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🕑 Added 2023-06-23 16:32:38 +0000 UTCWe will not release this update everywhere till next week but we are going to be putting our next original song out at the end of July.
"How Do You Love Me" is one that means a lot to me and one that we've really taken our time to get right. It's scary to put out a song that I think is pretty fucking personal but I trust you guys will understand and resonate with what it has to say.
Below are the lyrics.
How Do You Love Me - Nicotine Dolls
If I called you up at 2am and I’m feeling fucked and lonely again
I know you wouldn’t be cruel you’d just be sit there and listen
If I cried said I’m terrified that I’m getting close to the day I’d die
You’d just shake and you’d tell me to go home
And it’s true that I’m probably not worth the battery life
Why do you still stick around or let me stay the night
I couldn’t it out if you wrote it all down
Please write down
How do you love me right now
I make all the jokes and run from the cracks that are visible only to you you react
With a long breathe and worried eyes that justify
When I haven’t heard a thing you’ve said
Cause I’ve been talking bout the sounds in my head
I never asked once about you or how you’ve been
And it’s no surprise that my friends are harder and harder to come by
That look over your eyes shows that I’ve made it about it me like I do every time
I need to figure it out write all down so I don’t forget how
How you could love me right now
How do you love me right now
I wouldn’t love me right now
How do you love me right now
Narcissistic paranoia
That just means that I annoy ya
And the contacts on my phone are really more than I know
And the ones I wanna talk to are usually busy and at home
Suicidal kamikaze becomes less charming as I’m talking
I’m trying to see why you pick up when it’s me
How do you
How do you
How do you
How do you love me right now
How do you love me right now
How do you love me
Maybe I should just stay inside stop calling my friends about how hard I try
Maybe that’s another reason why I don’t understand how you let me inside
How
How do you love me
How do you love me
I wanna love me
Do you love me right
If I call you up at 2am when I’m feeling fucked and lonely again
I know you wouldn’t be cruel you’d just sit there and listen
Comments
Once the video came out, I got to see all the visuals and I have not stopped watching it. It makes me feel all the feels but more so than anything else, I just wanted to give you a hug! My inner child looks for the same sort of answers to that question but in a much different way. This song is like super healing!
I love these lyrics, it's like you can read my mind. Can't wait to hear the song. Thank you
Those lyrics are so raw and honest, just beautiful
So looking forward to this one. I was on love with it from the first time you posted part of it on Tik Tok. The lyrics are just wonderful. Can't wait ❤️
The lyrics are so good and I can't wait to hear it live! I love your original music and it's so personal I definitely understand the lyrics something we all deal with once in awhile depression and anxiety is something that sucks and it's different for everyone you want to get out but then you don't want to you want a relationship but then your use to being alone and everyday thoughts in your head that others don't understand! I would love to give you a hug💙 Pray helps me keep somewhat sane and I pray you have a relationship with God he will you give you peace no matter what your going through for anyone reading my comment I love you all and praying for you!💙 Philippians 4:7 (KJV) And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.💙💙💙💙💙💙💙
