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DarknessShadowLight post Up 5 Pounds from patreon

Up 5 Pounds

I can't say it was intentional but there it is. All the nearby food is getting to me 🙈

DarknessShadowLight post Snack Time from patreon

Snack Time

DarknessShadowLight post Just like old times from patreon

Just like old times

Another pizza down the hatch

DarknessShadowLight post Before Pizza from patreon

Before Pizza

DarknessShadowLight post Ten Likes from patreon

Ten Likes

And I'll finish this pizza before going to the gym 😋

DarknessShadowLight post Still Got It from patreon

Still Got It

I came home for the weekend and hung out with friends last night. Maybe it's because I've started back up in the gym but I had a pizza to myself and immediately followed it with a big burger too. It felt good to eat big again and even surprising that I could have held more. I plan on taking...

DarknessShadowLight post Let the Rebuilding Begin from patreon

Let the Rebuilding Begin

DarknessShadowLight post New Life from patreon

New Life

It's been crazy these past couple weeks! I was offered and accepted a new job and I packed my bags and hit the road. The best part is that I can now walk to work, the gym, and a ton of great places to eat. I'm signing up for the gym tomorrow to start adding back some size. I'm ready for...

DarknessShadowLight post Post Lunch from patreon

Post Lunch

I don't have the urge to eat big anymore or so I thought. It seems like once I get pretty full, that's when the urge to start really packing it in hits. I'm going to start eating more again, I think the extra fuel will help in the gym too. If nothing else, I'll just regain some weigh...

DarknessShadowLight post Post Gym from patreon

Post Gym

Taking a break from the gym still feels right. I think I've gone about four times over the past two months. Strength levels have fallen some, but it's not something I worry about. I think I'll join a new gym soon; ready for a change of scenery to maybe spark my motivation again.

Life Update

I got a phone call yesterday asking me back for the second round of interviews for the job I applied for AND I should be signing my loan this week for the vacation rental. It's some big changes but I'm excited. I hope once the dust settles that I'll get back into the gym regularly since ...

DarknessShadowLight post It just feels good from patreon

It just feels good

I still find myself enjoying the occasional big meal

DarknessShadowLight post Back at 240 from patreon

Back at 240

First off, Happy Independence Day! 🇺🇸 I've been busy focusing on other aspects of life and its been paying off. Cross your fingers for me, I've got a job interview for a new position next week and I'm getting back into the vacation rental game. My loan application was approved so...

DarknessShadowLight post This Morning from patreon

This Morning

Cheesing it up, bigly

DarknessShadowLight post As promised :) from patreon

As promised :)

Even if I'm not trying to get bigger, I still like a big lunch from time to time. This was after getting a little sun and a shower this weekend.

DarknessShadowLight post Me IRL from patreon

Me IRL

After drifting into darkness for a while, I'm happy to say I'm feeling better again. I lifted at the gym today for the first time in about two weeks and I'll get some pictures uploaded this evening. Thanks for your patience as I had my mental reboot 🤖 🌩

DarknessShadowLight post ⚠️ Achtung ⚠️ from patreon

⚠️ Achtung ⚠️

I'm going to post everything at the $1 tier going forward since more time will be between each post and I'm not actively bulking at the moment. I'll rev up the posts and pounds again when the gainer bug decides to bite. 🐛

DarknessShadowLight post Old Habits Die Hard from patreon

Old Habits Die Hard

Big Dinner and Two Shakes. Having a bit of a sabbatical was really nice and as you can see, I'm not wasting away just yet! I had a pizza and a couple sandwiches tonight too. No Regrets!

DarknessShadowLight post Old Habits from patreon

Old Habits

I still had a large pizza and a shake tonight. It seems to be a normal sized meal now.

DarknessShadowLight post Morning Belly from patreon

Morning Belly

I've decided to continue with the morning gainer shakes. It's just too routine to start skipping them now.

DarknessShadowLight post Thanks Everybody 🤗  from patreon

Thanks Everybody 🤗

I appreciate all the kind messages you guys have sent my way. I respond to them all tomorrow after work! Ironically, after saying I'm taking a break I had one of my biggest eating days in about a week. Without the pressure to feel like I have to grow, I actually enjoyed eating and enjoyed a lo...

DarknessShadowLight post ¡Importante!  from patreon

¡Importante!

I've been trying to figure out what my next step is, and for the short term I'm going to maintain for a while. I've gone back and forth between all the options and I need to get used to this weight before adding any more. I'll still eat big of course, especially after workouts, and k...

DarknessShadowLight post 2015 from patreon

2015

Runner Days

DarknessShadowLight post 2015 from patreon

2015

I might go back to this style one day, I like how it looks but I like how being big feels.

DarknessShadowLight post 2015 from patreon

2015

A lot can change in three years

DarknessShadowLight post My Worst (Best?) Food Coma from patreon

My Worst (Best?) Food Coma

After a dinner of four giant burritos and a liter of gainer shake. I felt huge and it was so good.

DarknessShadowLight post Burrito Time from patreon

Burrito Time

I'm working on that stack of food if anyone wants to chat on discord. I've had two of the giant ones so far.

DarknessShadowLight post Pop from patreon

Pop

Commercials for this game stirred feelings I didn't understand as a child. And here I am now...

DarknessShadowLight post I think I've outgrown small sizes from patreon

I think I've outgrown small sizes

DarknessShadowLight post More food, more clothes from patreon

More food, more clothes

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