CrazySemAn
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🕑 Added 2020-02-08 04:51:11 +0000 UTCAttention: this is a psychological post with scary drawings !!!
I deleted all the depressing posts so as not to scare people, but I like to draw girls creep. In this post I want to tell you why the pace of work is slow and why I draw scary sketches.
Schizophrenia: (similar example: Joker 2019)
- Abulia - lack of will to live, suicidal thoughts.
- Apathy is indifference to someone else's life, we can laugh for no reason if we learn about death on TV. When I found out about the death of my father, my brain blocked the information and I did not respond.
- Autism - we often get distracted and go into our thoughts and cruel fantasies, as in the game Manhant
- Ambivalence - 2 points of view on everything. I love and hate at the same time. One body - 2 people.
Pseudo Neurosis - fear of making mistakes. I’m afraid to make graphics for the game, just the thought causes excitement and pain, but when I sketch, I can make it bad and it causes less pain.
Borderline Personality Disorder:
(a similar example is Jack and handsome Jack from Borderlands)
2 phases:
- nice guy - jack pre-sequel
we feel bad when we think that nobody needs us, so Jack wanted to be a hero. We donate what we need ourselves, Jack donated the ark. We are often betrayed ...
- tyrant ... cruelty becomes a protective mechanism against betrayal, disappointment and self-destruction.
Characteristics: frequent mood swings: depression, suicidality, impulsiveness, aggressiveness.
Post traumatic stress disorder - memory problems.
All this interferes with the work. pain from stress, often distracted, forget things, i do not feel joy from work. If I work hard, I feel worse. But I'm looking for a way to work as much as possible, although my brain bothers me.
How can you help? Write your comments in the posts I create: your characters, your ideas. At the moment this helps. Thank you for reading)
PS
I dream of making games, even if it's hard. I will do this project as much time as you will support it. I can’t get tired of what my brain is tired of, but what I want to do) A wicked joke)
Comments
CrazySemAn
I plan your characters (bloodrayne and Butcheress) for the spoiler, which I will do in the near future.
Nocturnal
Nice to see you posting again, life sucks but little cool found creations like your game can make it better. Also Bloodrayne and the evil nurse from that game seem like perfect additions to the theme of your art and game. I realise she didnt do well in a poll you posted recently but just the best suggestion i could come up with.
funny name
Wow reminds me of madness combat
