G3N3ZIS
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Hi everybody. I am back.
🕑 Added 2021-12-21 18:06:16 +0000 UTCHi dear followers and supporters.
It's always difficult to ask for forgiveness but that is exactly what I want to do.
I have been absent and silent for many months now and not been making any content at all. I should have posted something about taking a break for an undisclosed amount of time or something like that but I didn't. I just vanished and for that I apologize.
I am somewhat limited in what I can share with you but the last 6 months have been extremely difficult and I have been in a very dark place during this period. I have lost count on the tests taken from me but now the doctors have a much clearer picture. I am struggling with several physical issues and one of them is also affecting my mental state. The most pressing issue is metabolism disorder that is causing chronic exhaustion, depression and social anxiety. This has been the hardest thing to face since I am a very happy person in general. I also have issues that the doctors are monitoring and can lead to cancer in my private area. They still haven't ruled it out. In addition, I have an inefficient immune system due to infections I have had lingering in my body for over 30 years. Its a long story. Financially it has also been very very tasking.
I have had to reevaluate my life several times and how to cope with this. Creating content means a lot to me and I will continue to do that but I have to make changes to how I go about it and what I will focus on. I will keep continuing to expand my texture pack and return to that now. I have an update (2.1) coming out tomorrow With 6 new blocks. It would help a lot and mean a lot if you could be so kind to support me buy purchasing one of my tiers
I will need to decrease my social interactions with you on my platforms since it has become clear to me that I just can't handle it. At least not for the near future. I will let my work speak for me instead and I hope you continue to support me. Expect more texture packs from me next year.
When I have good days, I am all giddy and happy and might post stuff and even do video or live stream. That can happen but sadly I will also have darker days where I shy away from being social and visible. That is how I am and I have to embrace that and come to terms with that. I hope you respect that and understand it 😊
Finally I want to wish you a blessed and merry Christmas! 🎄🎁
