Ngl I wanna cryyyy I legit don’t have the money to spend on ..
🕑 Added 2022-09-03 14:23:43 +0000 UTC
Ngl I wanna cryyyy I legit don’t have the money to spend on outfits etc for this page like my bills went up so freaking much, I’ve been stressing bout it, and I’m out of ideas again cos I’m insecure, genuinely don’t know what to do with my career anymore, idk how I’m supposed to keep up with all the rising bills etc, I’ve applied for so many normal jobs and no one is hiring in my area, I don’t make much off here cos I’m shit at posting and I need to be better at this hut then idw post here cos I feel so fucking fat and because people are fat shaming me on tiktok I don’t want that on here where I’m vulnerable, I tried streaming but my internet was so shit no one saw anything, my friend had a million sugar daddies and gets whatever she wants so I always feel so ugly next to her , I don’t know what to do 🥲 I’ll still post on here as soon as I feel not ugly, or not fat, like I genuinely just wanna starve myself Until I’m pretty again aghhhhh, sorry for the rant this is what I consider my safe place To tell the people who really like to support me :), sorry again just feel shit and down and all the things bleh
