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Chapter Seventy-Six (TIBK)
🕑 Added 2025-09-10 06:38:18 +0000 UTCHe was halfway up the main access tunnel when a hand touched his good elbow.
"Commander."
He turned sharply. It was Mara.
"You should be at the healing station," Eirik managed. "People need you."
"They do," Mara's gaze dropped to the frost-encased arm. "But you need me more. And we need to talk. Privately."
There was no room for argument in her tone.
Eirik nodded stiffly.
Instead of heading towards the cavern entrance, Mara guided him away from the main thoroughfares. It surprised even Eirik how familiar she'd already become with branching network of tunnels.
They passed storage alcoves stacked with barrels, empty side tunnels earmarked for future expansion, and finally stopped at a small, dead-end chamber. Someone had thoughtfully placed a rough wooden stool and a single lantern inside.
"Sit," Mara gestured to the stool.
Eirik lowered himself carefully. He propped his frozen arm awkwardly on his lap.
Mara didn’t waste time. She placed her hands gently, palms down, about an inch above the frost-encrusted shoulder joint.
Eirik felt it immediately.
It was the same tingling energy he’d felt from her during the healing of her son, but far stronger. Whereas Varina’s power had been like ice needles injected into his veins, Mara’s felt like the sun-kissed meltwater that patiently wore the glacier down.
As the deep freeze began to relent, the excruciating burn of thawing flesh grew. Sweat beaded on Eirik's forehead.
"Feels like your arm is on fire?" Mara observed.
"Feels like you're shoving hot coals under my skin. Quite the contrast to your Sister Varina."
"Yes. We are quite different."
After a few minutes of growingly unbearable pain, it finally felt like it had reached its peak. Eirik flexed the fingers of his hand, watching the blood sluggishly return to pale skin.
He wanted to thank the Chantress, but gratitude wasn't something he offered lightly.
"Let me guess. You did not come there just to heal me. You need me to stand before the crowd again. To explain how this wasn’t Eirik Stormcrow, the Vessel, versus the evil Order. It was... Eirik Stormcrow and the true Order versus one power-mad Chantress. Correct?"
A smile touched Mara’s lips.
"Can't you at least wait until the healing is done?"
"We can. Or we can do it now if I had guessed correctly." Eirik shrugged his good shoulder. "I’ll do it. It serves Abercrombie too. We don’t need that kind of holy war on our doorstep. But I need to ask… Why? Why intervene at all? Why decide to help me?"
Mara lowered her hands.
"Because the alternative," she stated flatly, "would have been the Order butchering scores of innocent people. Varina was unhinged enough to attempt it. You saw her." Her gaze hardened slightly. "Don't act like orchestrating that chaos wasn’t your master plan from the moment she silenced the crowd."
"It wasn't the entire plan," Eirik flexed his aching hand again. The deep tissue pain still throbed. "But the 'why' I'm asking goes deeper than that. We both know you stepping in, revealing yourself, binding Varina… that wasn't just charity. It means much more. Who’s backing you, Mara?"
"You ask too much, Eirik. For a bastard."
Eirik’s lips twisted into a smile. He pushed himself upright from the stool, rolling his stiff shoulder. The pain sharpened his focus.
"A bastard," he repeated, "who just survived the Order’s executioner. A bastard who retook this fortress, built these walls, drew hundreds and soon thousands. A bastard who was just offered the hand of the Earl of Ironhelm’s daughter. Seems like the definition of ‘bastard’ is changing."
Mara's lips thinned.
"So stop with the ‘bastard’ crap, Sister Mara. Treat me as what I am: a powerful player on this board, however new my pieces might be. What pawn am I in your game? And how do you want me to play my role?"
The lantern light casted shadows across Mara’s face. For the first time since she’d entered the chamber, Eirik saw genuine surprise in her eyes.
Mara quickly resumed the priestly authority she’d projected.
"You truly want to know? Once you step onto this path, Eirik, there’s no stepping back."
Eirik took a step closer.
"I prefer sooner than later. Before Varina’s allies decide burning Abercrombie to the ground is a worthwhile lesson. I need to know the storm I’m sailing into, Mara. Give me the charts."
Mara took a slow breath.
She studied him. The defiance wasn’t purely petulance. He was, as he’d bluntly stated, a player.
"You are… different. And that difference is precisely why we’re having this conversation, Eirik Stormcrow. Tell me. What have you observed about our faith? The Faith of the Frost Mother. Out there."
Faith? Where is she going with this?
