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They Feminized Me [Full Story]
🕑 Added 2023-02-02 14:05:59 +0000 UTCAll Characters in this story are over 18
Part 1: https://youtu.be/KacJ7nAcakY
Part 2:
The girls walked me in to where the four guys were. There were laughs as well as wolf whistles as they saw me. They came up to me and began to stroke my face, my boobs, and my ass. I didn't like it. But it was still better than being fucked. One guy lifted my skirt to see my panties. When he did, another guy began to touch my ass under my skirt.
"See, dudes. I told you she was really a girl."
"Damn, looking at this, I want to fuck her again."
"The girls spent too much time getting her to look nice. We don't want to mess that up."
I guess that was some small consolation, though I really wanted to look like myself, not like a girl. The guys continued to hover over me, caressing my body. After a little while, Geoff produced an oddly shaped thing with a faux jewel on the end. He looked at me, and smiled, which worried me somewhat, then showed it to me clearly.
"Know what this is, girl?"
"No. What is it?"
"It's your new butt plug."
"Mine?"
He moved me over to a table, and bent me over the table. He pulled up my skirt, then pulled down my panties. He brought is up to my lips, at least the non-jewel part of it.
"Lick it, girl. We need it lubed a bit."
He pushed the end into my mouth and I closed my lips over it. It was humiliating, but I'd already been through so much humiliation that it hardly mattered. After I sucked on it for a minute, he pulled it out of my mouth then eased it into my ass. He pulled my panties back up and my skirt back down, and let me straighten back up again.
"Well, girl, now you get to start your new life."
"What do you mean?"
"This is you for at least the rest of the school year."
"I don't understand."
"You're now a girl. You'll wear skirts or dresses, panties, bras, girl tops, and girl shoes."
"When?"
"Any time you set foot outside of your house, it'll be as a girl."
"All the time?"
"You'll wear makeup, and have your butt plug in too. You'll be that way at school, the mall, or anywhere in public."
"What if I don't want to?"
Geoff turned to the other guys. "Besides having her arrested for vandalism, what do you think? If she doesn't do it, do we beat the shit out of her, or do we just let the whole football team gangbang her?"
Todd spoke up. "Gangbang for a first offense, the other only if she is a real problem."
I turned pale and was shaking. "I have to dress as a girl all the time?"
"And use the girl's restroom at school - locker room too."
"I'm never in the locker room."
"Damn, that's too bad. Don't think we won't check to make sure you're wearing panties and have your butt plug. Oh, and keep your boobs glued on all the time."
"Please tell me you're kidding."
"No, girlie. You shouldn't have messed with me. You're going to pay for what you did by being humiliated in front of the whole school and anyone who sees you."
"For how long?"
"All the rest of the school year, and even the summer too. Plus, you're mine if I ever want your mouth or ass. Understood?"
"Oh, fuck."
Geoff got right in my face, towering over me. "Do you understand, and are you going to do what I tell you?"
"Yea - yes."
"Then get your girlie ass home. We'll see you in school Monday, if not before. And you damn sure better be a girl when we see you."
"How am I supposed to explain this to my parents, or to the principal, or teachers at school?"
"That's your problem, girl. And don't think you can report this to the police and get out of it. My dad is a big lawyer, Mark's dad is deputy police chief, and Todd's dad is a judge. We'll never see the inside of a jail cell, and you'll really pay."
Kyle looked at me and leered. "If she doesn't want to go, maybe we should fuck her again."
Geoff showed me his phone. "Just in case you get second thoughts, we got some great pix of you sucking dicks and being fucked in the ass. Everyone will see those if you give us any trouble."
I backed away from him toward the door and left as fast as I could. I went from the pool house, around the main house to the street. I saw that Geoff's car had been cleaned off, and there were no traces of egg, though there was slight discoloration where they had been. I walked quickly toward my house, wondering just how I was going to explain this.
It felt funny walking with the butt plug. I could feel it in there and I think wearing it made my walk more girlish. As I walked home, a few cars went by me. A couple honked their horns or shouted comments at me. I tried to ignore it all and get home as fast as I could. I frankly didn't want to face my parents, but wanted to get away from people - any people, but particularly the four guys who I'd just been with.
I got to my house, but instead of going to the front door, went around back. I was hoping like hell that I could sneak in my house without being seen. Just my luck, my father was out back smoking a cigar. My mother never let him smoke them in the house, so when he wanted a cigar, he'd go into the back yard to smoke it. He saw me and did a double take.
"What the fuck? Is that you, Paulie? Why the fuck do you look like that?"
"I... can't... really... explain."
"Get the fuck out of those clothes and into something normal."
"I can't. I have to dress like this."
"You have to dress like that? Why?"
"I just have to."
I was afraid that if I told my father what happened, he'd call the police and the shit would really hit the fan. I began to cry and was shaking as I faced my dad. He had a totally disgusted look and gestured toward the house.
"You're disgusting. I can't stand to look at you. Get out of my sight and stay away from me."
I rushed toward the back door, where my mother was standing, having heard some commotion in back and gone to see what was happening. She saw me and looked appalled. She let me in the house, but stopped me before I could go very far. She looked me over very slowly and carefully, studying even inch of what the girls had done to me.
