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Chapter 835 unedited unmemed
🕑 Added 2022-09-05 00:13:23 +0000 UTCAuthor's Note: Hate where I left this one off, but I kept going and going, and would've had to keep going before I found a better end point. I might just continue this one as a super long chapter, but we'll see come tomorrow.
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Pride.
Contentment.
And complete, utter insanity.
There were no other words to describe the landscape unfolding before this Sovereign’s eyes, one hidden behind Falling Rain’s cold, distant gaze and deep within his deranged mind. A half-smile graced his bloody lips, not a warm, amused smile or heated, defiant one, but one overflowing with scorn and mockery as if he held the upper hand here, rather than the reverse. What was this if not insanity, a total lack of any awareness regarding his current, dire circumstances and a rejection of reality without blinking an eye?
The transmigrator made for an uninspiring sight, hanging limp and slack in this Sovereign’s grasp with ribs, chest, and back shattered and lungs filled with more blood than air, yet his amber eyes burned with defiant impudence even at the bitter end. This was not courage or bravado, for though the boy had plenty of both, he lacked the fearless spirit of a dauntless hero willing to die for a noble cause. No, this was a gaze of reluctant resignation, a begrudging admission of defeat he was unwilling to wholly embrace. Falling Rain had given this effort his all, fought tooth and nail in an ill-conceived attempt to snatch victory from the jaws of defeat, and though he never stood a chance from the start, was displeased with the outcome yet willing to accept that he had nothing left to give.
A special sort of madness this, the ability to see the fact laid out before him and arrive at an absurd and illogical conclusion. Despite having witnessed this Sovereign’s strength first-hand, Falling Rain was still indignant over his loss, for the transmigrator possessed arrogance unmatched and believed himself superior to this Sovereign in every way except age. This unfounded hubris would almost be comical were it not infuriating to the extreme, for this Sovereign could have killed the boy a thousand times in a thousand different ways during their first exchange. Only this Sovereign’s greed and curiosity allowed Falling Rain to struggle for so long, that and the hidden Nascent Immortal protecting him, and yet the boy wholeheartedly believed that he could have emerged victorious if not for luck and happenstance.
Why else would he be so unresigned to his fate? Even now at the moment of his death, Falling Rain maintained that he’d achieved some small measure of success, having succeeded in the role laid out for him by the Heavens Above, and thus he was more than ready to die without regret. A most vexatious outlook on his impending death, one which robbed this Sovereign of much satisfaction, for he had been eagerly awaiting the moment when Falling Rain’s hateful smirk fell away and the rage in his eyes gave way to desperation and despair. Instead, Falling Rain made peace with his fate and maintained that his efforts had planted a seed of progress and potential, one which would eventually see the populace rise up to topple this Sovereign from his throne, a transition inevitable as the changing of the seasons from which there was no escape.
Or at least that’s what the transmigrator wholeheartedly believed, demonstrating a level of blind faith and baseless conviction which went beyond the fanatical.
In reality, while the boy’s book of ideas and innovative spirit had already spread like wildfire across the Empire, it would amount to little in the end. Weapons like crossbows and Runic Cannons would certainly place more power into the hands of mortals and their ilk, but Falling Rain was downright delusional if he believed this Sovereign would be overthrown so easily. Even the powerful weapons depicted in the transmigrator’s memories wouldn’t be enough to vanquish him on their own, for this Sovereign was the Eternal Emperor, a Nascent Immortal who’d cast off the shackles of mortality and was no longer beholden to the cycle of reincarnation. Even if a thousand Runic Cannons rendered his physical form to pulp, this Sovereign could find a new host to inhabit as easily as turning a hand. A fact his foe should have accounted for, considering how he unravelled the mystery of this Sovereign’s eternal existence so quickly, almost as if he’d been expecting it all along. Another mystery that, but one this Sovereign was confident he would solve in time, unlike the enigma which was Falling Rain.