"My observation was that it seems pretty lively out there. They were ready to tear Varina apart."
"It looked lively because it born of desperation and the ideal they projected on you." Mara countered swiftly. "Not the abiding belief that once held the North together through centuries of darkness. Do you think that fervor would hold if you're gone tomorrow?"
Eirik was taken aback by the sudden intensity in her voice.
"Look at the lords, Eirik. The men who wield true power in the North, under whose rule the faithful live and die. Name one you’ve met who genuinely, deeply believes? Who doesn't merely pay the tithe, attend the frost-feast out of obligation, and use the Order as a political lever?"
Eirik thought of the lords he'd interacted with so far: Borin, Flint, Varn, Cedric... her point was quite clear.
"None," he admitted quietly. "None truly. The only one noble who seems to hold a flicker…" He considered. "…is Isolde Fenrir."
Mara nodded slowly.
"You see it. Most don’t, or won’t admit it. The Faith is becoming an empty shell. A fading tradition we perform because our ancestors did, not because we feel the Mother’s breath upon our skin. The connection… the wonder… is vanishing."
The lantern light caught her now fierce gaze.
"The High Chantress… she assumed her mantle nearly five years ago. She saw this decay with a clarity that terrified her. She wouldn’t… couldn’t… preside over the slow death of the Frost Mother’s light in the North. So, she did something… unorthodox."
Eirik raised an eyebrow. "Unorthodox?"
"A secret endeavor," Mara confirmed. "A new society. Operating within the Order’s structure, yet parallel. To discover how the Frost Mother truly manifests Her grace in this changed world."
Understanding clicked into place for Eirik.
"And you’re part of this society. You’re not just a wandering priestess who happened upon Abercrombie. You were sent."
"Yes," Mara confirmed. "The news of the statue, the ice walls… it reached the Everwinter Peaks like a thunderclap. An untrained channeler wielding Frost Mana on a scale unseen? Showing the Mother's form? Drawing pilgrims like moths? It was impossible. The High Chantress herself sent Varina… but she also sent me."
"To watch me?" Eirik guessed.
"To understand you. To step in if needed." Mara's mouth tightened. "The High Chantress isn't a law unto herself, Eirik. She must balance a swamp of groups within the Order. Conservatives, traditionalists, militarists, mystics… Varina belongs to the most powerful and rigid one – the Ascendant Circle."
Mara’s expression tightened.
"They fear what they don't understand, Eirik. They fear you. They send Varina not just to study you, oh no. She was sent to crush you, or bring you totally under their control, as an example."
Eirik absorbed this.
"So," he said. "Somehow… I become a piece in your power play. The pawn for the High Chantress’s ‘renewal’. And conveniently," his voice turned icy, "if your faction misplays its hand, if the Ascendant Circle strikes back… I become the first sacrificial lamb."
Mara didn’t flinch.
"Again, Eirik," she replied, "Do you have a choice? If we withdraw? Varina was one Chantress. Imagine three. Five. They won't risk another public spectacle. They'll dismantle your walls from within, plant whispers of doubt, fund rival claimants… or simply bury Abercrombie and everyone in it under an avalanche of ‘divine retribution’."
Her gaze pinned him.
"The moment you defied Varina, the moment you forced her hand and revealed the Ascendant Circle's brutality to hundreds of witnesses, you bound your fate to ours. Whether you like it or not, whether you want it or not."
The small chamber felt suddenly suffocating.
Eirik flexed his newly freed fingers, realization crystallized in his mind.
"I get it now, Sister." He took a deliberate step towards her. The proximity was almost intimate. "You were still hiding something from me. Yes?"
"Commander?"
"Don't," Eirik cut her off. "You weren't sent here just to help me with Varina, were you? Not just to observe the miracle. Just like her…" He gestured vaguely upwards. "...you were also sent to test me. Except hers was a hammer blow, yours..." He leaned in. "...yours was a scalpel."
"Eirik, I—"
He talked over her.
"Forcing my hand with that sick child. That was your test, am I right?"
Mara’s lips parted, but no sound emerged.
"And if I’d made the wrong choice? If I’d played the proud demigod, soaking up the worship? Or worse, if I’d refused Mara outright, condemning the boy to die while hiding behind my perceived image? I’d probably be dead by now, right?"
The practiced serenity Mara wore began to crack.
Eirik didn’t relent.
"So when you forced my hand, when you made me stand before those people and confess the hard truth – that my power is building things, and building things only, not divine healing or miracles on demand – if I’d refused? If I’d fed them the lie they wanted, played the Chosen Vessel to the hilt, nurtured that nascent cult of personality around myself… that would have been it, wouldn't it? I’d have failed your test."
