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Hello Tokyo！
🕑 Added 2022-07-05 15:00:06 +0000 UTC
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English version：
Today's entry is mainly to commemorate the greatest trip of my life so far - now that I am an international student.
Also, I'm sorry for not posting any notes for such a long time and for making everyone worry.
From now on I'll get back to work as soon as possible and continue to work on the game!
It was the first time in my life taking an airplane. BBQ lived in a very small city, and it is not too much to say that it is a countryside. The weightlessness of the plane as it took off was really exciting, and the evening sun I saw with my own eyes was actually countless times more beautiful than this photo.
In order to pass through customs smoothly, I started to work from 6:00 am and didn't eat anything until I got on the plane. This airplane meal made me feel full of life. By the way, my first Japanese sentence in my life was: お茶、お願いいたします.
When I was about to land, it was the first time I felt that I could be at an almost parallel height with the moon. It was amazing that the moon, which I had only been able to look up at since childhood, could now be seen from the side.
After a 4-hour journey, I finally arrived in Japan. Looking down from the plane at the line of city lights, it gave me the solid feeling: Ah, I have finally realized my dream.
I'm sure I couldn't have imagined that I would be able to go to school in the big city that I had always dreamed of, and that I would finally be able to live in a big, busy and unfamiliar city one day. The excitement and anticipation of the new things I would face as an adult made me tremble slightly. The heat of 37 at night in Tokyo is not as hot as the pulsing of my heart, and I will start a new life of my own.
Finally, Hello Tokyo!
June 27 (Unpublished entry)
Ostensibly this entry is to mark the 30th day of first place in the collection, but in reality I want to spill the beans on my life lately.
I'd rather say I'm on the biggest trip of my life so far.
I'm typing these words in a very average hotel with very poor internet, and as I write these words I'm worried if I'll be able to send them. And as of last night, I was in a state of no monitor, no sound, and no keyboard.
In order to solve these problems, I looked for a lot of computer stores near the hotel, and finally was borrowed a small 20-inch monitor. By the way got the monitor converter, keyboard. Went to buy a small speaker and Bluetooth converter (because I dropped my own). Finally, now I can use the computer to work again. Although in a few days I will not be able to work again and I need to reload the computer into the suitcase.
To be honest running around in a strange city on a bike in this heat to borrow things makes me anxious and I wonder why I can't choose a path that makes it easier for me. But on the other hand, I know very well that I am not an idle person, I am like an autistic person who has been running away from the crowd, I am away from my past relationships on the one hand, and going to new places to meet new people and things on the other. Only when I stop, I would wonder - maybe I don't have to work so hard. But this thought will soon disappear, because I know that these things are what I have to do, and only when I truly believe that I have accomplished my goals, I can really rest wholeheartedly.
By the way these words above are probably just my ramblings and probably just too annoying to write so much crap. As for the reason... I was bitten by mosquitoes more than 20 times last night when I was sleeping, I have lived for more than 20 years, the first time I know that mosquitoes can bite even the scalp!
中文版：
今天的記事主要是為了紀念自己至今人生中最偉大的壹次旅行——現在，我從大學生變成了壹名留學生。
以及，這麽長時間沒有發布記事，讓大家擔心了十分抱歉。
從現在開始我會盡快恢復工作狀態，繼續開始遊戲的制作的！
這是我人生中第壹次坐飛機，BBQ生活在壹個很小的城市，說是鄉下人也不為過。飛機起飛時候的失重感真的很刺激，而我親眼所見的晚霞其實比這張照片美麗無數倍。
為了順利通過海關，從早上6點我就開始忙碌，直到坐上飛機什麽都沒吃。這頓飛機餐讓我有滿血復活壹般的感覺。順便，我人生中第壹句日語是：お茶、お願いいたします。
這是我快要著陸的時候，我第壹次感到我和月亮竟然可以處於幾乎平行的高度。從童年開始只能仰望的月亮，竟然如今只需側首便可以望見，真是奇妙。
經過4小時的旅程，我終於到達了日本。從飛機上向下看著城市光亮連成的壹條條線，讓我有了：啊，我終於實現了自己夢想的實感。
當年的我肯定無法想象我竟然可以靠自己的能力進入我最夢寐以求的大城市去上學，我終於有壹天可以在繁華又陌生的大城市生活。終於成年的我將面臨壹切又壹切嶄新的事物，興奮與期待讓我微微顫抖。東京夜晚37的高溫也不及我心臟脈動的熱血，我將開始屬於我的全新生活。
最後，Hello Tokyo！
6月27日 （未發布的記事）
表面上這篇記事是紀念收藏數達到30日第壹名，實際上我是想吐槽壹下最近的生活。
說是生活，不如說我正在進行截至目前我人生中規模最大的壹場旅行。
我正位於壹家環境很壹般的賓館中打下這些文字，網絡很差，當我寫下這些文字的時候我很擔心我能不能發出去。而且截止昨晚之前，我處於沒有顯示器、沒有音響、沒有鍵盤的狀態。
為了解決這些問題，我在賓館附近找了好多電腦店，最後是借來了壹個20寸的小顯示器。順便弄來了顯示器的轉換器，鍵盤。去買了壹個小音箱和藍牙轉換器（因為我原本有的丟掉了
）。終於，現在我又可以使用電腦工作了。雖然再過幾天就又不能用了，我需要把電腦重新裝到行李箱裏面。
說實話在這麽熱的天氣下，騎著自行車在壹個陌生的城市裏跑來跑去的借東西讓我很焦躁，我在思考為什麽我不能選擇壹條讓自己更輕松的道路。但另壹方面我又很清楚我不是壹個閑得下來的人，我就像是壹個壹直在逃離人群的自閉癥患者，我壹方面遠離自己過往的各種人際關系，又壹方面的去新的地方結識新的人與事物。只不過當我停下來的時候，我也會自我懷疑——也許我沒必要這麽拼。但是這個想法很快會消失，因為我知道，這些事情是我必須去做的，只有我真正的相信自己完成了我的目標，我才能真正的全身心的休息。
順便壹提上面這些話可能只是我的胡思亂想，可能只是因為太煩了才寫了這麽多廢話。至於原因...我昨晚睡覺的時候被蚊子咬了二十多下，我活了二十多年，頭壹次知道蚊子連頭皮也能咬的！
