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Weekend Reflections (10/10/22)
🕑 Added 2022-10-10 16:18:09 +0000 UTCThis weekend I fell in love.
As I walked through a city whose pavement knows my steps, I felt whole.
I felt a calm within my soul that I have not experienced for a very long time.
The first was in Toronto when I landed on the city streets and amidst the hustle and bustle I felt a quiet and stillness I had not ever experienced.
But it wasn’t quite the same then, no. I think it was a foreshadowing; I had been given a glimpse of what life could be like - would be like.
And now, I’m there.
The calmness now follows healing, trails on the journey of getting to know myself, of loving myself absolutely, of knowing my worth. All these cliché things I’ve heard said before, but somewhat reluctantly, I now know they’re true and I get it. I really fucking get it.
There’s a self-assurance I never knew was possible. An awareness of my own process, grace to allow it, and accountability to move through it.
I’m anchored in spirit.
And I have a desire for all that is life.
It’s really quite beautiful.