He moved closer, stopping just short of touching her.
"And failure would have meant termination. By your hand, Sister Mara. The quiet healer, the subtle observer. You had the knife ready all along."
"You are speaking very dangerously now, Commander. Accusations fueled by pure specul—"
"ADMIT IT!" Eirik roared. "Don't dress it up! Don't portray yourself as some righteous angel battling the demonic Ascendant Circle! I see the game now. Give it to me straight! If you had seen me slipping, if you saw me embracing that godhood the crowd wanted to thrust upon me, you were authorized – ordered – to end me. Am I wrong?"
The air between them seemed to thicken.
Then, Mara's breath escaped in a long exhale.
"Varina did have a point, you know. In her own… inflexible way. You step out of your bounds too quickly. With all the subtlety of an avalanche. You grasp power, manifest it in ways unseen for centuries, and then you build a fortress, a statue, a following in a matter of weeks. You defy established lords… and then you confront the Order itself on your very doorstep."
She closed the last inch of distance between them.
"And frankly, Commander, what do you want? To be king? To tear down the old world and build one entirely of ice? To become a new god? You move with terrifying speed, Eirik Stormcrow. Varina saw only the potential for heresy. She acted as she was trained to act: eradicate the source of instability. Brutally, yes. Foolishly, as it turned out. But understand this: from the Everwinter Peaks, your rise looks less like a miracle and more like a wildfire threatening to consume everything."
She let the weight of her words settle between them, and continued:
"Like I said earlier, you survived only because of the High Chantress' true devotion to the Frost Mo—"
"Stop."
Eirik's voice cut through hers like a blade.
"Don't finish that sentence, Sister. Don't wrap me in your righteous cloak of 'faith revival'. I get it. The Frost Mother’s light dims. The lords are faithless hypocrites. The Order is rotting from within, factions clawing at each other. Your High Chantress has a noble vision, a secret society. Fine. Admirable, even." His lip curled in a sneer. "But don't pretend your hands are clean. Don't stand there dripping sanctimony after you used a dying child as bait."
A tremor ran through Mara before she could lock it down.
"You and your High Chantress might be noble in your ideas," Eirik pressed, "but you know as well as I do that noble ideas die screaming in the mud unless you're willing to get your hands filthy to make them real. You waited. You watched Varina push me to the brink. You let that mob violence boil over. You saw people ready to die for me against the Order. Only then did you step out of the shadows. Not to stop the bloodshed sooner, but to seize control at the absolute moment it would bind me most tightly to you. That, Sister Mara, makes you just another player on the board. A smarter one than Varina, perhaps. But a player nonetheless."
He flexed his arm again, the thawing arm throbbing in protest.
"I do not reject the innocence and good hearts. That miner? That mother? They gave their lives for me today. They believed in something. Their sacrifice burns in me, Mara. It demands I make this place worth it. But you?" He shook his head slowly. "You must not keep playing the pious healer in front of me. Theatrics don't do either of us any good. Not anymore. We saw each other's knives tonight. Let's dispense with the velvet gloves."
The lantern's flame wavered, throwing distorted shadows that danced across the chamber walls. Mara's face had become impassive again.
Finally, she spoke.
"Your boldness is dangerous and irritating. Eirik Stormcrow. You should know that some truths, most truths, wear clothes for a reason. People do not meet each other naked on open ground. It invites… contempt."
She drew in a breath, wrestling her anger back under control.
"Now I begin to understand why so many powerful individuals find you fundamentally… disagreeable. This? This is not how the game is played. You do not speak thusly to someone who just preserved your life and your fortress."
Eirik met her fury without backing down.
"Oh, Sister Mara. People are going to despise me regardless of how prettily I phrase it. As you so aptly observed earlier, I’m a wildfire threatening their tidy little world."
A grim humor touched his lips.
"Perhaps that’s why I appreciate the nakedness of it. I burn their pretentious clothes away and force them to stand revealed in the cold light. Just as I stand before you now. Let honesty be the bedrock of whatever alliance we forge here so that resentment doesn’t fester beneath the surface."
Mara's eyes narrowed to slits.
"Very well, Lord of Abercrombie. Since you insist on nakedness. What do you want from the Order? From me? Name your price."
Eirik pushed himself fully upright.
"Trust."
Mara blinked.
It wasn’t what she’d expected after his tirade. A brittle laugh escaped her lips.
