Meredith posts
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expired film and mamiya 7
the first 6 images were shot on 35mm with expired film, i was hoping they would come out not quite as dark. and the last 3 were shot with a mamiya 7 that a friend let me borrow on portra 800.
a favorite photo
just wanted to share this photo that i think may be my favorite photo of myself. i don't think i have ever shared it before.
in the basement
“there's a piano in the skyi hear it playing all the timethere's a rope I'm holding tighti dream of falling every night.i’m tired of thinking that I don't deserve youi'm dreading the day when you let me go.so take all this love from mei don't want to feel anymorejust take...
day 35
winter solstice 2020as i sit at the dining table, blueberries cover nalcoahs face and hands. my mind feels blue. hazy blue. she grabs for this paper like she grabs at me. i pull myself and the paper away. stained. covered in blue. shattered my heart is for this child, the beautiful girl who has a mo...
body painting / full roll
this was an amazing time. my first full night away from nalcoah spent sleeping at the beach and body painting at dawn with two dear friends.
collaboration with jessica silver saga
all 20 of the photos in the Alice dress
some snow
don't get me wrong, san diego has by far the nicest weather of anywhere i have ever lived, and i don't want to change my living situation. but some days i do miss when it was this terribly cold outside and the thrill of the snow on my bare skin. on this specific day two winters ago, i was 5 ...
home
Olympus OM 10 and Kodak gold 200
hidden in the cliffs
film from this past weekend.
in the water
the best part of san diego so far has been being able to bike to the beach and get in the water almost every day. it's been lonely moving during a pandemic but having gideon nalcoah and the water every day is truly wonderful.
favorites of gid and i.
i am absolutely in LOVE with how this roll of film turned out. so magical. i have no idea how this happened other than the roll sat around for a while before i used it....?
Hannah and I in the wild.
two springs ago. gosh darn do i love this time of year. reminiscing on the days when we could roam around the world and leave our houses...these were again all shot on a disposable camera. ahhh these are the photos that really take me back.
oh society
i made this video today of some footage i made when i was pregnant. this song perfectly fits the mood and perfectly describes how i feel right now. my entire life not feeling like i could fully be who i am, rejected when i try. but i am allowing myself to do what i want and be how i want NOW with pe...
20-23 weeks pregnant
i miss being pregnant!!!
nap times are hard
sigh. currently sitting here while gideon tries to get nalcoah to nap for this one. we've started a routine of me doing the morning nap and him doing the afternoon nap. but it's hard to not just go in and give her the breast. so many things in parenthood where it's like "what IS the ...
