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Chapter 131: The Story of Lilyana Creater 9
🕑 Added 2024-08-15 12:25:05 +0000 UTC“Haruto!” I shouted, panic and fear filling every inch of my body. I immediately ran past Bellina, who now only appeared as a shadow in my eyes, and rushed to Haruto.
“Haruto! Haruto! Are you okay?!” I asked with a trembling voice, gripping Haruto's body that continued to shake in my hands.
“Haah... Haahh... Hhaaahh... Take me close to Bellina...” Haruto requested, his breath coming in gasps.
“What? Why?” I asked, confused and stunned by Haruto's request. Everything inside me screamed for an explanation, but all I could do was stare at Haruto with a blank expression.
“... Don’t... ask...” Haruto pleaded in a broken voice, his breath heavy, and his eyes filled with exhaustion. There was something behind Haruto's eyes that frightened me, but I didn’t know what it was.
“I’m sorry, let’s go...” I murmured, trying to hold back the growing anxiety that was suffocating me. Carefully, I guided Haruto closer to Bellina. Each step felt like an increasing weight on my shoulders, as if something was about to explode inside me.
“Sorry...” Haruto then apologized, even though at that moment I didn’t understand what he meant. Then, in an instant, the world seemed to collapse around me. Haruto suddenly kissed Bellina, and the pain that hit me was so intense that I could hardly breathe.
It felt as if lightning struck my heart, and in that moment, everything I had ever felt before became meaningless. This pain was much deeper, much worse, making me wonder if I could endure it.
My heart felt like it was being crushed, ground into the smallest fragments. Why? Why does it feel like this? I had never felt such deep pain, not even when my family ignored me, not even when my head felt like it would explode. This was far more painful... more cutting... more devastating.
Why? Was it because I couldn’t stand to see Haruto kiss Bellina? But... why? What was wrong with me? Lilyana, what is happening to you? You are nobody to Haruto. There’s no reason for me to feel this way, but... but I desperately wanted to be someone important to Haruto.
I wanted to be the only one who mattered to Haruto. Yes... I just needed to ensure that Haruto was mine, only mine. There was no room for anyone else, no room for Bellina.
Haruto must be mine! I repeated those words in my mind, like a calming mantra. Yes... Haruto must be mine, only mine, no one else can have Haruto. I won’t let anyone take Haruto away from me. Haruto is mine, only mine, only I should have Haruto.
My breath was ragged, my head was spinning, and my feelings were in terrible turmoil. Haaah... Haah... Haruto... You can only be mine, no one else... only I can have you... I will make you mine, Haruto Sato...
My voice broke off when someone called me. I jolted out of my dark thoughts and realized that Patrick and Natsuki were staring at me with concerned expressions, and it turned out Patrick had just called me.
“Lilyana, you should go back first. You look pale.” Patrick said, his tone filled with a worry I couldn’t accept right now, as it was clear Patrick and Natsuki were very concerned about the situation I was experiencing.
“... I understand, I’ll go first...” I replied, the words barely escaping my lips. With unsteady steps, I moved away from them, from Haruto and Bellina, but inside me, something had changed.
From now on, starting from this moment... Bellina Sky, you and I are enemies. I will never let you take Haruto away from me. Haruto is mine, and I will not give him up to you, no matter what happens.