"I don't understand. Are you trans something or other?"
"I don't know. I just need to dress like a girl."
She took my arm and walked me to my room, shaking her head the whole way. We went in my room and she sat me down on the bed, sitting beside me.
"Why now? Why so suddenly and so drastically?"
"I can't tell you. It's just something I have to do."
"Even at school?"
"Especially at school."
"So it's about school? Boys at school?"
"I can't really talk about it."
"Have you had sex with a boy, or even more than one?"
I could feel my face get very hot, and I knew I must be blushing. I couldn't look at her, but looked down and started to cry.
"And you're doing this for them?"
"They want me to, and I have to."
"So you're going to be a girl all the time?"
"It's what I need to do."
"What are you going to do for clothes?"
"I need to get girl clothes. I have a little money."
"You and I will go shopping tomorrow. I think you're making a mistake though."
"I certainly made a mistake, but I have to do this."
My mother got up, shook her head and walked out of the room, closing the door behind her. I slumped down on the bed, still in my full girl clothes and makeup and cried myself to sleep.
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I woke up the next morning still fully dressed in my girl clothes. They were a little rumpled for my having slept wearing them, but I tried to smooth them out as best I could. I went in the bathroom and washed my face, only to find my makeup still pretty much intact. I later found out they'd used long lasting makeup on me.
After my father's reaction last night, I was afraid to come out of my room, and stayed there until my mother knocked on the door and came in. I was sitting on the edge of the bed, and she shook her head and looked disappointed as she walked over and sat down by me.
"So you're really going to do this?"
"I need to do this."
"And you're not going to change your mind?"
"I can't. Not now. Not for some time."
"Eventually, maybe?"
"I don't know."
"I'm sorry you feel that you can't confide in me."
"It's better that I don't."
"We need to get you more women's clothes. I don't think we should spend a lot of money though."
"I have some money."
"Only skirts and dresses, or are you going for women's slacks and jeans?"
"Skirts and dresses."
"We'll stick mostly with skirts and tops that you can mix and match."
"I guess that's good."
"We'll hit the thrift stores to keep the cost reasonable."
She took me to a couple of different thrift stores, where we found some skirts, tops, and flats that still looked good and were reasonably priced. She had me try on the clothes before we bought them, so I spent a lot of time in the women's dressing rooms putting on clothes. The first couple of times it really felt weird, then I kind of got used to it.
She took me to a discount store, where we got a bunch of panties and bras. My mother was off to one side, as I was looking at panties, when Mark from last night came up beside me. He pulled out a pair of very lacy and frilly panties and held them up in front of me, while smiling. As he stood there, he ran one hand up under the back of my skirt and into my ass crack to feel my butt plug.
"I think these would look cute on you."
He handed the panties to me, kissed me on the cheek, patted me on the ass, then walked off. My mother saw a little bit of that and came over. She looked quizzically at me.
"Who was that?"
"His name is Mark. He's on the football team and his father is deputy chief of police."
"So you know him pretty well."
"He's just someone from school."
"He didn't seem surprised to see you dressed like this."
"No, I guess not."
"And I'm guessing you don't want to tell me why he wasn't surprised or how close you've been?"
"He saw me... like this... last night."
"Just saw you? Dressed?"
"Mom, please."
"You won't be able to hide it forever."
"This is hard enough as it is."
We bought the panties and bra, including the pair that Mark handed me. Then we went over and got some makeup, along with makeup remover. We bought some nail polish and remover. The color that than the girls put on me last night was a bright red, but I went for some more muted shades of brown and pink. I also went for more subtle lipstick than the bright red they used.
"Are you familiar with putting on makeup, or do you need me to give you some lessons?"
"I need some lessons."
"So it's not something you've done much before?"
"Not at all."
"And I'm guessing someone else put on the makeup that you're wearing?"
"Two girls."
"Why do I think you're being blackmailed into doing this?"
"I vandalized someone's car, and this is how they're punishing me."
"And you'd rather do this than be arrested?"
"It's complicated."
"I think you're being foolish."
"I was foolish when I tried to mess up his car."
"Mark? The guy I saw earlier?"
"One of his friends, but he was there."
"And if you don't do this?"
"I have to. Please don't ask any more questions."
We paid for everything and went back home. My father was in the living room and glared at me as I came in the house. I rushed to my bedroom with my purchases and just stayed in my bedroom doing schoolwork. A little later I got a text message from Geoff.
'Mark said ur doing what ur supposed 2. Look 4ward 2 seeing the new panties.'
My mother came in a little later and said she spoke to my father, but that I was better staying in my room for the time being. She helped me clean off the long lasting makeup and began to teach me how to do my own makeup. It wasn't so much that I wanted to know as that I needed to know, at least until Geoff and his friends got tired of this game.
Later on she came in to tell me that dad had finished dinner and was watching television and that I should come eat my dinner. I moved as quickly and quietly as I could into the dining room. I ate dinner quickly and ducked back into my room to hide. Okay, I was always kind of quiet and hung out in my room a lot. I never felt as though I had to hide out before this.
