CrazySemAn
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bad night...
🕑 Added 2020-07-13 00:36:55 +0000 UTC I'm looking for inspiration, but after the "hell talker" has passed. I Feel that my work and my skills as an artist are useless rubbish ... and I want to die ... I hate this feeling ... I have so many cool ideas that I never realized or it was another shit ...
I try to force myself to make a drawing on paper and it stops me that I will make a lot of mistakes in the drawing, it infuriates me. Trying to do something new, asking myself why? For the sake of money, or is it just another pointless porn ... really hard ...
Why I just can’t draw porn and enjoy it + make money. This is the dream of any person. Such an irony, like I have everything and at the same time NOTHING.
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CrazySemAn
schizophrenia keeps me from working what is the point of being unique if you can not be happy? tearing me apart from the inside it drives me crazy and keeps me from drawing. I am trapped from which I can not get myself i was born to die everything is meaningless in the face of pain and the end experiencing pain to forget a little about problems waiting for death to gain freedom it sad
funny name
would you rather be mindless and aimless?