As absurd and illogical as the transmigrator’s confidence and conviction might be, there was a quality to Faith that one should always be wary of. One could not reason with faith, nor could one easily go against it, for the faithful paid no heed to logic or rationale. That was the definition of faith was it not, to hold complete trust or confidence in a belief, without any need for proof and at times in spite of it. In recent centuries, the Brotherhood tried to wrest the hearts of the people away from this Sovereign’s grasp, which was why he took steps to remove them from the Eastern Provinces, and then the outer provinces in turn, but they were merely the latest in a long string of would-be religions cropping up within the Azure Empire. At first, he took a hard stance against them and sought to uproot religions and cults wherever they sprang up, but one might as well try to remove all the air from a room or empty out a lake with two hands. In time, he learned to change tack and quietly did away with all the sham religions and pagan beliefs of yesteryear by encouraging the now wide-spread belief that the Emperor was the Chosen Son of Heaven. Not only because the common people of the Empire rested easier by believing in a higher power, but also because in this Sovereign’s eyes, this was merely the truth. The Heavens had blessed him with the strength to conquer the Azure Empire and sheltered him from the calamity that rendered the rest of this world’s landmasses only a half-step up from uninhabitable.
Might made right, this was an undeniable fact, yet in spite of having learned this lesson repeatedly today, Falling Rain refused to accept the facts as they were. The boy’s faith in technology and collective humanity were fallacious and even somewhat self-contradictory, for there were plenty of logical arguments against them. How many innocents would die due to his crossbows and Runic Cannons? How many had died to those city-destroying explosives depicted in his conjured memories? What of the progress lost in terms of the Dao once humanity’s focus was split along two divergent Paths? This Sovereign could argue until his voice grew hoarse and spring turned to autumn, yet he suspected Falling Rain’s conviction would not be shaken, for there was a power inherent in faith that this Sovereign was unable to wholly quantify, an allure to it that every mortal in existence was susceptible to. Faith was almost necessary for most human existence, for faith represented an unending wellspring of hope and a reason to aspire to more than mere survival.
Or in Falling Rain’s case, a reason to fight on to the bitter end in spite of all the odds stacked against him.
Once again however, the transmigrator boy evaded death by the narrowest of margins for this Sovereign wanted to use him to draw the hidden Nascent Immortal out of hiding, and once again, Falling Rain used this to annoy this Sovereign to no end. Rather than quietly accept his defeat and await death, the fool rushed headlong towards it, disappearing from this Sovereign’s grasp and appearing within his host’s Natal Palace. A feat so unexpected this Sovereign stood stock still for a half-second in shocked surprise, unable to come to terms with what just unfolded before his very eyes. This should have been impossible, for how could one bring the material into the immaterial whilst remaining unchanged and unaffected by the transition? If Falling Rain’s soul had made its way in was one thing, but the transmigrator had made his way into Liang Wu Sheng’s Natal Soul in body, mind, and soul combined, somehow moving through what should have been impassable boundaries in ways this Sovereign could only imagine. What’s more, this marked the second time today that Falling Rain’s soul passed through the barriers formed by Liang Wu Sheng’s Domain as if they didn’t exist. A barrier created for the express purpose of stopping this very thing from happening, and one which Falling Rain treated like air, coming and going as he pleased without so much as leaving a ripple in his wake.
A wave of horror and nausea almost brought this Sovereign to his knees as he considered the implications of this act, one which shook the very foundations of his Dao. Could this Sovereign had erred in his Path? Falling Rain’s Refined Physique was inferior by every measurable metric, yet he was able to bring his combined body, mind, and soul into the Void with seemingly little more than a thought. The dog was capable of doing the same, for this Sovereign realized how the floppy-eared hound was able to phase through the sand at will and emerge unscathed. It wasn’t hiding under the ground to avoid attacks, but rather leaping over to the Void and reappearing in reality a short distance away, which made all the difference in the world. One foot in both worlds, straddling the divide between the real and immaterial, was this the true meaning of One with the Heavens and One with the World? If so, then this Sovereign had already stepped foot down a dead-end Path, for he had long since abandoned his physical form in exchange for an eternal Spiritual existence, one which had served him well for all these millennia, or so he thought. Was his lack of a physical form to call his own the reason for his lack of progress and inability to discern the next step? If so, how could he remedy this? What should be his next step moving forward?
