Weekend ponderings… 🤔
🕑 Added 2023-03-04 11:41:54 +0000 UTCGood morning beautiful people,
I hope you’re all having a stunning weekend. I had a wonderful theatre outing last night with a friend of mine to the West Ends latest smash hit “My Son’s A Queer (But What Can You Do). It’s a beautiful one man show about this particular actors parents and how they always encouraged him to be 100% authentically himself… safe to say, given my own family circumstances, I was a blubbering mess. But, it reaffirmed something for me.
Stockholm, as you’ll see in tomorrows video, was an emotional experience for me that fit together a lot of puzzle pieces that i’ve been unable to put together since covid. And this show reaffirmed what stockholm first brought into my head… I need to be working as a creative.
So, I have decided that in the not so distant future I am going to be parting ways with lululemon and jumping head first into life as a full time creative. My soul needs the fulfilment.
Something covid has taught me is that the comfort of a salary doesn’t bring me happiness - being creative does.
This may sound wild to people who aren’t creative and honestly it’s hard to put into words but it feels like 100% the right decision (as scary as it is). The thought of being able to dive head first into creating content for Patreon and YouTube as well as opening back up my work as a freelance photographer and content creator excites me more than anything has in years.
Life is too short to play it safe… 📸
Love, always ♥️
p.s i’m so excited and nervous for you guys to see tomorrows video. It’s my favourite thing i’ve created. ever.
Comments
Michael
Ah, yes of course - even better!
Jackie-Ross Lavender
This has really warmed my heart. Thank you so much, Bekki! ♥️
Jackie-Ross Lavender
Thanks, Dennis!
Jackie-Ross Lavender
I have too many regrets in terms to my performing career… I don’t want to make that same mistake with creating content!
Jackie-Ross Lavender
Everything for a reason. I always believe it. ♥️
Jackie-Ross Lavender
Me too!!! I’m scared but excited!
Jackie-Ross Lavender
well i’ll actually have time to post on YouTube again which in turn will result in patreon growth!
Bekki Babineau
Jackie - you are an inspiration! I could sense a change in your outlook by your posts on Twitter while you were in Stockholm. That trip was a gift to yourself in a variety of ways. So proud of you for taking this leap and in awe of your bravery. You can never lose when you follow your heart.❤️ I cannot wait to see what the future has in store for you and to enjoy the fruit of your creativity! Much love and positive vibes coming your way!
Jackie-Ross Lavender
in my current role I would have to be full time. plus retail is kind of destroying my soul. will probably find a little theatre front of house evening job to keep the income supplemented while i transition.
Douglas Rayner
Could you do a phased transition? Slow down at Lulumon before leaving? Maybe that would be hard to keep two mindsets going during that period?
Dennis Verner
Go for it Jackie!
Jayne Riley
You should follow your dreams you only have one life and you should take the chance while you can as you would regret it if you didn't try.
Graham & Ruth May
Wow! Amazing news! I am sure that things do happen for a reason and that you’re doing the right thing by following your heart. I am excited to see the next video. As always, I am sending love and wishing you all the very best. x❤️
Rosie Dickinson
Life is too short to not do what you want to do. I am so excited to see where this takes you.
Michael
Great news Jackie (and thanks very much for your speedy response to my DM). I think it'll be good news for you and GREAT news for us with hopefully more content more often. I'm sure that you'll see a growth of Patreon members over time. Here's to the future!
Frances
🥰
Audrey Gunn
Exactly, I look forward to watching everything that you create ❤️
Jackie-Ross Lavender
I also really, really appreciate you right now and you know why… ♥️
Jackie-Ross Lavender
I adore you guys! ♥️
Frances
What a beautiful thing to say! They sure are…. ♥️
Jackie-Ross Lavender
I so hope you enjoy the video. I’ve loved every second of editing it! And you’ve hit the nail on the head about exercising creativity! It’s reminded me why all my actor friends live that unstable life… for the love of art.
Ingrid Machado Pena
Way to go, Jackie! You are amazing, it's going to be amazing! We are with you! ♥️
Jackie-Ross Lavender
Dreams are meant to be followed. I’ve dabbled in this dream so often that I need to fully commit to it… retail jobs etc will always be there if things don’t go to plan!
Lane Wright
I understand both the excitement and the scariness, but you can never regret not doing the things you do. And if you are of a creative nature, life isn’t the same if you’re not exercising that creativity. And, of course, all of us reap the benefits of that creativity. I for one am excited to see tomorrow’s video!
Jackie-Ross Lavender
I still adore lululemon. working here has helped me in so many ways and brought me the time I needed to figure life out a little. Everything for a reason!
Frances
Wow! Im very mich impressed by your decision to follow your dreams. Thank you for sharing this with us! You deserve nothing but the best and I also wish you all the best for this new chapter in your life!!! 🫶🏽
Audrey Gunn
Omg, I'm so excited for you, you are a lot braver than I am, I could never just quit my job and jump into something like this, especially when I know how much working for Lululemon meant to you when you first started there. I saw your post about that show last night on Twitter and was about to ask you what platform it was on before realising it was a theatre show 🙁 would have loved to have seen it. ❤️❤️
Jackie-Ross Lavender
What makes this a whole lot less scary is knowing that I have this amazing community who show me the most incredible amount of support on the daily ♥️
The Homesick Brit
I’m very excited for you and the people who support you (aka us.😉🥰)❤️