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Root canal round two tomorrow

Hi, tomorrow ill go to the dentist so they cam mold my tooth to make the crown for my root canal.They may take a piece of my gum out to make space, so I'm a little scared, but not as much as I was last time.I love you guys, I wish I could express myself better so you all could understand how muc...

Makeup confusion

Hi friends, a while back I posted the link to get giftcard from a makeup brand I really like, and two of you gifted me with it! Thank you so much 🥺🥰So I went shopping.I made 2 orders. Number one was 6 chroma pencils, 1 brush and 1 split eyeliner.Order number 2 was 3 chroma eyeshadow.When they ...

makeup and feelings

Hi friends, I bought this beautiful glitter palette from the korean makeup shop. The shops is in Brazil and so are the products already, so they won't take long to arrive.I think it'll look stunning with the water colorful eyeliners.I am also being more and more serious to the thought of get...

happy

Hi, this last Saturday I had an amazing day with friends, and they wanted to try some of my wigs out, so I used the opportunity to take pics for you guys.Now I really want to dye my hair.I want black with colorful strands here and there. Idk if I'll actually do it or not.Thank you for liking me ...

Happy

Hi friends, so happy with life.Thank you so much for sharing your time with me, it makes life so much more fun.Thank you for all the gifts, all the lovely messages and the sweet thoughts. I think this is finally the right med, I feel happy and fulfilled lately. I hope I can improve my stream more a...

I scared of the root canal

Hi, I think you all noticed that the 20th is coming in closer and closer.I'm scared, but I know it'll be fine.Also, my new chair arrived, and it's all ripped lol so I'll return it and choose a different one.Thank you for giving me the opportunity to have this amazing job that is bein...

Cold days

Hi friends, it's been really cold.All of the Amazon gifts you guys sent me got delayed as usual, but I'm sure they'll arrive at some point.I'm really excited to have all the pink things.The webcam and microphone arrived today, my setup is still very provisory because I'm waiting ...

Tooth update

Hi friends, turns out I'll really need a root canal. I'll get it done on the 20th, and then she'll mold the tooth out to make a block to put in the hole.I'm not excited about it, but I'm glad it'll be taken care of.Also, my makeup looked so pretty today 🥺🥺 I'm in lo...

Frog

I have dentist very early tomorrow, and it's been really cold lately.I really want to go wearing the frog ear warmers, but I also worry about people judging me.I think I'll wear it anyway. If it makes me happy and warm, I shouldn't worry about what others think.

Amazon wishlist update

Hi friends, I updated my Amazon wishlist.I took out the art supplies (because I have too many of them) and added pc stuff.Specially some pretty pink periferals.(The pic is me while Minerva goes through my trash)Feel free to just look, or maybe get me something from it. Thank you so much for all the ...

Lucky

Hi friends, I deleted the post about the gift card because I got it 😭 I didn't expect it to happen. Thank you so muchYou guys spoil me so much, I hope I can pay you all back one day.Thank you for making my life much more enjoyable.

Life

Hey guys, I had my best friends come over yesterday, we had lots of fun!I feel like my medicine is finally it. I've been feeling alive, happy and healthy now. Stable and no crazy ups and downs.Thank you so much for dealing with crazy bella for so long. I'll now do my best as slitly less craz...

My brain has 2 modes

Worry about everything and tiny hawk

Intrusive thoughts

Hi friends, my dentist found out I have a huge cavity on one of my teeth. I'll need a root canal for it.Besides that everything is great, but my mind keeps telling me I should go to the hospital and stay in a bed at the ER, get an IV and treatment over night/for a couple of days. No, I don't...

Adjusting

Hi guys, I'm adjusting to some new meds, so I've been taking some days off of streaming.I miss you all so much already, I'm sure I'll get back soon.Just been too hopeful and hyper with the new meds, but also scared bcs I know I shouldn't be so hopeful.Love you all

LMR (the night eats the world 2018, Swiss army man 2016, little miss sunshine 2006, the extra man 2010)

I am basically doing a Paul dano marathon. Also: WATCH LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE, ITS REALLY GOOD.

Sorry

Sorry friends, I've just been pretty depressed lately. All I do is sleep.I'll do better.

Patreon letter making tonight on stream

The sticker I bought finally arrived, so today I'll get the patreon letters ready!I have some cool ideas for some stickers, I hope you guys enjoy it!Thank you so much for the support.

LMR carrie 1976 and senior year 2022

Quick drawings

Hi friends, I did all of those straight with pen. No correcting mistakes, and I kinda really like how they turned out.They came out kinda wonky because I couldn't erase, but I just love the look.I was just gonna color the eye, but as soon as I started I couldn't stop 🤣 these prismacolors ...

Pokemon minerva

I kinda really love how this looks

Little movie and doc review. The lodge, the bridge, crospey, the family I had

Little documentary review 🥴

Patreon letters

Please check your messages if you are a 100$ patreon so I can know what your original drawing will be!Letter will be delayed (again), because I bought some cute stickers in the beggining of last month to use on the letters, but they still haven't arrived.

I GO TO AMERICA

Hey dudes, I've finally decided I'll apply for the American tourist visa and go to Florida visit my ex, go to Disney and Universal studio. I plan on going in October, my dream is to see halloween 🎃. I think it'll be pretty cool, and there's a lot more stuff do to in Florida than P...

Someone already found a favorite place

Changed my room up a little

So much room to dance now.Also, I'm feeling the good old ~depressed~.

New month and new cute things

My fake nails are finally here 🥺 I love them.Also, new pencil case, stickers and the cutest keychain in the world. Thank you so much for deciding to stick with me for another month! ❤️

Little movie reviews update.

Movies: the batman 2022, the professor 2018 and if I stay 2014.I made batmans skin sparkly because it's the same actor from twilight. Don't judge me.The professor and if I stay don't have drawings and share the same page because the movies were boring. I'll only do paintings for mov...

Feeling weird

Hi, today I'm here to talk about my ~feelings~.I've been feeling so undeserving of everything lately, like I'm not good enough to have such a nice stream, make money out of it etc.It's one of the feelings I hate the most. It makes me want to stop doing what I love for a while just so...

You guys make me the happiest person on earth.