This crisis of conviction in this Sovereign’s personal Dao was only exacerbated by his Natal Soul’s amused derision, cackling up a storm in the back of his mind while mocking this Sovereign’s panic and lacking comprehension. There was a sense of superiority as well, as if his Natal Soul had known this all along, but those memories were guarded too tightly to access without time and effort both, and this Sovereign had none to spare. Instead, he retreated inwards whilst leaving a strand of Will behind to control Liang Wu Sheng’s body and guard against surprise attack, for the hidden Nascent Immortal was likely still lurking about just waiting for an opportunity to attack. Why he or she had not attacked already was a mystery to be sure, but now was not the time to contemplate the thoughts and motivations of an unseen assailant, for there were more pressing matters to attend to. All this Sovereign could do was ready himself for an ambush, for fleeing might well embolden his hidden foe and spur them into attacking.
Arriving within Liang Wu Sheng’s Natal Palace at the speed of thought, this Sovereign personally secured his throne against intrusion before fixing his attention upon the invader, Falling Rain. It irked this Sovereign to look up the transmigrator, for he’d chosen to float above the court rather than appear upon it as a petitioner, a decision which spoke volumes to his inborn arrogance. That being said, even though Falling Rain was ostensibly here in body, mind, and soul, this Sovereign would never have been able to guess it, for the transmigrator appeared no different now than he did before. No, that wasn’t entirely true, because there a profound substance to his presence that was not there before, an invisible pressure that both emanated from him and drew everything in towards him. This wasn’t the weight of presence this Sovereign was more familiar with, one which hinted at the attainments and accumulations of one’s Dao and their compatibility with it, but rather a more subtle veracity to Falling Rain’s existence that was difficult to determine much less define, as if everything in the Void was slightly blurred and indistinct save for his presence and his presence alone.
A subtle yet unequivocal distinction which remained in place even after Falling Rain divided himself into an army of ten-thousand amber-eyed Natal Souls.
Ten-thousand exactly, no more and no less, information gleaned by this Sovereign’s Spiritual Senses the instant they appeared within Liang Wu Sheng’s Natal Palace. An impressive feat considering Falling Rain had already divested himself of an untold number in reality, a last-ditch effort to swing the battle of Shi Bei in his favour despite knowing that this Sovereign intended to kill or capture any and all survivors. More evidence of the boy’s insanity, yet a high-functioning one as he wasted no time in launching a barrage of wildly varying attacks all directed towards this Sovereign’s soul.
Credit where credit was due, it all made for a most impressive sight. There was no rhyme or reason to the manner in which this army attacked, no discernable pattern or coordination to be found as each individual Natal Soul struck in whatever manner they pleased. The majority were Manifested shards of Sword Intent, most of which were shaped as such, but only a handful resembled the sword he wielded in the physical world, and only one was an exact match. Most of those replicas were larger and more ostentatious, with some being entirely different in shape and appearance, with short swords, long swords, curved swords, wavy swords, almost every conceivable type of sword under the sun. There were also a number of shields and glaives mixed into the attacks, but they were functionally no different from the swords, yet there were some weapons which were not hurtling towards this Sovereign like an arrow in flight, and instead arcing towards him as if to chop him down where he stood while a select few remained in the hands of their wielders and emitted glaring beams of light or some other such nonsense. One sword’s blade even stretched out into a flowing curtain of water, water which was sorely lacking in attainment and comprehension compared to the flowing barrier maintained by the hidden Nascent Immortal and would amount to nothing even if this Sovereign allowed it to strike him.
A far cry from the three Natal Souls who transformed into the weapons themselves, a single sword, shield, and glaive to perfectly match his weapons which radiated threat and death comparable to what this Sovereign sensed in reality.
