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Mutazione: Dating a Cat? (Part 4)
🕑 Added 2021-02-28 19:24:45 +0000 UTCHi guys,
here's the latest Mutazione part, this one got me excited, the title is self-explanatory, haha.
There's also a Patreon Podcast lined up in the upcoming days, in this one I'm talking about all the houses I have lived in, I think it's pretty clear why it's been on my mind lately. I noticed one thing: two or three previous episodes' titles were, accidentally, inspired by The Smiths quotes (Panic on the streets of London, Hang the DJ) and I realised it makes so much sense because my channel's name is also a direct quote from The Smiths song called Stop me if you think you've heard this one before - I decided to make this a thing and from now on each new Patreon Podcast will be titled after The Smiths (either song title or song quote). Including the one I will be posting soon which I decided to name: Take me home tonight after one of my absolutely favourite songs called There is a light and it never goes out.
Ugh, I think you might have noticed I'm a bit melancholic today. To reference my The Last of Us Part 2 review, I hope this complex melancholy does not cross the line of becoming a meaningless misery, haha. It's just that I've been feeling a little burnt out lately. I can't seem to motivate myself to record videos for my channel (apart from Mutazione which like I said before serves therapy purpose). I will be moving in a month, could be that I have a lot going on, but I also feel like I will soon have a PC and my own space, I just can't seem to force myself to set all my equipment up each time I'm recording in my current house when soon I won't have to. I also, sort of, finished Witcher 3 even though I will still be recording side quests, in a way I have never been more chilled while recording Witcher 3 with almost no pressure, but at the same time I don't know what to do next. Sure, I could pick a game that's going to be fun to record and will bring in some views, but will it be enough views? I sometimes wonder if my channel is good enough. I guess that's the ultimate point of what I'm saying here. Because lately I don't feel like it is, specifically I don't feel like my gameplays are good enough and I've just been doubting myself. I see channels that grow so much faster than mine and I know it's a mistake to compare oneself, but sometimes, luckily only sometimes, it can't be avoided. My rule was to never force content when I don't feel like I'm in the right set of mind to record. I'm sorry, I'm being so negative right now. I guess I just wanted you to know that if there's less videos on my channel it's because of that. I even wanted to record a video about that and post it so that people would know, but I actually couldn't even motivate myself to do it, haha.
Hope you're all well guys,
Ola
