vadajade posts
I used my toy/masturbated today for the first time in sooooo..
I used my toy/masturbated today for the first time in sooooo long and can officially orgasm again 🥳 I still haven’t had sex tho since ????? and I’m not even gonna lie…. I’m kinda nervous for when I do (probably and hopefully very soon) 😂 it’s like I’m a virgin all over again. Lucki...
I’ve had a WEEK! A longggg week… but an overall good one :) ..
I’ve had a WEEK! A longggg week… but an overall good one :) I had to switch to a new medication again, but think I’ve finally landed on one that’s gonna work!! It’s literally only day 2, but I have no side effects (yet… 🤞🏻) and woke up feeling more level than I have in awhile. And ...
I can’t believe not a SINGLE person has ever guessed my one ..
I can’t believe not a SINGLE person has ever guessed my one remaining secret kink 😅😆 soooooo many people have come here over the years and read about my kinks, and not ONE !!! If anyone guessed it, I’d admit it tooPs: it’s nothing illegal lol, just not common… apparently (& I’m happy...
Nvm not gonna go live bc I don’t think anyone will b there 😭..
Nvm not gonna go live bc I don’t think anyone will b there 😭😂 maybe tomorrow 🤍 it’s just hard to commit 24 hrs ahead at this timeedit: my sex drive is slowly coming backkkk thank goodness
Small update… that medication I was trying took a turn for t..
Small update… that medication I was trying took a turn for the worst and I had to abruptly stop taking it :( Been going through withdrawals in bed for a couple days and started up on a new med at the same time. This one is supposed to show results (or lack there of) sooner than the last one, so I...
Pic 2 is so awkward, but it’s the best I got 🫠 I guess the h..
Pic 2 is so awkward, but it’s the best I got 🫠 I guess the headless aspect of pic 1 is a little awkward too but
Feeling sexy todayyyy 🙈
Feeling sexy todayyyy 🙈
I spent like 3 HOURS editing this 😄🙃 I’ve said it before and..
I spent like 3 HOURS editing this 😄🙃 I’ve said it before and I’m sayin it again… I love vlogging and editing, but pls be brutally honest if you guys just aren’t into them. I’d rather not do them and put those 5-6ish hours to just taking nudes or something else that you enjoy more!!! ...
I just spent hourssss doing an activity (not that exciting o..
I just spent hourssss doing an activity (not that exciting of one ngl) and filming one of my vloggy things for u!!! Will try to post tonight. I’m in a moood
all jokes <3 kinda….
all jokes <3 kinda….
YOU GUYS!!!!! I FEEL GOOOOOD TODAY!!!!! okay, maybe not THAT..
YOU GUYS!!!!! I FEEL GOOOOOD TODAY!!!!! okay, maybe not THAT ⇡ good, but soooo much better than the past week! i’ve felt better, emotionally, but i actually had a little energy today. i was out of bed for 9 hours straight (sad achievement, but an achievement nonetheless…) and was productive. a...
This feels so inappropriate to post. My life’s so weird 😂 bu..
This feels so inappropriate to post. My life’s so weird 😂 but the details of a pussy kinda fascinate me. Like it’s so intricate lmao. I’m in a weird mood right now. I feel like everything I’m saying is so strange and like, my perception of the world is different today. Not good or bad. Ju...
i’m pretty sure i’m overdue for an essay-length overshare th..
i’m pretty sure i’m overdue for an essay-length overshare that no one asked for!!! but at this point, with how little i post both here and on instagram, i’m telling myself that anyone still here really likes me—maybe because you relate to some of my struggles? maybe not, but let’s go…so,...
Should I try a butt plug? I’m not thatttt interested in ‘em…..
Should I try a butt plug? I’m not thatttt interested in ‘em… but they also make sparkly/cute ones lmao
I hope u enjoy the little voice note 😉😂
I hope u enjoy the little voice note 😉😂
4 of the 364 aforementioned selfies i took 🤠😛
4 of the 364 aforementioned selfies i took 🤠😛
what's been the highlight of YOUR past month or so?
what's been the highlight of YOUR past month or so?
i haven't had sex in i don't even wanna say how long 😫🥺☹️💔 s..
i haven't had sex in i don't even wanna say how long 😫🥺☹️💔 someone come fuck me 🙏🏻u have to eat me out first and give me back scratchies after tho
i got cut off bc of insufficient storage, but it’s prob for ..
i got cut off bc of insufficient storage, but it’s prob for the best lol…2nd thing i wanted to discuss though, is why i haven’t logged into OF since i got my account back 4 days ago. in summary: i suck (not in a self deprecating way. it’s just a cold hard truth… but a temporary one that i...
hiii im sorry to those of u who were on live w me earlier wh..
hiii im sorry to those of u who were on live w me earlier who i just left hanging w out any goodbye... i got distracted and well, u know, imma mess. but that was rude D: tomorrow i will send the long term subscriber vid i still owe some of ya... and try to chat and all that. i am making no commitmen...
I'M BACK, I'M BACK, I'M BACKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (if u didn't..
I'M BACK, I'M BACK, I'M BACKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (if u didn't notice, i lost full access to my account for 3 days) omg... there aren't enough words to express how happy i am. update & pic(s) coming soon ❤️❤️❤️❤️
is this a hot idea or no....?i got a candy lingerie set. lik..
is this a hot idea or no....?i got a candy lingerie set. like you know those necklaces that you eat the candy off of? it's that with a "bra" and "panties". i wanted to do something w it for v-day, but forgot haha.i feel like it would be hot to eat the pieces off one by one until ...
should i wake my partner up w a bj.........??? it's 2am and ..
should i wake my partner up w a bj.........??? it's 2am and he has work in a few hours so i'm lowkey afraid of rejection lolol.... BUT I'M HORNY 😭 (unfortunately my horny hours are 2-4am haha)idk if this is weird to ask u, but im new to this whole relationship & sex thing 😂 sooooo....
happy valentines day 🥰🫶🏻
happy valentines day 🥰🫶🏻
should I send out my BJ vid as a ppv? i'm reading comments o..
should I send out my BJ vid as a ppv? i'm reading comments on posts and chats now and see a lot of you saying you will love whatever i send out, but like.... i do NOT look good. go see the short clip i posted... that's the hottest part... but i'm down to send it out if y'all really d...
ur girl needs a good fucking NOW seriously im so horny loli'..
ur girl needs a good fucking NOW seriously im so horny loli'm sorry my posting slipped for a moment!! like, not THAT sorry (come on, i'm otherwise killin it pretty damn hard lately. and i'm not trying to be a daily poster 😜), but still a little sorry!!! i've been thinking nonstop ...
lesson learned... don't ask a man to take nudes of me if i d..
lesson learned... don't ask a man to take nudes of me if i don't want him to fuck me after thankfully, that's exactly what i wanted 😋 i'm sure this is good knowledge to have though!
it's so hot to watch a guy jerk off 🤤🙈
it's so hot to watch a guy jerk off 🤤🙈
oof... i might've been a tad bit dramatic yesterday. love th..
oof... i might've been a tad bit dramatic yesterday. love that for me! i'm very much okay though, just fyi :) my brain's been wired this way my entire life and i **usually** handle the lows very well!! "very well" meaning i'm not a safety risk to myself and i can distract mys...
I hope these cumshot pics will cancel out the lameness of th..
I hope these cumshot pics will cancel out the lameness of the caption ahead ♥️🤞🏻Sooooo, the verdict is in!! This past month was, in fact, mania (actually hypomania, I just say mania). NOT me magically becoming a new person who's happy and full of energy all the time!! I'm extremely...


