While sword attacks were most common, there were also plenty of rifles, Runic Cannons, crossbows, and even hunting bows scattered amongst the Natal Souls, which this Sovereign could not afford to treat lightly. Having learned his lesson more than once, this Sovereign fixated not on the ranged weapons themselves, but rather on the projectiles said weapons deployed. There was one, singular bullet radiating with the same overwhelming Intent of death and destruction which almost claimed Liang Wu Sheng’s life, but the rest varied wildly in perception, a similarity shared by the swords which this Sovereign only now just noticed. As noted before, Falling Rain’s Sword Intent was calm and serene, or at least it had been before the final Refinement of his physique. Though it still gave off a sense of tranquil composure, there was now a fathomless depth and intensity to the calm serenity, a weight to the Sword Intent that made it no less unyielding than Solitary Sword Zhang Jun Bao’s fierce and deadly Sword Intent. It was the difference between a sheathed sword held at the ready and drawn sword pointed in threat, both conveying the same general message in their own unique ways.
And now Falling Rain’s Sword Intent had transformed yet again, or perhaps it would be more accurate to say Falling Rain transformed it. Some of those Intents were gentle and placid, others berserk and uncontrolled, while still others tread a fine line between restrained and unchecked, as well as variations representing a wide range of everything in between. The same could be said of his projectiles, with a handful exuding a wild, uncontrolled Intent of almost pure Destruction, while others quietly emitted an air of Death and finality, so close to touching upon the secrets of Death Energy and Destructive Intent yet at the same time seemingly infinitely far from success. Difficult to say, for this Sovereign’s attainments in both areas were inferior to the examples seen here, though this was not to say that the boy’s attainments surpassed his. No, this was mere luck and happenstance, a frantic, final attempt to defeat this Sovereign by trying everything all at once.
It wasn’t just Sword, Destruction, and Death Intents on display here, but also a myriad of other Intents scattered across a wide range of Daos, ones this Sovereign had no name for but recognized all the same. The Unravelling force which rendered Runes impotent and ineffective shaped in the form of cloud, a pure force of physical might cycled and Amplified a dozen times over before being unleashed with a fist-like Plated Domain, the overbearing force of a tidal wave of Water Chi bearing down upon the Natal Throne, these were the most potent threats among Falling Rain’s eclectic arsenal. Then there were the more eclectic attacks, such as one Natal Soul whose arms had transformed into those of a bear, or another driving an armoured carriage that appeared imposing and impressive at first glance, but was merely an empty shell devoid of all comprehension and attainments regarding the contraption’s inner workings. There was a Natal Soul hurling a javelin thicker than most men, one with a rounded tip and fins on the base to ostensibly stabilize it in flight, while another hoisted a hammer bristling with electricity in mimicry of the blonde, Lightning Blessed Warrior this Sovereign saw depicted in the boy’s memories.
In truth, this display left this Sovereign no choice but to acknowledge Falling Rain as a formidable talent, one unlike any since the dawn of the Empire. If given another thousand years, Falling Rain might well rise up to challenge this Sovereign as his peer, or perhaps even surpass him at that, but alas, his attainments were diverse in scope but shallow in depth, a flaw he tried to mend far too late. The boy had reached into his armory and thrown everything all at once, hoping there was something in there that would prove powerful enough to secure a victory, but he might as well have prayed to the Heavens above and plead for them to strike this Sovereign down. All this did was show that Falling Rain’s comprehension was sorely lacking, and because of this, he’d erred from the very first step of his last, desperate stand.
This wide-range of attacks proved he possessed the ability to injure this Sovereign if given the chance, for there were a number of examples that might well have grievously injured his Eternal Soul, if not for the fact that every last one of Falling Rain’s attacks was powered by a mere one ten-thousandth of his Will. A laughable fraction of a meagre amount to begin with, Falling Rain would have been better served placing all his hopes and dreams into one, singular attack back by the full weight of his Will. Only then would he have had a chance to injure this Sovereign, or at the very least forced him to sacrifice a portion of his court of Souls to blunt the attack. With Falling Rain’s cumulative strength divided between ten-thousand Natal Souls however, a singular attack would find it difficult to break past this Sovereign’s defenses even without the advantage of holding ultimate authority within this Natal Palace, to say nothing of his Imperial Robes of Office which served as a Dharmic Icon here in the Void, and were far more powerful than the Runic Robes of Office he wore in reality.
