Shocktress
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Update: health issues at home
🕑 Added 2023-01-13 17:46:17 +0000 UTCWhat is this Jan still? Sorry, since christmas day we been having health issues.
Wanted to let you all know!
Thursday I almost did the opening of a couple gifts from last year, I got some energy back but I stare at the gifts ...unopened...thoughtful... and get very sad that people care and I can't give my 100%. I tried Fara on and was like ok, good good. So maybe similar outfit for next stream.
edit: not Thursday, Wednesday. We been going for so long yesterday isn't the same yesterday anymore.
Supporters make multiple worlds go round, not just 1 here. I hate to be a downer, but we kinda just.. cry many times per day. Only because of how hard it is now, and then how awsome ppl are...a roller coaster like that is hard to ride and not feel.
Comments
William Ambervein
100% your priority should be your health. But any little bit is nice to know. One day at a time and all that jazz. I'm glad that death has not darkened your door yet.
Shocktress
deth will have to remove my ability to tell peple about our struggles, it looks at us OFTEN and says "so be it" and I'm not amused. Keeping up with people is a DISTANT second to keeping alive, but it is second if that means anything to you guys 💜
William Ambervein
You are okay. No need to rush. I have been in a similar, obviously not the same, kinda cycle and it lead to me abandoning a lot of my interests and social life. You are keeping in contact and I think that is enough
Shocktress
I'm just salty that you actually helped out so much and here we are quiet af and unable to do stuff atm. When figure stuff out ... it'll puck back up again but this kinda stuff has literally been the past 5 years because of my partner's condition , started getting bad in 2011. So we go mia because we don't know what will happen and stuck caring for urgent stuff. vicious cycle!
William Ambervein
Wish I could help out more. I'm sorry you both go through that.
Shocktress
we're trying, we try so hard, i feel like i can't keep anything together between it all. Seriously trying 🙏
RavenWorks
This struggle you two have been having is so heartbreaking! Wishing you all the best.....
