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🕑 Added 2022-03-24 08:10:10 +0000 UTCIn case you haven’t seen it yet, GWA is finally addressing something I have known about for a while. I think it’s important for you to seek out and read and understand exactly what danger I was in. I also urge you to read the comment section which includes terrified performers and writers reacting to an organized attack on the community. I hope reading the post on GWA will offer some perspective and answers.
There was a lot more going on than you could possibly imagine. But at the end of the day, I am a human. I am a human with a voice and sadly since you cannot see me maybe you don’t realize the implications any mounting threats to my safety was posing. I am doing my very best to try and see any silver lining in this. But it would be remiss of me to not express that I am suffering a tremendous creative loss right now. I alienated myself from two communities. I haven’t slept in a week with PTSD from the safety risks. I want you to know- I have been through heIl, and have had people I trust turn against me and put me in incredible danger.
Discord leaves a bad taste in my mouth. I felt I was screaming into the void. No one took my safety precautions seriously. Some only cared if it affected their fun. But they were in place for a reason. I felt like a betrayed parent. And you compromised my safety.
Over my years of doing anything creative under this handle I have had stalkers - one create 22 accounts to harass and abuse me. Death threats. Slut shaming. Actual correct guesses to my city asking if I would rather be paralyzed or just killed. If this is upsetting to read, imagine for a moment how I feel. That is why I could not handle any abuse of my information and safety being compromised. That along with the massive, organized attack on GWA and other subreddits - well, I was not safe.
I am sorry if this message is shocking, but I think you need to know the information I was aware of now that it’s finally been made public.
UPDATE:
I have removed the most recent post as it might not be helpful for me. FYI - I am going in lockdown mode now. I will attempt to start audios here once it is safe. (I am hoping in April.)
Comments
I'm new to the Patreon and I've never actually interacted with you before but thank you so much for everything you've done. All of your audios have helped me so much over the last six years, even though it doesn't feel that long. I'm so sorry you've had to go through all of this. Your health and safety should always be the number one priority, not just for you but for everyone. I know your update says you'll hopefully start making audios again in April but however long it takes for you to start up again I hope you can start to find peace and happiness too. Please take care of yourself.
I've been a fan pretty much since you started and I appreciate you sharing your gifts with us. I'm so sorry that bad people do and say horrible things to you. That truly makes me sad for you and what you've had to endure. My SO is a victim of severe sexual trauma, and ever since I met her my appreciation and perspective of women completely changed. I hate the bad people that cause pain. I hope you're able to continue on your journey to find peace. Thank you again for being willing to share so much of yourself throughout the years. Take care of yourself and be well. ❤️
