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Weekly Update
🕑 Added 2024-10-28 13:06:43 +0000 UTCHello my beautiful people.
I had a rough end of the week, with several anxiety attacks.
I don't know what you know about anxiety... And I honestly don't know if my what I usually go through is the norm. But when I have a major attack like I had on Thursday, I usually have a series of smaller ones afterward ( I call them "tremors" ) and that can last a few days. It usually ends with me having anxiety attacks about having anxiety attacks. And it is exhausting. Just to give you an idea, Saturday, I watched the latest "Bad Boy" movie... In which, the character of Will Smith has panic attacks. Every time he had one on screen, it triggered one in me and I had to pause the movie for a little while to calm down.
I needed to take the weekend off: Friday and Saturday were full of those tremors. Sunday, I was dead on my feet. Just exhausted! But I did not have any more attacks, and I managed to recuperate a bit. So... For the moment anyways, this morning I'm feeling quite good. With just a small cold on the edge of my nose. And I'm hoping that this particular episode is behind me.
But because of this, I don't want to promise things this week. I plan to work, but I'll probably take it easy and see how things will go.
The only thigs I can tell you is: I'll rework that "6 Teen" pic I posted on Friday. Something is off with Nikki and it's bugging me. I'm not exactly sure if it's a small fix or a complete redraw situation. That will depend on what I found. But I can see places where I forgot the angle of the picture so her perspective is a bit wonky because of it.
Anyways... that's it for now.
I'll see you guys soon!
Hopefully, this week will be better.
Alx
