danielhkwan
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Coming out
🕑 Added 2019-08-10 01:32:54 +0000 UTCI have a lot of content from Gen Con in the pipeline. I wrote a contemplative one-page game about string cheese. I shot some footage on my GoPro. I have many thoughts about that convention and the ENnies.
I'm going to save that for a different post, because I have something more important that I want to share with you amazing people. I've had this weight on my shoulders for so long, and only recently did I come up with the courage to share it with my partner.
Last year, prior to Gen Con, I struggled with my mental health. My experiences at the con were revitalizing, and gave me the strength to push forward through the dark times. I was struggling with who I was. Confused as to whether I belonged or was loved for who I truly am. This year at the con, I let myself be my truest self, and I can't believe I didn't do that years ago. I came home to my girlfriend and just...told her.
I'm bisexual.
She kissed me on the forehead, told me she loved me no matter what, and then we cooked dinner and watched Wu Assassins. I'm not a religious person, but for lack of a better word, I felt blessed. Blessed to be with someone who loved me no matter what. Blessed to have the courage to overcome the version of "Daniel" who silenced himself for years. Blessed to be surrounded by such amazing people in this gaming community.
I'm not sure how or when I'm going to be public about this, but I know I should for all of the other people who felt that weight I did. I'll find a way.
"He who has overcome his fears will truly be free"
Comments
Daniel Kwan
Congratulations Jonathan! That took a lot of courage, and I'm so happy that you shared that here! Sending so much love back!
Just saw this, Daniel. This past summer I came out to my parents for the first time (gay cis male). So glad that you are experiencing freedom from the weight of that part of your identity. Love who you are and sending love your way <3
Daniel Kwan
Thank you so much Toni. Your support means so much to me!
Toni Kraja
Thank you so much Daniel for sharing this with us. I suffer from being silenced since a long time myself, so I understand well how you feel. You have got my unconditional support!