A wave of his hand was all it would take to deal with the vast majority of Falling Rain’s attacks, a singular effort of Will to bring this Sovereign’s Authority to bear, but even as he exerted his Will and anticipated the boy’s crushing look of disappointment, he found that the attacks were not so easily dismissed. Despite this Sovereign’s Will rising up to meet them, the myriad of desperate attacks continued bearing down upon him, and he dared not take them all head on, even weakened and divided as they were. Even if a mosquito’s sting stood no chance of injuring him, this Sovereign cared not to endure it all the same, to say nothing of how Falling Rain had surprised him too many times today already, and he was in no mood to be surprised yet again.
Left with no other palatable choice, this Sovereign could only expend a modicum of effort and resources to ensure victory no matter the cost. With little more than a thought, the denizens of the silent court of souls moved to intercept the attacks, targeting the ones this Sovereign was certain were unable to hurt him as well as the ones he was unable to determine. Matching like with like, this Sovereign worked through his captured souls to deploy all manner of Weapon Intents to counter Falling Rain’s attacks. First Brother Wu Shen’s soul countered a thousand Sword Intents on all his own, while Yang Kai’s flames rose up to consume no less than eight-hundred attacks, a number which could have been much higher if not for this Sovereign’s overabundance of caution. Rather than leave these two to shoulder the entire burden, he instead chose to spread the responsibilities out among more of his souls so as to make certain nothing unexpected was able to break through.
Of course, it had nothing to do with wanting to prove that he could match Falling Rain’s accomplishment by controlling thousands of souls and emerging victorious in a battle of divided Wills.
The second Emperor of the Azure Sea was an individual whose soul had been supplanted by this Sovereign’s Natal Soul whilst still in the womb, meaning the Third Emperor Jian Chen was the first individual to ascend to the Thone after this Sovereign. At the time, he had yet to master the art of subjugating a host soul while leaving it intact, something which required a more subtle touch, and as such, Jian Chen’s soul was left in poor condition. A damaged and broken husk of soul, it was no match for the proud and defiant man who staked it all to claim the throne, and in doing so invited calamity down upon him. Not much of his attainments had been left behind, but this Sovereign had seen enough of the man’s Dao to drive it in his place as Jian Chen drew the sword hanging off his shoulder and brought it down to meet an anemic arrow hurtling feebly towards this Sovereign’s throne. The two forces clashed, and the sword emerged victorious, scything through the force of Will holding the arrow together and eliminating it from existence, whilst Jian Chen’s soul remained untouched.
Evidence of how weak the arrow was, rather than the strength of Jian Chen’s sword, but this Sovereign had chosen this match-up specifically because he was unable to comprehend the attainments behind the arrow, and the possibility of losing Jian Chen’s soul was an acceptable risk. Though the specifics differed greatly, the same general scene unfolded itself a thousand times as this Sovereign’s captured souls dealt with the vast majority of Falling Rain’s attacks in the blink of an eye, leaving only the most dangerous instances behind. Namely the three Natal Souls who’d transformed into the Weapons themselves, three distinct projectiles emanating pseudo-Destructive Intent, pseudo-Death Essence, and a mix of the two, and the other three eclectic attacks he’d noted before. These he dealt with himself, paying special attention to each one as he focused his Will upon them.
The sword came apart at the seams and dissipated into nothingness under the weight of this Sovereign’s Will, while the shield and glaive resisted for a moment longer before dispersing in the same manner, but if he were to do it again, this Sovereign would have chosen a different tack, for the Sword Intent imbued into those three attacks pierced had been strong enough to pierce through his Will and cause minor injuries to his soul, and in turn, his body and mind as well. Little more than a slight discomfort, not even enough damage to be considered a wound, but unpleasant all the same. As for the bullets, those he avoided outright by Deflecting away, only to discover that they were being Guided unerringly towards him by the Natal Souls who delivered them. Rather than waste the effort to block those formidable projectiles, this Sovereign dispatched Fourth Brother Tian Yi to deal with the Natal Souls instead, a job far beneath the greatest assassin this Empire had ever seen, but one he accomplished with next to no effort at all.