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Sunday, my dad went off to play golf, and while I didn't exactly want even my mother to see me, at least I knew she would not blow up over it all. One of my responsibilities around the house was to mow the lawn. I knew I had to be in a skirt if I was outside, so I put on tennis shoes and mowed the lawn as quickly as I could. Still mowing and edging takes about an hour and most of the neighbors saw me.
The adults largely ignored me, though I saw a lot of them shaking their heads and snickering. A few doors down from me lived a girl from my class named Teri. She was walking down the street as I did yard work and stopped to stare at me. I tried to ignore her and keep working, until she got right in front of me, and I had to stop.
"Paulie, what the fuck is going on?"
"I've... had to change... how I dress."
"You HAD to change how you dress?"
"It's complicated."
"You're going to be this way at school too?"
I closed my eyes and nodded, looking down, and I could feel tears starting to form in my eyes. I was afraid to look at her, but even more afraid to continue to just stand in front of my house looking that way. I just wanted to finish my yard work, then get inside, shower and hide out in my room, away from anyone and everyone.
"I have some shit I have to do. I'll be back."
"After I'm done with this, I have to do schoolwork."
"You WILL make time for me."
With that, Teri left and I quickly finished the work in front of the house. Now normally, I'd have been ecstatic to have Teri want to spend any time with me. She was my age, and about my height, but with a very pretty face and a nice shape. Maybe she only had b-cup books, but a nice ass and a beautiful smile. She had short blonde hair that framed her face wonderfully. She wore jeans and a tee shirt.
I finished the yard work and scurried inside. I pulled off my sweaty clothes and showered. I still had the breast forms glued to my chest and it felt really funny showering with them on. The night before, Sherri had given me some more of the adhesive and told me where I could buy more. I could see around the edges where they were starting to come loose, so I touched them up.
It took some work, but I got my bra on by myself and made an attempt at doing my makeup. It wasn't horrible, but not as good as what either my mother or the girls had done. I wasn't sure how in hell I was supposed to survive the rest of the school year doing this. I was scared as hell at the thought of showing up in school the next day.
I tried to focus on studying, though I was pretty much up to date and even ahead in a couple of subjects. There's nothing like hiding out by yourself to give you plenty of time for that sort of thing. A couple of hours later, there was a knock on my door and I heard my mother's voice. She sounded rather puzzled, not surprisingly as it turned out.
"You have a visitor."
I was almost afraid to see who it was, but my mother opened the door and Teri walked in. She walked over to where I was sitting on the bed. She looked around my room, which I guess looked typical nerdy guy and shook her head. She grabbed my face and looked closely at it, and had a little half laugh.
"You're going to need to work on your makeup skills. That's pretty lame."
"I don't have much experience at doing makeup."
"You'll get some though. Word is already going around among some of the students. You fucked with Geoff, and you're going to be a girl as long as he says to."
"People already know?"
"He bragged to all his football buddies and it spread pretty quickly from there."
About that time, my phone beeped and I saw I had a message from Geoff. I opened it and it includes a picture of me sucking Todd's cock, while Geoff fucked my ass. He had a test message also.
'if ur not a girl at school 2morrow, this goes 2 the whole school.'
Teri looked at the pic as well as the message. She shook her head and then looked at me.
"They've got you good, but then that's what I heard."
"I was stupid."
"Stupid to mess with his car, stupid to get caught, and then stupid to do what they said instead of simply letting them beat the crap out of you."
"They were going to have me arrested and put in a cell with people who'd do even worse."
"That kind of vandalism would have been a misdemeanor, not a felony. Your folks could have bailed you fast, and the cops would have asked why you had been stripped."
"But I thought..."
"I'm friends with Sherri. She told me all about it. If they'd beaten you up before turning you over to the police, they'd have faced questions."
"But they said Mark's dad was deputy chief of police."
"If you were deputy chief of police and found your son mixed up in that shit, you'd kick his ass."
"So if I stop now?"
"They send out the pix of you sucking dick and being ass fucked. Besides, some kids saw you shopping yesterday, and others doing yard work today."
"So I get humiliated either way, and probably get my ass beat if I don't."
"At this point you're fucked, no matter what you do."
"What do you think I should do?"
"Do you want the beat down now or stretch it out hoping to avoid some of it."
"There's no good choice."
"If you decide to come to school as a girl, I know some girls who'll try to run interference for you."
"Beating isn't all they threatened. They were going to let a bunch of guys gangbang me. They even threatened to cut off my balls."
"I feel sure they couldn't get away with that."
"I think I'm better off just being a girl until they get tired of it."
"That may take longer than you'd like."
I began to cry yet again, which messed up my makeup. Teri comforted me somewhat, then helped me clean my face and gave me some additional lessons and tips on applying makeup. There was no chance whatsoever she was going to be intimate with me, but any solace was welcome. She gave me a kiss on the cheek before she left.
Mother continued to help me avoid dad when eating or doing anything in the house. I had to take out the trash later, and take the cans to the curb. It was still light out, so a few more neighbors saw me. A couple of them stopped, pointed me out to others and were laughing and doing fake feminine walking to make fun of me. This was not going to be easy.
