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Also, I dyed my hair back to blonde. Pink was nice but the m..

Also, I dyed my hair back to blonde. Pink was nice but the maintenance wasn’t so much.

Stretch marks, scars, loose skin - I have them all and it to..

Stretch marks, scars, loose skin - I have them all and it took me so long to accept that these are normal things, and all a part of the life I’ve lived. One scar is from gallbladder surgery, another is from when rib was taken to help the structure of my once broken nose, stretch marks from weight ...

Hello from my new couch. Yes, I had to buy a brand new frigg..

Hello from my new couch. Yes, I had to buy a brand new friggin couch for my place. Worth it.

Just hangin’ out in my new tub, hell yeah.

MOVE IS SUCCESSFUL. I HAVE RETURNED WITH MANY COOL MIRRORS! ..

MOVE IS SUCCESSFUL. I HAVE RETURNED WITH MANY COOL MIRRORS! My place has mirrors everywhere which is tough for my BDD, but also a great exposure, and a nice way to take sexy, artsy shots. Thank you for your patience as I figured out my new setup.

Another edition of Roses from the bedroom is here, now with ..

Another edition of Roses from the bedroom is here, now with a clean face and a fresh underboob.

😏

Little bath time tease, followed by my unhinged nighttime lo..

Little bath time tease, followed by my unhinged nighttime look.

Two sexy shots and one shot of my face I don’t like but want..

Two sexy shots and one shot of my face I don’t like but wanted to post anyway, because it’s the only way my BDD will “get used” to seeing my face. Which I know sounds absurd, but BDD be like that. Totally warps your brain, and thus perception. What kind of tattoo should I get on my thigh/but...

I realize my hair is a disaster right now but I make no apol..

I realize my hair is a disaster right now but I make no apologies for it.

Listen, I don’t know why my mirror is always dirty. I wash m..

Listen, I don’t know why my mirror is always dirty. I wash my face so gently… I think…

A varying set of photos! Some wholesome, some teasy, some se..

A varying set of photos! Some wholesome, some teasy, some sexy. At least one of me in a strangely unflattering dress. Serves me right, a goth trying to where WHITE? What was I thinking?In a more serious update: In a weird turn of events, my landlord has lost his mind. He informed the entire building...

This is a little weight loss post. Mostly because I have bee..

This is a little weight loss post. Mostly because I have been working out with this new weird pilates machine I bought. It made a bigger difference than I thought. I ate PIZZA while using this thing and it still made my core all super strong. Noice. First pics before, second pics after. Last pic is ...

A set of non make up photos. I don’t look terribly different..

A set of non make up photos. I don’t look terribly different without it because I don’t wear much, but it’s still a sore spot for me because I have darkness under my eyes (thanks mom!); caused by genes, there’s not much I can do other than cover them with concealer, or embrace them.

It was my birthday on the 15th. I was in Mexico City, gracin..

It was my birthday on the 15th. I was in Mexico City, gracing everyone with this LBD. This is 40.

Hello from Mexico City! I may be on vacation but I still hav..

Hello from Mexico City! I may be on vacation but I still have time for some bed pics.

Hi all! I am so sorry for the delay - though my birthday is ..

Hi all! I am so sorry for the delay - though my birthday is not until the 15, my friends had thrown me birthay party this weekend, so I was pretty exhausted. That being said, to make up for the wait here is a array of photos that range from sexy Roses, laid back Roses, to absolute grungefest Roses. ...

I would never consider doing this had I not made so much pro..

I would never consider doing this had I not made so much progress, but I took this in horrible lighting in a doctor’s office, no make up. I hated hours I looked at the time I took it, but now I’m glad I did because the more I look, the more comfortable I am with my face. This is also before I dy...

… I’m sorry about the last pic. But here’s my new hair! PINK..

… I’m sorry about the last pic. But here’s my new hair! PINK

Just some VERY sexy photos.

Getting my pinup look on. Did I nail it? Third pic is my fav..

Getting my pinup look on. Did I nail it? Third pic is my favorite.

This shirt is magic.

Let’s talk candidly.Even though it’s called BODY Dysmorphic ..

Let’s talk candidly.Even though it’s called BODY Dysmorphic Disorder, it mostly affects how I perceive my face. Even though I had an ED for a very long time and struggled to love my body, I made progress with it over time. My face, however? It’s a deep abyss of ugliness to me; unsightly, old, ...