As for the remaining three attacks, this Sovereign allowed himself a moment to better study each of them in turn, for they were all of great interest to him. The secrets behind Unravelling remained closed to him for now, but it was only a matter of time before he uncovered those secrets for himself. As for the powerfully Amplified fist, this wasn’t Fist Intent, but rather an extreme form of the skill that empowered a single attack through the use of containment, proper timing, and directed flow. An impressive achievement making full use of almost every facet of Amplification, but in this Sovereign’s eyes, there were better ways to achieve the same amount of force, since this required something along the lines of several seconds to unleash outside of the Void. As for the tidal wave of Water Chi, this Sovereign could well have sent any Elementally Blessed Soul to easily counter it, but he left it untouched so he could study Falling Rain’s comprehension of the Dao of Water, which as expected were mediocre at best. There was too much wasted effort trying to control the tidal wave and not enough spent embodying it, making the Water Chi a pale reflection of the actual water it was supposed to mimic. This in turn took away from the strength of the attack, which was only so formidable because Falling Rain committed a larger portion of his Will to Manifest it here inside this Sovereign’s Natal Palace.
All this took a long time to describe, but transpired in an instant, a single moment of chaos which erupted into calm stillness once the threat was readily dealt with. As the denizens of this court of souls fell back into their ranks, this Sovereign exerted his Will once more to place himself above Falling Rain, for the ten-thousand Natal Souls were all spent leaving a single Refined body, mind, and soul behind, one which was here in the flesh as well as the spirit in some incomprehensible way. The boy’s body was even still injured, his wounds Healing so slowly to match the speed of mending in reality, but with time moving at the literal speed of thought, it meant Falling Rain’s wounds might as well not be Healing at all. A pleasant surprise all things considered, since this meant this Sovereign could now afford to capture the boy alive. The hidden Nascent Immortal had yet to act, and even if they did, it would only take an instant to subjugate the boy here in Liang Wu Sheng’s Natal Palace, a moment this Sovereign was more than willing to spare alongside a little extra so that he could revel in his moment of triumph.
“Such hubris, such sin,” This Sovereign crooned, sneering down at the hateful transmigrator who’d brought him so many grievances and frustrations. “To challenge this Sovereign within his Domain where his authority reigns supreme. You were defeated in reality, but you had no hope of victory here in the Void, for this Sovereign’s attainments in the soul far outstrip his attainments in the body and mind.” A mistake to mention this disparity, for it brought back his crisis of conviction which he had yet to resolve, one he’d set aside for the moment using sheer force of Will and nothing else. To distract himself, he continued to disparage his foe by pointing out the error in his thinking, saying, “Your greatest attack might cause this Sovereign some discomfort, but one ten-thousandth of your strength is not enough to even scratch an itch.”
“Quantity has a quality of its own,” Falling Rain replied, his measured cadence a match for someone quoting a phrase. A nugget of misguided wisdom gleaned from his past life’s memories no doubt, one based on a flawed comprehension of strength and the Dao both. “But it’s okay.” Still calm and confident as ever, the boy stood there with shield and glaive in hand while his sword floated overhead. Time slowed as his armour formed around him, a set based on Imperial Armour worn by the favoured sons of the Supreme Families, but rather than the dragons those Noble Scions favoured, Falling Rain’s armour bore depictions of his favoured pets. A fly in the ointment of what would have been a dignified appearance, which was several steps up from his dishevelled, ungainly appearance in reality, but even without the armour and trappings, Falling Rain’s Natal Soul possessed poise and gravitas that his physical self lacked. Odd considering how he was technically here in the flesh, but this Sovereign cared not to understand why as he readied to capture his prize in hand before returning to deal with the hidden Nascent Immortal in reality.
Only to freeze in place as the boy continued, “That was all a diversion anyways.””
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I, Falling Rain, am many things, most of which I have come to terms with today, but it is only here and now that I realize I am also arrogant beyond all belief.
