DanikaXIX
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Blue Sky, Blue Veil
🕑 Added 2020-02-27 16:31:14 +0000 UTCI forgot to bring a hat on my trip to the desert so I utilized this scarf to protect my eyes/head/face from the Sun.
When I came down the Mesa with Lynn, the lady who caught me naked, her husband was waiting for her at the trail head. He told us he had been watching us hike down and wondered who the nun was.
When he asked us how we met we both stayed silent about the naked part and he called me a nun a couple more times which I found hilarious. It’s also funny because I recently dressed as a nun for Halloween. Totally got that nun/high priestess energy about me right now as I restore my depleted energy...been running on “E” for years now :/ and feel broken and totally run down.
I put on a great show for everyone, but make no mistake, I’m mentally/spiritually exhausted, like tired in my soul exhausted. While I’m very proud of the work I’ve produced online for the past 8 years, it was a hideous struggle that came with a high personal cost. It looked like it was all fun and games but behind the scenes it was fucking nightmare that I’m just now waking up from.
I’m very grateful to finally be in the position to dictate my own day to day existence and simplify my life following what I like to call, “The Path of Reduction.” As you can tell by my lack of hair, we are currently in the “cutting phase” of the path.
One big decision I’ve made is to cut the two DSLR cameras I’ve been using to stream with. They fucking suck and it’s a struggle to get them to work properly every time. They never just work! Now that Josh is working for the Big D (Disney) I’m all on my own and there is no way I have the time or patience to wrestle those dumb fucking machines.
There’s a new Logitech web camera for streaming that I’m thinking about buying for War Club. The Razer Kyo I have doesn’t white balance well for whatever reason. Gonna sell the Kyo, plus a dumb pair of headphones that are too big for my head, and a stream deck that I don’t need or use that twitch told me to buy 🙄
Comments
Adavarius
Strong Bene Gesserit vibes! I love it.
EvilDeadTiM
Your rib tattoos remind me of body mod skin suspension. It's ok if it's just a little as a treat. 😂
DanikaXIX
It is true. I have given Beans a little salami as a treat. And I’ve also giving her a little chicken as a treat. And a little fish as a treat too. My rib tattoos are decorative chains and ropes. I designed them and they could absolutely use a touch up but that shit hurts a lot so fuck that.
Ben Castonia
Omg your gonna leave the bottomless shots for last your such a tease
Thanks for the beautiful images of nature and you. I used your litany against fear with Akira the Don to get in the right mind set to take Deep Learning test. Thank you for the inspiration your creations bring.
EvilDeadTiM
Hey Danika Do u ever give Beans a little salami as like a treat? Also, tell us about your rib tattoos.
☺️ glad it arrived. Haven't read it myself,but it did sound interesting. It's on the never-ending list of things I should read 😭😹
DanikaXIX
Btw! I received the book you sent me, “A Long Fatal Love Chase” and it is absolute fire! It’s giving me so much LIFE rn. Read it yesterday afternoon while sitting in a tree at the Huntington. Will prob finish it tonight sitting by the fire place. Thank you so much.
stay golden Pony Boy.. 😂😂😂
Outsiders 4 Lyfe!!
DanikaXIX
I feel like a criminal trying to blend in with any group or community hahaha outcast for life homie!
DanikaXIX
Thanks PJ. I love creating images. Visual art is my THING, whether it’s drawing or photography or fashion. I’ll be putting the art desk together either today or tomorrow. Gonna use my new power drill to do the job. Am much excite.
PJ B
🧕🏻💙 Take the time you need to find yourself Danika. It is a long bumpy road to recovery. That being said, you take majestic pictures. 😍 You really have talent and put in the hard work when it comes to the visual.
mah i'm sorry but you look like a criminal trying to blend in a nudist community.. 😂😂😂. but overall it's good you're creating a fresh start for your ass, starting over is tough but mainly challenging which means it doesn't have to be hard cause all you gotta do is take time to figure out what you gotta do. i look forward to seeing your final form, hopefully it's better than Freeza.. i honestly don't understand how he can use the restroom.. 🤔
I'm sorry to hear about the struggles and hardships you went through 'behind the camera' these past few years 😔 glad you're moving into a better place mentally now. Wish u the best for this new journey down your own path Sister D 😹💕 keep the head up ✌️😘
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Jon Bradley
Glad to hear you are re-centering yourself and Sedona helped. The second picture with the sunglasses could be any desert with majestic views