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The next morning I had to get ready for school, and not only show up as a girl, but explain why I was dressed as a girl. Clearly I couldn't tell the truth, but I still had to make it plausible. My father left for work early. He didn't want to see me any more than I wanted to see him. I showered and dressed, then did what I could of my makeup. My mother came in and helped me fix it.
My mother insisted on taking me to school, even though she had to get to work herself. She drove me there and said she needed to speak with the principal along with me. I could not simply show up as a girl without some explanation or some justification. I wasn't sure if that was good or bad, but she was one of the few people who seemed to be helping me.
We drew a lot of attention as we went in. Some students snickered, while some seemed shocked, and others pointed at me. We went to the principal's office and went in to see her. She called in both the dean of boys and the dean of girls. The principal was firm but not wholly unfriendly.
"We've had a very few trans students, but it always seemed to be the beginning of the school year. We've never had a student decide halfway through the school year that they are now another gender."
My mother spoke up before I could. "I know this seems awfully abrupt, but still state law has certain protections for transgender students."
"So is your objective to proceed with a full transition to female, including surgery and such?"
"Paulie - Paula has not made any firm commitments or decisions as to how far she's taking this. As you know, not every transgender person goes through a full transition."
"But she's not planning on changing back to male tomorrow?"
"That is not her intent."
"Frankly, if we extend full transgender protections to Paula, then we expect her to finish the school year as a female."
I had kind of hoped that maybe after a week or two of this humiliation, that Geoff would let me go back to being a guy. Clearly, the school was not going to let it be that easy. Now I had to decide whether I was willing to take my beat down now or go the rest of the school year as a girl. A bunch of students saw me come in, so I was going to get grief whatever I did.
"I'm not sure why you are taking such a hard line on this."
"We heard rumors to the effect that a student was being hazed by being forced to come to school for a time dressed as a female. We won't be party to that or condone that sort of thing. If she is willing to commit to the balance of the school year, we'll accept it as genuine, otherwise not."
"That's fair. Paula, do you want to go home and change to male clothing, or will you commit to being female the rest of the school year?"
Shit, it felt like damned if I do and damned if I don't. I could at least figure on being beaten up if I was a male, and they threatened to gangbang me too. So far their threats had not been idle threats, and I wasn't sure they were bluffing. I also didn't want to face what I'd suffer if they weren't bluffing. I felt like I wanted to cry, but knew I'd mess up my makeup if I did.
"I'm going to be a girl for the rest of the year."
"We'll let your teachers know. Just a warning that if you harass any females in the girl's restrooms, that will be dealt with very severely."
"All I want to do in a restroom is pee, wash my hands, and leave as fast as possible."
"You know you'll have problems with some of the other students."
"After walking in here this way, I'd have problems even if I left and came back as a boy."
"Part of the consequences of your choice."
"This isn't really a choice."
"So you say. Well at any rate, you need to get going."
My mother and I stood and exited the principal's office. She hugged me and then left the school. I felt very much alone and could hear snickering and muffled comments around me. I heard one boy ask, 'what is that thing anyway?' I began walking to my homeroom and found that there were some kids who got as far away from me as possible, while others made a point of bumping into me.
Before I reached my homeroom, I was cornered by Geoff and some of his friends. They backed me up against a wall, and pulled up my skirt so all of them could see my panties. I tried to stop them, but one hand was filled with books and there were several of them. They started to try to pull up my top when a teacher came out of an adjacent room.
"What is going on here?"
They let go of my clothes and backed up a little, still keeping me boxed in. I tried straightening out my clothes and protecting my body as best I could. The teacher walked over to Geoff and got in his face.
"We were just having a little fun with our friend."
"You keep your hands off of her - period. If I see you mess with her again, you'll be in a world of trouble."
The group of guys began to break up and some of them moved on. Geoff didn't look like he was concerned about the teacher, but still stopped messing with me. Before he left, he turned to me.
"Okay, girl, I'll see you after school."
That give me some chills, though I was relieved that the teacher had saved me, if only briefly. The teacher, who was a guy almost as big as Geoff looked at me and shook his head.
"Let me know if any of them bother you again."
"Yes, sir, I will."
"I just don't understand you kids nowadays. When I was your age, someone like you would keep it very much in the closet."
"It's just something I have to do."
"Protect yourself. We can only help you on school grounds."
About that time, Teri walked up. She was with three other girls, Meg, Natalie, and Vickie.
"Hey, Paulie, when you need to use the restroom, grab one of us as escorts. We'll make sure you don't have any problems there."
"Thanks. I've almost been afraid to drink anything. I didn't want to go in the girl's restroom any more than I had to."
It was hard to believe that someone was genuinely interested in helping me instead of hassling me. I hoped she was serious, because I really needed a person to be an ally. Teri walked me to my homeroom, and I went in and sat in my assigned seat. The homeroom teacher called roll and called me by Paula, instead of Paul. One guy just had to comment on that.
"So now he identifies as a girl, well I identify as an attack helicopter."
