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Hey All: I just wanted to pop in here to say that on Monda..
🕑 Added 2022-06-30 18:17:48 +0000 UTC Hey All:I just wanted to pop in here to say that on Monday, I lost a dear, dear friend of mine who I've known since I was 14. I lost my dad when I was 20, and he stepped into that role big time and was a huge part of my life. He was like a father to me, and now he's gone and I am...not doing very well. On top of that, on Tuesday, Chris wrecked his car and on Wednesday, I got some bad medical news that is looking like it will involve pretty invasive surgery and ALSO last week, I found out our home needs multiple thousands of dollars in repairs from water damage that we didn't know about...and all of that is on top of *gestures vaguely at the state of America*.
I'm not doing great, and I feel such a responsibility to this community and to all of you, and one of the big things that I love doing the most here are your customs. I know a few of you have been waiting a long time for them- I try to get a couple of done a week, but the past few weeks have just been awful, and this week, especially, has kind of just broken me a little bit.
I'm not okay, and so I just want to beg your patience and your understanding. If you are mad or upset, I take full responsibility for the wait- I didn't realize how emotionally vulnerable custom content can be, and so I tend to need to be in the right headspace to make customs I'm proud of-- and the past few weeks have just been an avalanche of awful that I'm really starting to feel the effects of.
I work really hard to normalize conversations about mental health and advocating for your needs, and even still, this is really hard to write because I feel like I'm admitting that I'm a failure or something. I know that's silly, but that's what my Scumbag Brain is telling me, so I just wanted to thank you all so sincerely for being here and for extending me the grace, kindness and compassion and support you show me here in this space.
Anyway, I don't want to bring the room down more than I already have, but I just wanted to let you know what is going on with me, and so if I'm a little slower to respond or am a little scattered, please know that it's not you and that I am just infinitely grateful that you're here.
Love you,
Catieosaurus.
