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Text post: Personal update
🕑 Added 2023-09-30 16:12:17 +0000 UTCOkay, this isn't an update week but I need to be forthcoming here since I'm struggling.
There's been an intense family situation for the past year which, while largely somewhat resolved as of a few months ago, turned into a 24/7 everpersent lifestyle adjustment since summer. I'm not depressed, and I don't feel burnt out, but I am experiencing something adjacent to that since my creative headspace is being hindered. I hadn't touched a videogame since February or bought one for a year, and I'm now forcing myself to preserve my sanity with F Zero 99 and some others, along with drawing a bunch of little studies to keep the drawbrain limber.
This situation should be coming to an end in phases from today to a couple of weeks from now, and hopefully my enthusiasm will rebuild. Just at the end it's extremely intense and exhausted.
I'm not 100% sure what the next posts will be, might be a mix of some little stuff and some old stuff, I'm just unable to produce reliably - started work on my birthday piece and it's not feeling great or very defined yet.
In short, I am here, I want to show you stuff but I'm unable to get it out good enough or fast enough, I appreciate your support and please don't go, I'm just currently in a very different very externally produced high emotion situation.
Genki OC, give me strength
Thanks genki dork :)
