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Photos + blackfriday
🕑 Added 2022-11-25 22:01:00 +0000 UTCHey friends, here are some pics from this week!
It was a pretty chill ok week.
Today is Black Friday, so I'd like to repost my Amazon wishlist link just in case 👀 https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/2SO4RLCLJZJCI?ref_=wl_share
Oh, and there's some film on sale here in Amazon Brazil, 16 photos for 295BRL and 40 photos for 655BRL, if you guys feel like gifting me these you can just send it on usual stream donation link at https://streamlabs.com/bellaplays/tip
FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS DUMP:
Thank you so much homies. I really want to post more here, but I'm lost on what to post, I've been having some trouble with thought lately, the good old "I'm trash, unworthy, replaceable blah blah blah", I also haven't taken my meds the last 2 days because my brain told me so, but I know it's trying to trick me, so I'll take them today, I promise.
Sometimes I don't feel like doing my meds, or existing and stuff, but I do it for you guys because you guys make life worth living by talking to me and showing me I'm not trash.
I want to live for you guys, share my interest, talk about silly stuff, be a better bella for you all, I know I suck at it sometimes and I don't stream for days or say I'll make videos but end up not making them. I want to get better at doing things and not just retracting into my shell when I get super depressed. I'll work on it and one day I will make you guys proud.
I love you all and thank you for being with me, it really matters to me 🥹♥️🇧🇷💖