The teacher had an immediate response. "That's funny because you appear to me to be an obnoxious jerk."
The class roared with laughter and the jerk first had a red face, then turned almost purple. The teacher had shut the guy up and probably made sure he wouldn't make any more comments out loud around any teachers, anyhow. Still he probably hated me more than he had before, which certainly wouldn't make my life any easier.
When homeroom was over I went to my first class, rushing from the room to avoid the obnoxious jerk. Mercifully I managed and he was not in my next class. It was science class, and the teacher wanted us to pair up for a project. Need I bother saying that people avoided getting paired up with me, at least until Teri said she wanted to pair up with me.
As we began to work on it, Teri turned to me. "Like I told you, there's at least a few of us who have your back."
"I appreciate it. I can use all the friends I can get now."
"I think the jerks are going to try to push you into even more things that you may not want. Don't do let them do it, regardless of what they threaten or what they do."
"I'm not sure what choice I have."
"You always have a choice, and sometimes it's better to take your beating than to be used and humiliated."
"It's not easy."
"But it's sometimes better."
"The principal said if I came to school this way today, I'd have to do it the rest of the year."
"That doesn't mean you have to do everything Geoff and his friends want."
"Geoff has already said he expects to see me after school."
"Meet me after school and I'll give you a ride home."
"What about Geoff?"
"He doesn't have anything good planned for you - believe me."
I felt uneasy most of the day. I did have to use the restroom once, and Teri's friend Vickie escorted me in and when one girl started to make some nasty comment about a guy in the women's restroom, Vickie told her to shut up, and another girl sided with Vickie. They stood outside the stall, while I peed, and frankly I sat to pee, just to reduce the friction. I washed my hands and left.
At the end of the day, I met Teri, since she said she'd give me a ride home. Before we left, Geoff was there and said I needed to go with him.
"I don't think so. She already accepted a ride from me."
"The little girl is going to go with me, or there will be consequences."
"Like what?"
"Like maybe certain pix will go out to a bunch of students."
"So you're going to send out a pic of you ass fucking her?"
"My face will be blurred out in the pic."
Teri grabbed my phone and brought up the pic he had sent me. "Funny, your face isn't blurred in this one, and if you send out pix, we'll send this out too."
At that point, I spoke up. "By now half the students probably figure I'm being fucked like a girl anyhow. But no one thinks you're ass fucking guys."
"You best watch out. We will pay you back."
"You've got your vengeance. I came to school like this and I'll have to do it the rest of the year."
Geoff turned around in a huff and stomped off.
Teri gave me a ride home and I went inside as fast as I could. I had to use the bathroom as soon as I got home, since I wanted to limit my use of the girl's restroom at school. I had worn the butt plug all day at school, but now felt disgusted, so I took it out and threw it in the trash after cleaning it off. I went to my room to study and simply hide out.
I had a social media account and opened it to find that several people had posted pix of me dressed as a girl. I unfriended and blocked everyone except a couple of the girls who seemed to be on my side. I got friend requests from some other students, but simply declined most of them. A couple I did not act on, but left alone. I messaged Teri, who told me that two were friendly, but not the others. I accepted the two and rejected and blocked the others.
I got a text message from Geoff telling me that he expected me to go to his place after school and put out for him as a girl. I texted back telling him I wasn't going to do that. He threatened to beat my ass and let a bunch of guys gangbang me. Frankly, he was pretty stupid to put that in writing, but Geoff wasn't the brightest bulb in the pack. I made sure to save his messages to the cloud in case I needed them.
My mother came in later to tell me to come to dinner, since my father was done. He was still disgusted with me, and frankly I was starting to be disgusted with myself. If I had just let them beat the crap out of me and send me home naked, I'd have been better off than I was with what they'd done. Geoff was still trying to push to make it worse, but I decided not to let him. I called Teri and told her what I was going to do.
"So are you going to continue to dress like a girl?"
"I'll talk to the principal, but she was pretty adamant that if I decided to come to school as a girl, I was going to have to stay that way the rest of the year."
"She is pretty damned hard nosed and she caught some crap from parents. They said that letting trans kids use the restroom for the gender they identified with would let perverts invade the wrong restrooms."
"And letting me change back, would fuel the idea that I was just perving on girls in the restroom."
"Unfortunately, that's true."
"I'll talk to her, but..."
"I suspect she'll hold you to that."
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So Teri began taking me to and from school every day. We hung out regularly, and even went to the mall together. After a while, I noticed that she seemed to be wearing guy's jeans along with heavy tees and a sports bra that largely flattened her chest. She already had short hair, but she began brushing it in a more boyish style. At the mall, we looked like a teen boy and his teen girlfriend, except with Teri as the boy and me as the girl.
Honestly, I never even thought much about it, except in retrospect. I was damned happy to have a girl to spend time with me. I was also happy to have someone to watch my back and be on my side if and when I ran into Geoff or one of his friends. That happened occasionally, and for a while, they tried to give me a hard time and push me into things. I told them 'no' and Teri supported me.
