CrazySemAn
patreon
life
🕑 Added 2021-03-21 21:12:05 +0000 UTCI warn you! The post is dull and depressive)
I want you to know that I visit Patreon every day, hoping that I will make new content. I will UPDATE the game whenever possible, or I will do something similar.
Very bad 2 weeks in which I only made 1 character.
If the game doesn't progress, I get discouraged.
Since childhood, I dreamed of making games and drawing, I made my dream come true, but now I don’t understand anything. It is difficult to force yourself to draw, it does not cause pleasure, but it also causes pain.
I buy delicious food and games, but it doesn't give me any incentive to work.
There was a moment when I accumulated $ 700 in debt, thinking that stress would help, but it did not help.
Maybe this post will help discharge and continue working, I don't know. Sometimes I want to do something new but I don't know who needs it? I make new content only because someone is waiting for it. I know that new characters are waiting, because they were voted for for 1-3 months.
I am thinking next week to replace the computer, which I have been working for almost a year without stopping. I hope this will cheer me up, but I know "not")
My goal was to save 3000 dollars on patreon so that the programmer would quit his job. There are disagreements, but I would find a compromise. There would be more updates and I would have a better mood for work, it's a pity it's just a dream)
a new week has begun. I'll try to do something this time.
Comments
CrazySemAn
I look at this post and a lot of likes and it's great. But when I do the work for 2 days and see a couple of likes, it seems to me that I did not work well, even when I know that the work is cool .#
CrazySemAn
I use google translate because of memory problems .))
CrazySemAn
- apathy - abulia - autism - ambivalence - anhedonia - aggression .......................................... - Schizophrenia .))
CrazySemAn
.))
CrazySemAn
I don't want to take breaks because I am not happy with my results. It takes a lot of time to make yourself work.
CrazySemAn
I have a problem with "personalities". Therefore, it is difficult to control your mood.
Hang in there man! These are shitty times for everybody. Don't take it personal and avoid that negative spiral ok... keep up the good work en realize that most things are just out of your control ;)
And i speak spanish and wrote this with My cell phone, sorry ir it's awfull ass fuck or ir You can't undertand a shit, still, we love You , all this work it's not just your dream, it's ours too, desires, and dreams, don't let this root You,
Dude, food and games don't give You a shit, a thia people and me can't give you they energy You need too full fill tours task, works, dreams, etc, i love what are You doing with this Game, and its really looks You are trying they Best but. I think You need chance perpective, , try to put some light in your life, meet some people , get off your confort, Say everday, i want too fell better, and keep trying, Even ir it's make You take a rest of making this awsome Game... Don't forces your self to do anithing, solve they things that You need too do, Even ir we are patreons, we don't own your life but remember, we are veré.... We are legión(?) Good look dude, (character idea, Tak from invander Zim )
Meme Daddy
Out of all the patreons I pay for you're the one I look forward to seeing the most and you're the only one who tries the hardest. I'm glad to be supporting you.
JPMan2020
We support you! Your work is valued. Breaks are fine, I am willing to support you even during hiatus.
Basedude21
Listen man, its hard, I understand. Iv had my low points too. The best advice i can give is to push forward. It hurts, but remember that your hard work pays off. I think your content is great. Dont ever blame yourself if don't get something done, it happens to the best of us. If you need to stop and relax for a bit, go ahead. You got this bud. We believe in you. :)
