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April info / 4月 インフォ
🕑 Added 2022-04-28 20:25:39 +0000 UTCThank you very much for support in April!
4月も応援ありがとうございました
Next month: I will be drawing. As usual, I cannot guarantee anything special for fanbox.
来月は 描き続けます。例によって、fanboxの特別な何かを保証することはできませんが。
[some thoughts and current status]
Some pretty girls this month. Some drawn well enough!
I don't like the april 1st special. If you subscribed for that one - it is very low chance I make anything like that in near future.
But what will I make? I don't know - why am I still drawing? My will to live is very low, that's likely why I am not challenging hard drawings as often as I should. Health is not that well, I should take care of myself better, especially considering what I had suffered before. Am I having fun drawing? well, fun was always very little, its more like a cycle of torment, dellusion and despair, I would say. Though, as I leave trail of my drawings, when I return to some - they do fill me with joy and some characters bring back good memories, some are humorous. I don't know, its complicated.
I must draw more dynamic drawings and pretty clothes. Add that on top of that I often struggle with simple drawings and it takes me a lot of time to draw one, it is hard.
My drawings often lack "sharpness" that many many other artists have "by default", I don't know how they draw like that, maybe I too, had to draw established characters back in 2009. Almost every artist I like been drawing for a very long time indeed.
[いくつかの感想と現状。］(訳が悪いかもしれない)
今月は可愛い女の子が何人か。よく描かれている子もいますよ。
4月1日特集が好きではないのです、近い将来あのようなものを描くことはないと言わざるを得ません。
でも、何を作るんだろう？どうしてまだ絵を描いているんだろう？生きる気力もないし 、だからハードなドローイングに挑戦する回数も減っているのだろう。健康状態もあまり良くなく、もっと自分の体を大切にしなければと思います。私は絵を描くことを楽しんでいるのでしょうか？まあ、楽しみはいつもほとんどなく、むしろ苦悩と妄想と絶望の連鎖のようなものです。でも、自分の絵の痕跡を残しながら、いくつかの絵に戻ると、喜びでいっぱいになるし、あるキャラクターは良い思い出を蘇らせてくれるし、あるキャラクターはユーモラスになる。よくわからないけど、複雑ですね。
もっとダイナミックな絵とか、可愛い服とか描かないと。それに加えて、単純な絵を描くのに苦労することが多くて、一枚描くのにすごく時間がかかるんです、大変なんです。
他の多くのアーティストが "デフォルト "で持っている "シャープさ "が、僕の絵にはないことが多いんです。私が好きなアーティストのほとんどは、本当に長い間、絵を描いています。
Comments
kingWulfe
Take time off, take a break. Enjoy the outdoors if you like or find another hobby to break up the daily routine! Then come back to your art when you feel better. We will be here waiting when you come back!
Folait (フォライト)
Ehh, sure. I am glad you like it. I'll likely resume my struggle soon, I don't know. Not feeling well, maybe due to weather shift.
kingWulfe
The way you draw breasts is perfect, the figures of the women are outstanding and the art where a girl is breastfeeding on another girl is a masterpiece. You’re an amazing artist with a style of art I have been searching for, for eternity!
Folait (フォライト)
I see, thank you.
Francisc Varga
I very much like your choices of color, your drawings are special in that way. I'm sure it's a good thing you're trying to improve and for now I think you're going the right way.
Folait (フォライト)
Thank you, though I cannot agree on these advices. I wonder what even defines my style, it must be the way I color.
Folait (フォライト)
Sure! Thank you.
kingWulfe
Your mental health takes priority, if you don’t find joy in what you’re doing sometimes, take a break. I think your art style is very unique and beautiful. You draw the most gorgeous women. Please don’t compare to other artists so much. I sub to you because of your style. Not other peoples
こよみさ
Thank you for your wonderful work. Don't overdo it when you're not feeling well. I would be happy if you could draw what you like, just like your style.٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و