Like, I’ve always kinda known I was sorta arrogant, which rubbed a lot of people the wrong way, but in my defense, I had good reason to be. I am a man with memories of another world, one which has far surpassed this world in almost every possible metric. I’ve seen grand works of art made by the most celebrated artists in all history, and listened to the greatest symphonies of the ages played by the finest musicians of our time. I’ve studied or borne witness to all manner of momentous occasions, and am more educated than most nobles care to endure. I have scoured the dark depths of the world wide web and seen all the horrors it has to bear, whether it be lemon parties, blue waffles, or two girls and one cup, to say nothing of all the hateful rhetoric and ignorant echo chambers I had the displeasure of stumbling across. I’ve also seen the wonders to balance it out, from people helping people to all manner of adorable animals curled up in blissful harmony, plus hilarious memes and other miscellaneous good shit.
So you could say that I am a man who has seen more than the people of this world could ever imagine, and because of this, I have always maintained that I know better.
Not in an obnoxious, ‘um ackchyually’ sort or way, but rather in a sense where I rarely care for the opinions of others and tend to go my own way. That’s on me mostly, and not just because of my past life’s memories, but rather a character flaw I developed all on my own, with a little bit of help from my deadbeat Defiled birth parents. They wanted me to compete, to fight for resources in order to survive, but I decided that was stupid and I would much rather die, a decision I made long before I became reacquainted with the glory of indoor plumbing. Since awakening to my past life’s memories however, I have identified with Rayne far more than Amigui, because let’s be honest, Rayne had a lot more going for him. That isn’t to say Amigui has nothing to offer, but if given a choice, I would much rather be a transmigrated fish out of water than the boy who murdered his brother in order to survive, only to promptly give up on life once more. Harsh facts, but ones which I must face in order to move forward from here, because like it or not, my arrogance has grown into a massive problem which needs to be resolved.
Because in my arrogance, I have placed the memories of my past life up upon a pedestal, extoling their virtues and the lessons they’ve taught me while ignoring most of what I’ve learned in this life. Only moments ago, I came to realize that this world has potential enough to get by even without me, because I have lit the spark which will one day grow into a blaze of progress and advancement. Not necessarily with regards to the Martial Dao, but rather in terms of technology, economics, and hopefully society as a whole as the ideas I’ve introduced become more widely accepted.
Which got me to thinking; I might not be strong enough to defeat the Emperor, nor do I know how to hurt him, but seeing as how I’m no hero of fate, ordained by the Heavens above to bring Balance to the world, why have I been trying to shoulder this massive burden all by myself?
So in this moment of crisis, I spit out ten-thousand Natal Souls to buy me the time I need to do what I always do when times are tough and I see no other way out.
I pray for help.
Not to the Heavens, or to the Mother Above, or to any other god, deity, or devil who may or may not exist. That’s the way I’ve always been, fairly certain that no higher powers exist, but never quite ready to entirely dismiss the idea out of hand, because I think I would love the idea of there being someone up there looking out for me from on high. I’m pretty sure everyone would like that, but none of my prayers have ever been answered before, or at least, not in any way I can confirm. Looking back on my life, I would feel dishonest if I were to say the Heavens never helped me at all, because I’ve had more than my fair share of luck to get me out of some really tight spaces. My little brother’s mercy, my father’s greed, my slaver’s incompetence, and stumbling across what might well have been the only group of people within a thousand miles willing to help out a sickly and tormented slave, these are but a few of the happy little accidents that helped me get to where I am today, to say nothing of my good fortune of stumbling across Blobby and Pong Pong in succession.
So yea, maybe there really is someone looking out for me, albeit one with a much higher tolerance for pain and suffering than I would care for, but even if there is, my prayers are not for them.
Instead, I pray to humanity, for though Gerel was right in saying I lack faith, he wasn’t entirely right. I have always had faith in other people, because when you get right down into the brass tax, humans are generally pretty okay, which is hardly a glowing recommendation for us as a species, but a pretty impressive accomplishment, all things considered. Sure, we are capable of great evil and destruction, but most people are a pretty decent sort, a fact which I have empirical proof to back because if they weren’t, we’d have a hell of a lot more Defiled. Sure, the Eternal Emperor and the powers that be like to think that fear and a lack of strength keeps us all in line, but that’s like saying most people are going around thinking, “I could murder and rape so much if not for those stupid laws.” Which is dumb, because most people are a decent sort, and while there are many, many, many exceptions to the rule, you also have to remember to focus on the good, which will far outweigh the bad.
