kamadevasfm
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Daily struggle of an artist.
🕑 Added 2019-02-13 18:54:01 +0000 UTCImportant news : march 11th. ->25th I will get stationary treatment
I have an incurable skin disease(since 20 years ) and right now its on a high stage.
I was in medical treatment since last year nov. until feb 6th .
Outpatient treatment: 2-3 times a week for 2 month + -
Additionally to that, came self~treatment via pills and medicaments (side-ffects can vary) . After that, I should normally come out like a fresh baby and can live like a normal human for about 1 year or so,till the symptoms return . I had this 4 times already in my life and I'm kinda used to it :/
some people have this every year ,so I do care about myself and condition.
Unfortunately ...
...common events have stressed me and probably many other content creators /artist out so much in what we do as next to be able to exist . Some of you know, there is a a timespan where "you " are relevant and when you hit /miss the right time to change and move on and grow. I know my time is ticking ...or it feels like because of article 13 idk. . I have a plan on what I'm doing this year so time will show.
Somehow this* all caused that the therapy was not effective at all and I have spent unnecessary amount of my money to to lower the symptoms while I can continue to work . Even against of the recommendation of my doctor to get stationary treatment(on nov .) ,I did refuse.
There was a chance to lower the symptoms but today I know it failed :)
I don't wanted to stop what I'm doing if there is a chance to be not away .
My current situation is
that I've entirely paused my real job until I'm out of the hospitals stationary treatment and do mainly focus on what I'm doing here right now . I sleep in 3-4 hours timespans because I can't get into the REM-phase correctly so I just woke up or speak so loudly(in ym dream) that woke myself out,hard to explain . Because of that , the body start producing himself infections this also hurts (is kinda the wrong word) your psyche and you most likely end up having an depression . I don't start with how this disease could be my death (blockade of heart veins) and will maybe spread to my knees and bones IF I stop healthy eating and fitness,luckily your guy is prepared :D .
I just needed wonderful ppl like you are who encourage me (especially in my first 6 months) that I have a telent for animating (that ends up with fucking :D)
So don't imagine something horrible. Im used to it and gave up the "Im a victim " card loooong ago. We all have responsibilities and I feel responsible to inform you guys about this.
Yes ,I already thought about to continue working while getting stationary treatment there. But my body-condition and all the oils (complete body) will definately make this an nightmare (not to mention the other guy sleeping next to me and wondering what all these futa dicks swing in my computer xD) You usually look like a mummy and do mostly walking because of the oils you can really sit still (sleeping with oils ... a dream) :I
Anyway ,long story short:
I can't work on bigger projects right now . I'll focus on giving your WIPs of the episodes and do shorties till march 11th-25th. Good thing is I ignore the usual order atm when which episode will be released,so you could see Orclust WIP and the other week Blue Stripes etc. . I'll try to produce something that cover up also the 2 weeks Im away . Check out my stuff weekly :)
I just wanted to tell you that :)
thank you for your support,I love you guys
Comments
MMJ
Your animations are amazing, truly truly amazing, and appreciated. Get well as best as you can, you shall never not be relevant, and your animations, ability and gift of art shall never ever be irrelevant :) Whether short, or long, if it's a Kamadeva piece, it shall be great nonetheless :)
Daddy4Sissy
Wow, thanks for letting us know. your art is awesome and appreciated. Do what you can it's more than I deserve :) we're here for you! Shorties are great BTW, sometimes better than long ones
KamadevaSFM
I see this current time as a taunting before I go for the K.O Punch with my projects :D Its sometimes better to take shorter steps.
KamadevaSFM
I dont wanted to see myself as a victim thatswhy Im telling it 2 years later. Even now I will work more ,positive mind blocks the signals from getting infections on my skin . I can lower the symptomes but not stop :I . It will regenerate very fast in isolation ,no worries .^^
KamadevaSFM
The thing is this disease is not mainly bound on my balance of vitamins,minerals and so. Eventhough my last check up on nov. last year was great (guess because im still young and eat much green herbs :D) . BUT this is about genetic disfunction of my imune-system and its over-reacting stress . Im happy with creating art ,more than if I would do somethign else ,trust me :)
nukedbiodome
Love you bro
Sloth King
I want you having good health first and your good content second.
Lary
We completely understand thanks for sharing Huge fan of your futa work thanks for creating them and hope you do take it easier and try to recover from your pains.
Robert Arctor
Best wishes K
Icarus Media
Holy hell! The fact that despite all that you still continue to animate and produce is a testament to your own determination and self will. Despite suffering, you continue to make other people happy (and sprung). I don't think anyone would blame you for shortening your workload and taking it easy until everything is balanced and you feel ready again.
I have no words buddy. I am very sorry that you had to deal with this disease, but I am doubly glad that you do not give up and continue the treatment. Besides, you are one of my two any Germans who continue to delight me with their creativity. I am extremely grateful to you for everything that you have done for the SFM scene, and, like all of us, I will look forward to your new accomplishments.
CRISTÓBAL
Thank you for the work done and for telling us the vicissitudes of your life. Much encouragement with the sufferings that you can go through. It is a great artistic work, which will undoubtedly repopulate you in the near future, great achievements, who knows in other sectors! Courage and strength your work is valued!
Silverstreek
Thank you for the fabulous work you have done and continue to do. And thank you for sharing a glimpse of the personal struggles you are facing. Can't imagine how much suffering you are going through. It is amazing how much you have accomplished in spite of these torments.
kamadeva is a tough guy, soon will be like new, and he does not have to worry nothing, that his future is super good
Terebonkoff Game Studio
Hope you will feel better soon
Blue-LeadersQ
Awesome Work 👍👍👍👍😇😀🤗😸😆
queenofsmut18
We love you too and we all hope that you start feeling better soon! ❤