School settled down somewhat. There were still kids who gave me a hard time and said insulting things, though mostly out if ear shot of any teachers. For the first few weeks, some of the girls were unhappy about me using the girl's restroom. After a while, it became obvious that I wanted to avoid trouble and wasn't going to make any moves on them, so many of them relaxed.
Oddly, after several weeks of dressing as a girl, I hardly even noticed how I was dressed any longer. I just blended in as another one of the girls. It was still a little weird going into the girl's restroom, but I spent as little time in there as possible. Many girls spent time touching up their makeup, but I just got in and got out as quickly as possible.
There was never anything intimate between Teri and I but we studied together often, besides going to and from school and such. We neared the end of the school year, and prom was coming up.
"Paula, would you go to prom with me?"
"Do you really think we should do that, Teri?"
"Why not? A lot of kids will be there. We can dance and hang out and have fun."
"I'm not sure I have anything suitable to ear."
"I know a place that has used prom dresses pretty cheap."
"So we'll go as a couple of girls?"
"No, Paula, we'll go as a girl and her boyfriend, and I'll be the boyfriend."
"That's weird."
"Not much weirder than what you've been doing."
Teri took me to a store where they had prom dresses, and had me try them on and model them for her. I had been wearing skirts and girl tops for some time, but not often dresses. It's easier to mix and match skirts and tops and not look like you're wearing the same thing over and over. I'd even gotten quite used to trying on clothes in women's dressing rooms.
We found one that fit quite well and that Teri liked. Her family had money, so she paid for it, but it was under $100, and then we looked for shoes to go with it. I had mostly worn flats or low wide heels, and seldom tried high heels. We found a nice pair of heels that looked good with the dress, and she bought those for me as well. Come the day of the prom, she took me to a salon to have my hair styled and makeup professionally done. Though I was reluctant, she took me to get my ears pierced.
I guess I sort of understood that women go through this sort of thing, but clearly had no first hand experience. I practiced enough with the heels so that I wouldn't embarrass myself. I put on my dress heels, and earrings and waited for Teri to pick me up. Teri showed up in a tux, with her hair in a very masculine style. To look at us, it very much looked like a male and a female - with me as the female.
Teri had a corsage for me, and put it on me before we left my house. My mother seemed bemused as she shot a photo of us in our outfits. Teri walked me to her car, and opened the door for me, and helped me into the car. Once I was seated, Teri leaned over and gave me a brief kiss. That was the first time we'd kissed, and it felt a little strange to have what appeared to be a guy kiss me.
Teri drove us to where the prom was, and opened the car door for me to get out, again, giving me a hand. She put her hand on the small of my back as we walked to the entrance. One of the teachers was doing check in and she did a double take, before looking very closely at us. She had a cynical smile as she shook her head and waved us in.
There was no alcohol, since we were all under 21, but there was a non-alcoholic punch. We drank some punch then went out to dance as the music started. They played several fast songs before a couple of slow songs. As the first slow song came on, Teri grabbed me to dance. I started to hold her the way a guy would normally hold a woman during a slow dance, and she moved my hands so I held her like a girl.
She whispered to me that I should let her lead, so I did. By the time the slow numbers ended, it felt very natural dancing with her that way. We danced, drank punch, and socialized for much of the evening. Of course, there was no way Geoff and his friends were going to leave me alone.
"Well, it looks like the little girl found herself a prom date. Are you going to put out for your boyfriend tonight?"
Teri piped up at that point. "After what she's cost me, she'd better."
Geoff looked at Teri, not quite sure who she was or what he was seeing.
"She ain't much of a fuck, but whatever."
"Probably not when she's being gangbanged."
Geoff really looked at Teri funny, then he and his friends left, leaving Teri and I alone at one side of the dance floor.
"You were joking about me putting out, right?"
"Did I sound like I was kidding?"
"What would we,,, How would we...?"
"Well, I don't have a dick, and you don't have a pussy, so it won't be the way most guys would fuck their dates."
I know I had to look embarrassed. I'd had the four guy sexually use me at the start of this mess, but I hadn't ever had sex with anyone else, male or female. While I stood there, trying to figure out what was happening and what Teri had in mind, she stepped very close to me. Teri wrapped her arms around me and kissed me very deeply.
I knew it was Teri, even if she looked like a guy, and felt odd, even as I really enjoyed having her kiss me. We stood there for a minute kissing before one of the teachers came up.
"That's enough of that."
We stopped kissing and Teri moved beside me, putting her arm around my waist. Teri smiled at the teacher, then led me back toward the entrance. We walked to her car, and she opened the door for me, then gave me an even better kiss as I sat down. I'm not sure how long the kiss lasted, but in one sense, it couldn't last long enough for me. She got in the car and started it, then leaned over and kissed me again.
"Are you... taking me home then?"
"I hope not."
"What did you have in mind?"
"I have a hotel room reserved, and I want you to be my girl tonight."
"Your girl?"
"Not to worry. You'll get your fun too."
I wasn't sure what she had in mind, but decided I was down for it. She had been so good to me over the last few months, and especially tonight that I owed her whatever it would take to make her happy. Teri drove us to a hotel - not the cheapest, but neither the most expensive. She checked in at the front desk and I found that her given name was Terryl, which has been used by both males and females, though it is more commonly female.
