Scriptor
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Status of the hiatus (Q4 2025 plans)
🕑 Added 2025-10-06 18:29:00 +0000 UTCHello everyone,
It’s been a while since I’ve announced my hiatus, and in the intermission I’ve been largely silent, both here and on Discord. To everybody who’s sent me a private message both here and on Discord: I will be responding in a bit. ;3
I hope everybody is doing well! I personally am doing a bit better. I’ve (largely) stabilized, and my (minor) depression has subsided. However, my anxieties still make it difficult to go far from my house, and I’m severely limited in what I could (normally) undertake outside of the door. As such I’m still far from being 100%, which goes to show how much that clinical treatment I mentioned in the hiatus post is needed. Though I might be (largely) back to normal at home right now, I feel it’s only a matter of time before I wind back up in that same terrible mental headspace I was in last August. So I’d rather nip my anxiety problems “permanently” in the butt now during my hiatus, as I’d rather keep these kind of “forced” absences to a minimum. It’s my sincere hope that I’ll come back a stronger and more resilient person from the clinical treatment.
It's taken some time before I heard back from the clinic; but I’m glad to say that I’ve had my intake conversation there last Tuesday. And that coming Wednesday I’ll be admitted. The plan is a treatment that will last 16 weeks: The first 8 of which will be clinical (meaning I’ll spend Sunday evening till Friday afternoon there), and the other 8 weeks ambulant (in which the treatment is continued at home; with only one day spend at the clinic). It’s my expectation (and hope) that I’ll be able to start working again in the ambulant phase of my treatment: Meaning that coming December I can start development back on No escape and my other (side) projects.
Now I won’t lie. I’m DREADING going to the clinic and having to spend so much time there. It’s already giving me major anxiety just thinking about it! But that probably also goes to show just how much I need that treatment. Again, it is my sincere hope that I’ll come out of it a stronger, better and more stable Scriptor. And if that means that I’ll have to suffer through my (worst) fears there...I’m willing to give it a real try. Probably still gonna shit my pants the first few days I’m there, though. 😏😋
So yeah, those are the plans for the coming time! I’ll try to keep you all periodically posted on how the treatment is going, though I might be a bit hard to reach for the first weeks (for obvious reasons). Everybody take care of your squeaky butts, and hope to see you all soon!
Yours,
Scriptor
Comments
bobjim
it sounds like your making the right choice. I hope it all goes well.
4fv mk
Acknowledging the problem is half the cure. It's not the treatment that's scary, but the failure to acknowledge the problem. Therefore, treatment is the right choice. And you can add to the heroine's confusion at this stage, based on your own experience.
Phoenix Flame
You have got this I belive in you. Your stronger than you know and as someone dealing with there own diffrent mental battles I know where your coming from. Know we are here for you and hope you get stronger. No we know you will become stronger. You may be scared and anxious but these are the fears you are looking to over come and eventually you will look these fears in the eye and know they no longer control you. You are the master of your choices and though fear and anxiety help make these choices they will not control you forever. So from Me Jessie and my two head mates Jet and Phoenix 💜❤️🖤💚 We belive in you.
obviousagent
Take your time get well, embrace the therapy and treatments and come back to you stronger.
ichbendunicht
The sword doesn't like being put in the hot forge, and to be worked on with a hammer either, BUT when it's finished, it can kill DRAGONS!:P Just be careful not to get brainwashed! And, you could even use the stay as a training and inspirational trip for your OWN asylum!>:D
The Trap Queen
As I’ve said countless times before, you needn’t worry about us. Focus on your own health first and foremost, we will still be here when you return,
Otakim
Du schaffst das wir stehen alle hinter dir.
Haynos
Get better and stay strong
