angeluscult
patreon
so whats up
🕑 Added 2025-07-14 01:41:58 +0000 UTC-
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sorry i just don't want people who don't pay to have a preview to this. during june i was extremely motivated to create work for this page as being able to monetize my art properly was always a dream of mine. i always wanted to run a successful patreon. i feel as if those of you who have pledged are owed an explanation as to why i suddenly died off with the updates.
my marriage is over. he married me, said he wanted to provide for me and care for me and thats why he joined the navy, and then immediately decided he liked his new life better than the one he had been building with me. without going into too much detail, infidelity was involved and there was a full two weeks where i couldn't talk to him without an onslaught of insults. the depression that followed caused me to stop being able to take care of myself and i lost a lot of weight, so obviously drawing became difficult as well. it feels even worse because i had a company reach out to me in may, shortly before any of this happened, to work with me to create an art course. i hate feeling like i'm letting you, them, or anyone down and it makes this whole thing so much worse.
i had to make new arrangements for a place to stay, i'm gonna be a portland bitch soon which is cool! an old friend is helping me to find a place to go, which i'm incredibly thankful for. they're going to introduce me to the local queer scene and i'm super excited, they've always been SO kind to me. i will be okay. he's still going to send me the BAH he gets as i'm listed as his dependent for the next year as i sort myself out, so i genuinely will be okay.
reasonably timed updates will resume soon. i need to get my shit together and this page is part of my shit. thank you for being patient with me during these hard times.
i will delete this after a month or so, i just thought current patrons deserved the truth.
Comments
Azrael
it's worse because he genuinely promised himself to me and stated he would love nobody but me forever and was interested in nobody but me, but that ended up being false. it's fine though. thank you. :') i've moved on from the idea of being with him and am more in the "wow holy shit i can't believe he actually did that" phase, if that makes sense lol
William0310
Some military men are just unfortunately god awful and take the quickest route to get out of the barracks building, even if its at an innocent person's expense emotionally and mentally. I'm genuinely sorry this happened to you, and I wish only the best for you moving forward.
Nyx37!
What a piece of work, i hope nothing but the best for you, the only way is up from the bottom