She got the room keycard and put her arm around me to walk to the room. She had a small case, which she told me had a change of clothes as well as other items. I felt a little odd as we walked to the room. I was both nervous and excited. I wasn't quite sure what she had in mind, but was hopeful. We got to the room and she stopped and gave me a long kiss before she opened the door.
It seemed to be a nice enough room, neat, clean, and bigger than my bedroom at home. Teri walked me over to the bed and kissed me again, before reaching behind me to unhook and unzip my prom dress. Strange, I suppose, but I felt shy about having her undress me that way. She slid the dress down and off me, then picked it up and laid it across a chair nearby. I kicked off my heels.
I had a full slip on under the dress, and she lifted that up and off me, leaving me in bra, panties, and pantyhose. Teri sat me down on the bed as she removed her tux coat, shirt, pants, and shoes. She was left in a sports bra that flattened her chest, and men's boxer briefs. She put her clothes on top of my dress on the chair. She walked over and gently pushed me backwards to lie on the bed.
She swung my legs up onto the bed, then lay down beside me. She began kissing me, and we kissed for quite a while, before she moved to my neck and to my ears. My ear lobes were still tender from the piercing and I had a pair of delicate small gold hoops in them. She nibbled on my ears, which hurt, even as it felt good.
I had frankly been a little conflicted about the piercing, but most of the girls at prom had pierced ears, so in that sense I was just getting where everyone else was. Strange as it seemed, after months of dressing as a girl and using the girl's restrooms at school and the mall, I was starting to think of myself as a girl. Mind you, I liked my dick and didn't want to change that or get hormone therapy, but still felt like a girl.
After we kissed and touched for a while, Teri spoke. "Please go down on me, Paula."
"I've never done that. I'm not sure what to do."
"I'll talk you through it."
She slid farther up the bed as I slid down. I looked at her boxer briefs and they were wet. Teri lifted her hips and I slid her underwear down. I looked up at her face and she was biting her lower lip, then looked at me and smiled. I got the boxers all the way off and she spread her legs very wide. She had a little patch of blonde hair above her pussy, and her pussy lips were already puffy and starting to spread.
"Kiss it, lick it, stick your tongue in it."
I did a tentative lick up the center of her pussy, and she moaned and pushed her hips toward my mouth. At that instant, I wasn't sure if I was a girl making love to a boy, a girl making love to a girl, or a boy making love to a girl. I wasn't sure it mattered. I was with someone I had begun to care about and who had been sweet and kind to me.
I began to kiss her pussy lips like they were the lips on her face, then licked again and again, getting my tongue as deep in her pussy as I could. She began to stroke my head, ad wrapped her legs around my neck and shoulders. As I licked, her clit peeked out the top of her pussy, and I began to lick that furiously. She had the most satisfied moans as I licked her clit.
"Put a finger in me, Paula. Please."
I slid a finger in her as far as it could go. I kept licking and sucking on her clit as a moved my finger in and out of her pussy. She used her legs to pull me even closer to her, not that I wanted to be anywhere else. I was in heaven enjoying Teri's sweet pussy. Her juices covered my face and they were sweet and musky.
Teri began to moan even louder, then I felt her pussy grab my finger tightly. I felt her stomach muscles rippling beneath me, then she actually squirted my face. I was shocked, but I kept licking her to her continual moans until she opened her legs and asked me to stop. I worked my way back up her body and found that she'd shed her sports bra along the way. She had small but very nice boobs, with nipples that stood out clearly.
"Paula, I almost hate my boobs, but after what you did to my pussy, could you be nice to them too?"
I'd never touched breasts before, except maybe as a baby, but I was quite willing to try to be nice to Teri's boobs. I kissed one nipple which so seemed to be eager for attention. She moaned and stroked my head. I caressed the other breast while kissing that one. After kissing the nipple for a while, I licked and sucked on it, then licked and kissed all around her titty.
She seemed to enjoy that immensely, so I switched and began to make love to the other boob, while fondling the first one. Her boobs were small, but they felt so good to touch and kiss. I lost myself in loving her breasts, until she arched her back and grabbed my head, holding it very tight. She moaned and shrieked and rocked her hips back and forth as she came.
As she cooled down, she drew me up to kiss her, and we kissed passionately as she ran her hands all over my back and my ass. I felt her unhook my bra and she rolled me off her and onto my back as she took the bra off me. For whatever reason, I still kept my breast forms glued to me. It just seemed easier to deal with than loose ones, particularly when I changed clothes.
Teri began to stroke my faux boobs and seemed to enjoy doing so. Obviously, I had no nerve endings in the silicone, but I was happy that she was happy with them. She continued to kiss me as she played with my boobs. After a while, she stopped, looked at me and rolled completely off me. I was worried that she was going to say we were finished, but that wasn't it at all.
"Paula, it isn't fair of me to be the only one getting off on this."
