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Feeling better!
🕑 Added 2023-07-21 22:28:00 +0000 UTCHi friends, I'm finally all done with covid, I still have the lingering cough, which turned out to be allergies. I'm taking medicine for it, and the situation is improving.
However I finish the meds tomorrow and I don't think it's good enough, but we'll see.
I've been so into stationery again lately.
Not stickers, just pens and notebook and accessories.
I also started a diary that won't be so diary, I'll write when I feel like it.
I really want to make more videos about my cute stationery, but I always feel like I need "that one thing" to arrive in the mail before I make it.
But there's always something new that I think will be super nice on the video, but hasn't arrived yet.
I have a hobonichi planner video planned, but I'm still waiting for some other accessories for it to arrive,
Also a what's in my pencil case video, which I'm waiting for some pens,
I guess I should just do the pencil case video and show the pens later, since they are the same type and I can gush about them for longer.
I'm so glad to have a place to share my silly interests with someone, you guys rock.
Also, I haven't streamed in so long, but I feel ok about it.
I'm taking it as a break, it's been doing me so well. I miss everyone, but I need to focus on my health first at the moment.
I won't push myself to get back to streaming fast, but know that you guys are so very missed. I think about you guys everyday when I'm doing things, wanting to talk to you all, show things, but that involves the whole streaming thing, which I want to have a longer break from for now.
But I'm not giving up on streaming or disappearing!!! It's just a little vacation.
I'll post more here so you guys don't miss me much π€π€ specially little videos about things I like to tall about.
Have been very stressed with uni, so I feel sick all the time, headaches, and this ghost cough that just never seem to leave me alone.
Also the internship. Hopefully I'll get that figured out before my birthday on the 12th of August.
birthday??? 26 years old bella coming soon π₯³π
Not ready for it to be honest, every year that passes by without me getting to my goal feels like a waste of precious time I'll never get back.
I'll never be this young again.
But that's how life works, it's either turn 26 or die being 25, so I'll choose turning 26.
Hopefully I can work hard while 26 so by mid 27 I can be on my way to my dream (a realistic guess of how long it'll take).
I'm overall happy, excited, anxious, stressed to the point I'm getting some bald spots and just looking forward to the future.
(Don't worry about the balding/heal, I'm taking better care of myself and taking multi vitamins, hopefully that will help with the hair/weal immune system)
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Bella
He did! I thought it was so adorable too. If I ever have my dream stationery store I'd do stuff like that too
Take all the time you need to recover. I won't be going anywhere and look forward to seeing you back. The Thank you Isabella is a nice touch and am assuming the vendor sent it :))
I understand the need for the break, especially after all the health stuff. We do miss you streaming but your well being is the most important thing. It will fun to see the upcoming videos you have planned and I hope you do a lot with the diary! I LOVE that youβre starting one!
