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Currently on a "digital detox" due to a panic attack from last night.
🕑 Added 2023-04-19 21:32:45 +0000 UTCSUP MY PATREON CREW.π I uploaded a video on my YouTube channel versus making a long text post due to preventing more screen time from last night's health scare. Feel free to check it out whenever you'd like or if you're interested to hear details but in case you want a short version of it (which I don't mind to make one here for my Crew):
I had a supposed panic attack yesterday which heightened my blood pressure, which I am currently on a double dosage of it until my numbers go back to my usual "normal" level. The reason why I say its supposed is because of having no real confirmation with happened, which is unfortunately normal for people with lupus and on the many medications that we're on to survive. I was advised to take a "digital detox" to not necessarily deal a social media obsession or anything, but to rest my brain and my eyes from the overload amount of screen time that I ideally shouldn't be doing due to my CNS lupus.
As of today and right now, I would like to make a "comeback" on Patreon to at least edit and post what I've already filmed for the month of April for y'all. I will determine that based on how I feel and heal. With the exception of SUGA's comeback, Taeyang and Lisa's collab, and my PIXY concert vlog, I will be taking a longer hiatus on YouTube until I am physically ready to create content again. Also, I will be out of town for my sister's bachelorette getaway from the 20th to the 23rd, and we will be off-grid and amongst nature so I will use my time wisely there to relax, have fun with my sister and our girlfriends, and to focus on healing.
I know 99.9999999% of y'all are super kind and very understanding with me and my health issues, but I'd still like to express my apologies for overdoing myself when I know better than to do that. My parents luckily will provide the financial support for me to start seeing my therapist again to dig deeper into what I am the way I am with my work ethic and how to grab the reins of it.
I hope y'all are doing well, I sincerely mean that. With the tragic news of Moonbin from ASTRO, I can't express enough how important mental health is. And coming from someone who can tend to feel alone a lot due to my certain struggles (physically and mentally), I try my best to remember that I have people who are here for me to guide me through the hard paths in life, and I hope that all of you are aware that others are there for you. Especially me. I love you all, see you soon.
βCAPTAIN LORD XTHINAπ
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Instead of just using medications to manage lupus, you may want to try eating food that does not inflame your disease. Please view this Youtube video and see what you think: youtube.com/watch?v=vmZqxJUSmdY
Rebecca H
Take all the time you need, get plenty of rest, take care of you health, wishing you well! <3
JCotiWhite
Take your time. Please do not overwork yourself. Unplugging every so often is a good thing. Prayers of healing from Corpus Christi....
alec
I don't get panic attacks often, but they start the same way for me. My heart rate randomly just spikes and as I try to brush it off I start to panic that maybe I'm about to have a heart attack or something, then when the physical sensations combine with the mental panicking it's really scary and hard to come down from the attack. Glad you're all good!
Jeremy McVicar
Yep - as stated on YouTube. Take all the time you need to K/Christina. We are here for you and love your content. Please .... take a break. Your not going to loose me as a subscriber at all. I even got my wife Korean wife watching your videos now. IF EVER your in my neck of the country (DC/Capital Region) I'd really enjoy meeting up.
William. C
Sending all the love to you Thina. You truly are a beacon of kindness and good vibes. Take as much time as you need. Health above all comes first. We wish all the best for you, always. ππβ€β€π₯°π₯°
OnceTwice
Take all the time you need - happy to wait until whenever you are ready. Take care and thanks for updating us
Always happy to wait and catch up on everything I missed during my busy life. Glad youβre taking care of yourself!
Megan
Sending lots of love your way, and hoping you feel better soonπ Enjoy your getaway with the girls, thereβs no place more healing than being out in nature π₯°
Cassian
Captain, take all the time you need to rest πβ€οΈ
