my standards have changed. When I bought my first morphsuit I was 24 with my lanky teenage remnant body and I was just pumped to wear something that felt like a hug. Over the years I've worn a lot more morphsuits but the dimensions have always been off and I've never matched the tailoring of my Air Canada Gal suit. I am currently trying to remake the costume with a new white morphsuit but my standards are kind of insane. I want the suit to fit and feel like it did 7 years ago but I also wanna look like an anime girl. I want to have an exaggerated hourglass figure with a tiny waist while still feeling comfortable. Even when I wore my first suit I didn't look like that, in fact, I was lanky and not as curvy. It's weird but I think I have brainwashed myself into having the most unrealistic beauty standard of all, a cartoon girl. I have cleansed all my feeds of hot anime girls, and already I'm feeling a bit better. Even though this journey is kind of demented, I still treasure it a little. I now have a cursed graveyard of white morphsuits, a waist trainer, and expensive shapewear. It feels like a rite of passage. To be honest, the Spanx shapewear on its own is an amazing costume piece and I feel inspired by it. Maybe one day when I have fully processed these feelings I'll make a video about it.
Thanks for listening,
your incel rat
Comments
Maya Ben David
I really really like this idea, I've been thinking about it all-day
CuriousGerenuk
Every decade is its own puberty.
Maya Ben David
yes, I totally agree that it's an excellent way to live life without regrets. Our bad or questionable decisions make us weirdos and have unique perspectives
Tom The Not Quite So Brave As Sir Lancelot
"Even though this journey is kind of demented, I still treasure it a little." This is the key to avoiding a life full of regrets. All of our journeys, successful or not, provided something that's made us who we are. Learning to treasure what our journeys have given us, no matter how small, leads to contentment.
