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Outer World, Inner World and Practice- Approaches to Sketchbooking

🕑 Added 2024-02-09 00:00:04 +0000 UTC
Outer World, Inner World and Practice- Approaches to Sketchbooking

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Parker Winans

I appreciate a good long comment lol. But that struggle can be what a sketchbook is for. It's like a miniature, low stakes, trial version of those ideas. seeing if there's potential for a series. You can do it all really quickly so there's no obligation to follow through. You can just burn through ideas searching for what you really want to be screwing around with. It's just a screw around and find out type of place. I love what your husband said about how you can be making progress and simply screwing around alone in your office on stuff no one will ever see. That's actually very very very true. Also, for transparency and maybe consolation: as I was going through all my sketchbooks for these posts, most of the sketches never led to anything. There's stretches of years where I basically only screwed around in the sketchbooks. I feel like I'm just barely starting to figure out the type of work I really want to make and I've been at this for 10 years. It's corny as hell but you have to enjoy that process more than finding the final product.

Mallory Roseman

Long post warning- sorry in advance: I care! I'm terrible about keeping a sketchbook/maintaining a drawing habit, and I feel like these couple posts have come at just the right time. I was actually just talking to my husband last night about my art. We're walking the dog, and I say: I've been practicing and prioritizing art for maybe 8 months now, and I feel like I'm just screwing around alone in my office for no reason. I kind of want to hang it up. It seems like the stupid art world doesn't have identifiable milestones- I can train to draw a perfect scene for a decade, or I can go out on a stage and shit on a canvas, and both things seem like they have equal chance of "success" (he says "I don't think that's really how that works..." obviously not a perfect example but you get what I'm saying). Even if I render things perfectly, okay I can mimic a photograph- do I care about anything enough to birth it into a whole series? Would I gladly donate years of my life to it, even if it would never make me money or get me into a museum? The internal struggle is SO REAL every step of the way! So I'm ranting at this point, ok. And then my husband says: "It's funny how a person can say 'I'm making a lot of headway on my goals and I'm getting there and doing really well' and also 'I'm screwing around alone in my office working on art that maybe no one will care about' and both of those statements can be technically correct." Lol. It kind of kills me how smart he is, the bastard. Anyway, I think as long as you're getting something from this community, and your art is benefiting from the process of documenting it and posting for us, cool. If not, that's worth looking into and maybe re-prioritizing. But that voice that's telling you no one cares and you should just quit- i def hear it, too. I think it just comes with the territory.


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