| I want you to hurt like I do |
🕑 Added 2021-12-14 17:51:58 +0000 UTCHoratio contemplates, with difficulty, the fact that Jones feels so confident in his sexuality, yet he himself spend years of his life repressing this about himself. When Horatio started to understand his homosexuality as a young teen he literally got physically ill, and for obvious reasons didn’t dare out himself.
Now even despite being with a man he loves, he can’t help but feel the slightest bit of resentment and jealousy.
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A lil scene explainer because in this case I do want you to know a bit more of their back story!!
Hor’s pose is based on a Paul Newman picture and as soon as I saw it, which was quite a while ago tbf, I immediately knew I had to do a redraw with m’boy.
I hope you like it, I definitely had a great time, the leather was super fun to do, it wasn’t in the original ref so it was a bit of a challenge to figure out how light would reflect, but I’m very happy with it!!
OH I’ve been meaning to also say: I’m sorry I haven’t been responding much to comments lately, I’m mentally kinda compromised rn and everything is a lot more effort than usual. But I do read and love every single one, I hope to get back to responding more regularly soon!
Anyway, Please enjoy! ♥️
Comments
Jonas [ sovranopierrot ]
The emotions in his gaze are so powerful, this is breathtaking
This is absolutely 100% stunning.
BRO THE WINE GLASS REFLECTION /NUT/
Andy Eh
THE REFLECTION OF THE WINE GLASS ON THE WALL FROM THE SILHOUETTE 😩👌
Oh my gosh this one is soooo atmospheric and moody and emotional. That FACE of Horatio’s!! I hope you feel better soon, thanks for sharing all your art this month!
Love it and love you. Be well
Dyce
god we love a repressed king
Vigilanteflower
I think that you’ve created such an engaged interest with your characters through your art that if you wanted to put up some story posts that are purely character sheets, or outlines of different characters journeys and relationships, that people would really enjoy them :) I’m also a professional editor if you’d like any help with it or just want to bounce ideas off of someone for how to go about it 💕 I’d be happy to lend a hand!
I do believe Hor is the finest oc I have 👌 and thank you as always Alysha, I’m trying!! ♥️
I really wanna add more of their story, I’m dying to share more but I also wanna make it relevant to the art 😭 Thank you tho!!!
Mechformers
Oh ouch.... 💔💔💔💔
Alysha
God why is he so FINE. Also please take care of yourself!! Put yourself first and never feel bad about not immediately jumping online. Your health is first! But know I support your art and it is always perfect every time you post
ValkyrieRhapsody
How-
Vigilanteflower
I absolutely love finding out more about your character’s stories. They sound utterly enthralling and the depictions you create are DIVINE 😩💕