She lifted up on my hips and I raised them off the bed. She pulled down my panties and my dick, which had been hard for some time, popped free. She got back on top of me and I could feel my dick between her thighs along her perineum. Her pussy was just above my dick and I could feel wetness from it on me. She lifted her lower body off me, reached down, grabbed my cock and guided it into her pussy.
It felt marvelous going in her, and I could hardly believe we were doing this. I'd never been with a girl before and I loved the way her pussy felt as it clutched my prick. She got me all the way in, with her hips snug up against mine, then kissed me. We continued to kiss as she began to move her hips back and forth. I stroked her ass with one hand as I played with one of her boobs with the other hand.
She grabbed my head and held it tight as she kissed me and I was lost in the combined feelings of kissing, touching, and my dick plumbing the depths of her cunt. I was amazed that I didn't cum immediately, but I worked hard to keep it under control. Finally, I just couldn't hold it back any longer, and I pulled her ass tight to me as I filled her up with my cum.
Teri was almost ravenous with her kisses, as my balls emptied themselves in her sweet snatch. As we lay there, I could feel her pussy tighten around my cock, and she made small movements as she moaned softly and reached her own orgasm. As she finished, she slumped onto me and we lay there in our mutual ecstasy. As we came off our sexual high, I realized that we hadn't used protection.
"Should we have used a condom or something?"
"I'm on the pill, so we're good, unless you picked up some disease from the guys who gangbanged you."
"Not that I know of."
"I guess it's terrible to admit this, but I could never develop any interest in you as Paul."
"But us - now?"
"Paula is a different matter, and the more time I spend with you as Paula, the more I began to care for you."
"But when I go back to being Paul?"
"It won't be the same."
"And if I stay as Paula?"
"I think I could fall in love with Paula."
"I never thought of this as something more than getting through the school year without having Geoff and his buddies beat my ass."
"Would you keep being Paula - for me?"
"Could we keep doing this?"
"I like girls mostly, but boys too. I wish I had a dick and you had a pussy, but we don't."
"I don't think I want to,,,"
"It wouldn't be fair to ask that of you, but as long as you're my girl, I don't care what you have between your legs."
"My dad still can't stand being around me this way."
"There's a 'mother-in-law' suite above the garage at my parents' place. That's basically my room. Move in there with me as my girl."
"So I'd be your girl?"
"And I'd be your boy - kind of like tonight."
"What happens when we start college?"
"There's a community college nearby, we can both go there, and I can get my dad to give you a job to pay for college."
"So you'd be the boy and I'd be the girl."
"Except when we do this, of course."
"I never thought of staying a girl."
"If we can do this, is it that bad?"
My cock had been getting softer in her pussy, and I could feel it getting harder again, and working its way deeper into her. Teri smiled at me, kind of a shy smile, squirmed a bit, then gave a very satisfied moan as she began to move her hips a bit. Pretty quickly, my dick was as hard as ever, and Teri began to fuck me again. She continued until I came in her again, then we kissed for a while before she rolled off me.
We stroked each other and kissed before she rolled me over and spooned me, with me as the little spoon. I guess it made sense. If I was her girl, then of course I'd be the little spoon. She held my faux boob as we drifted off to sleep together.
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We made love again when we woke up the next morning, then showered together. I'd never showered with anyone before and we stroked and soaped each other far more than we needed just to get clean. I got to play with her boobs again in the shower and licked and kissed them for a long time. While I wasn't thrilled with remaining a girl, I loved what it seemed to be getting me.
In the bag she brought, Teri had a normal girl outfit for me and a normal boy outfit for her. We dressed and I did my hair and makeup. We gathered our prom clothes and put them in her car. Then we checked out of the hotel and had breakfast nearby. Prom, with Teri had been the best night of my life, and almost made up for the months of grief from living as a girl.
Teri kissed me for quite a while when she dropped me off at my house. My father was gone, mercifully and my mother seemed quite astounded that Teri and I had spent the night together.
"So which of you is the girl and which one the boy?"
"Most of the time, she's the boy and I'm the girl, but there are times when I really am the boy."
"And you're happy with that?"
"That's part of the price of being with her."
"Your father thinks both of you are really fucked up."
"Teri seems to want me to move in with her, so I may not be around to disturb dad."
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I changed my ID to show me as Paula, and my gender as female. Terryl decided he wanted me to use male pronouns for him and use his given name, instead of Teri. We are living together and he is my boyfriend and I'm his girlfriend, and he switched his ID to show as non-binary. We've started college and are quite happy together.
Terryl says we should wait until we're nearly done with college before getting married. He is making plans though, for me in a wedding dress and him in a tux. He's had me get my facial hair lasered but we don't want either of us to do hormone therapy. Terryl isn't sure if we should have kids ourselves or adopt. We'll see. In the meantime we are happy together as a couple.
In one sense, it is amazing that any good came out of what I did and how I was punished. Still, I'm with Terryl, and I love him and he seems to love me. Did I want to be Paula? Not really, but I love what it has gotten me. Will it really be forever? I don't know, but I'm enjoying the ride while it lasts.
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Martha Rose
Congratulations to Paula and Terry Iβm so happy for them and I hope they have a wonderful life together what started out as an embarrassment turned out to be something so wonderful and awesome π