"Trust? After that little… exhibition?"
She didn’t wait for an answer. With a sharp, almost theatrical gesture, she mimed plucking something insubstantial from her heart. She held her cupped hands out towards him, palms up.
"There you have it, Commander Stormcrow. ‘Trust’. Freshly plucked. Handle with care. It’s terribly delicate. What exactly do you propose I do with it? Frame it? Wear it as a pendant? Will it repel Skarls?"
Eirik didn't react to her sarcasm.
"Yes, it will. I don't thrive under manipulation, Mara. I need to want to build what you need built, not just obey because I'm shackled or scared. That's when I do things best. When I own them. Can you do that? Can the High Chantress?"
Mara’s eyes, moments ago furious, softened imperceptibly.
"Yes," she said. "You have my trust. For now." She emphasized the caveat. "If you are worrying about me staying here breathing down your neck, I won’t. You do you, Commander."
A faint glint entered her eyes.
"But I will still send someone. To manage the faithful. To teach. Before you inadvertently spew some poorly conceived, half-baked philosophy that sounds suspiciously like heretical teachings born from sheer ignorance. That would give our enemies in the Ascendant Circle the easiest field day they’ve ever had. Is that trust enough?"
Eirik met her gaze, the raw honesty they’d just clawed through making the answer clear.
"Enough."
"Good." Her gaze swept over his thawed arm. "So. You feel healed? Functionally? Able to stand without collapsing?"
Eirik flexed his fingers again, unable to hide a wince.
"I can stand. Collapsing… remains a possibility, though."
Something like fond exasperation crossed Mara's face.
"Go address the crowd, Eirik. They need to see you alive. Standing. Defiant, even. It steadies the ground beneath everyone’s feet."
"One more thing, Sister." He met her eyes squarely. "Varina. When she stood near the statue… she sucked Mana Fragments out of me. Like draining a well. A lot. Thousands. I want compensation. What kind of Mana Fragment… containers… do you people have tucked away in those holy vaults? I need lots. Lots."
Mara tilted her head, studying him with renewed intensity.
"So that’s your bottleneck, Commander." she murmured, almost to herself. "Others expend their mana fragments solely on ascending their realm... But you… you have to pour yours into the very earth beneath your fortress, into its growth and structure… and fuel the expression of your abilities yourself. A dual burden. No wonder you constantly scrape the bottom of the barrel."
"Very much indeed a bottleneck. One the Ascendant Circle would kill to understand."
Without another word, Mara stepped forward.
The scant space between them vanished. Her scent filled his senses. She was close, so close he could see the faint tracery of pale lashes framing her intense eyes.
"What… what are you—?"
She didn’t answer. Her hand lifted to press flat against his chest, just above his heart.
"Gelu... Fontem," she whispered.
Then, it hit him.
A torrent. It wasn't like the healing warmth flooding him; it felt like a subterranean river of pure, liquid sunlight had burst its banks inside his veins.
[MANA FRAGMENTS +1000]
[MANA FRAGMENTS +1000]
[MANA FRAGMENTS +1000]
[MANA FRAGMENTS +1000]
[MANA FRAGMENTS +1000]
[MANA FRAGMENTS +1000]
[MANA FRAGMENTS +1000]
...
A low groan escaped him. The sensation was so intense, so utterly vital, that his knees nearly buckled.
"This is probably the strangest thing I've ever said to a priestess... but please, don't stop."
Mara held his gaze for a heartbeat longer. Then, as abruptly as she had initiated it, she broke the connection.
[MANA FRAGMENTS: 19,200/10,000]
[WARNING: Mana Fragment Reserve exceeds Capacity! Excess MF Must be Spent Within 3 hours!]
"Now," her voice regained its customary firmness. "Address the crowd."
She turned away.
Eirik stood rooted for a moment, swaying slightly, not from weakness now, but from the sheer, disorienting after-effect of the mana surge.
Nineteen thousand fragments.
More than he’d ever held at once. Enough for a Level 3 kingdom core upgrade and customized buildings to finish the final tutorial quest.
He took a shuddering breath, trying to ground himself.
Something soft and heavy thumped against his chest, just above his heart. He fumbled instinctively with his good hand, catching a small, thick volume bound in worn, unadorned leather before it fell. He stared at it.
"What…?"
He started to call after Mara, who was already disappearing into the shadows of the tunnel.
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JW Saxby
“Please, don’t stop.” That line killed me 🤣🤣🤣 I tip my hat to the author 🎩 👌🏼😁 Thank you for the chapter 🍻