Which is why this prayer goes out to anyone who will listen, without any real words contained within, only an emotional entreaty for aid against an enemy who would see us all dead, a foe too powerful for me to face on my own.
And as I stand here in the current Emperor’s Natal Palace trying to buy as much time as I can, I pray with all my heart and hope for an answer, else all my hopes will soon come to an end.
Comments
Borisalv
The magic word is 'progress'.
NeWorlDark
Chapter cliff, this is gonna change the entire fight. Next chapter, turns out this wasnt a big deal and actually super manageable.
Senio Holland
Yeah - the Rain vs Emp has been one of the weaker scenes so far. Hard to write a convincing way for Rain to win against big E though.
Thenais
time for a spirit bomb to end these dbz chappies !
Sorry, the inferior was meant to refer to time spent with it. The Cleansing part, which is supposed to take time, ie The Emprah spent 80 years Cleansing his body. I'll fix to make more clear
Yuval Roth
Emp confuses me, I think a problem of ruff writing is that he isn't decisive in some ways, I can count at least three times Rain got some amazing power up everyone was shocked about how amazing it is, and than it was dismissed a few chapters later, an example is Rain's physique is, the emperor was jealous and praising it, only to now dismiss it, he also said Rain had no chances to beat him, after previously fearing Rain ascending, so why does his inner monologue says Rain had no chance if he was so close to ascending and only didn't because of his mortal connections, and now about his soul, previously he took a gun shot to the face and got most of his soul taken out to protect his court, which kind of felt like cheap way to depower thousand upon thousand of years of soul gains, but now he is willing to use his court to blunt attacks?
Zarik0
So Rain in the Void with his old connection to Earth and begin Praying and so open a short of link/gate to it and get some of the energy/concept of Earth people who gather for Aeon or some shit (like xianxia novel with the "Luck" of dynasty/humanity unconscious collective/will/culture That seem to be the case a lot of shit and concept is gathering on Earth and not utilised, proof with his "Dharma Image" meme who get exhausted after he used them and him saying its the gathering of millions of though of us in the internet who created and charged them in years and so he cant use them anymore after one shoot and the energy is used :P SO he will get a big boom as a children of Earth and so can use all these juicy energy/concept thing who gather with no direction/use in Earth Sure something like his prayer and hope/faith in Humanity and all that he have is the same/similar for a lot of people in Earth and gather for Aeon and thousand of years and he will tap into this here with his prayer Not bad theory of me no? :P But the Real Question in all of this is: But where is Ping Ping??? :)))
Zarik0
Yeah that take me out also, when just before we get the contrary that his Refined Physique is top notch That his Soul and Mind where this Sovereign win in quantity/density and quality/training/tempering/experience
Yuval Roth
Started reading and 'Falling Rain’s Refined Physique was inferior by every measurable metric, yet he was able to bring his combined body, mind, and soul into the Void with seemingly little more than a thought.' was this changed, I remember him previously being impressed about how good Rain's new physique is, surpassing him and all of his brothers in everything, from physicality to the spiritual.
Umut Numanoglu
"All this took a long time to describe, but transpired in an instant..." real xianxia trophies here. I kinda don't like last chapters as it feels we get the same thing over and over again from different perspectives where Rain is powering up very slowly but I'm sure it will get going very soon. So thanks for the chapter and hopefully we get some progress very soon.
Gjim
Still waiting on the Emperor's fifth brother to do his thing. Till next time folks.
Diplodicus
Thanks for the chapter Ruff! Lots of Anime vibes this chapter. Typo I found: "because there a profound substance," should be "there was a". Also here, "Sword Intent imbued into those three attacks pierced had been," seems like you have an extra word 'pierced in there.
Allastin
Reminds me of a certain spirit bomb moment
SPIRIT BOMB MOMENT? IS THIS IT?!!! ARE WE GOING TO DO IT?!!! LFGGGG
