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🕑 Added 2018-04-26 01:22:35 +0000 UTC You know, it takes time every once in awhile to really come back to yourself and feel right again. I had the experience today of realizing I've finally done it after what I'm sure some of you detected has been a dry spell.I'm not going to lie--the moon isn't always full and bright over here. It's not always peaceful, and I don't always have good experiences. Sometimes life happens, sometimes people happen, and sometimes, the weather just doesn't want to leave you alone. It all contributes to the energy I have to keep going as I do. I want to always be 110%, but occasionally, that state of being takes a hit.
But I know this, now: I feel restored. For the first time since December, I know precisely what I'm working on now and what I'm going to do next. I don't feel as much at a loss for what to do after, either. And I have the energy and motivation I need to push through and do it.
Why is it always this time of year I come out of a slump? Patterns, I suppose. I'm already thinking that in late summer, I'm going to prepare a "start of the year" kit to burn through the next tide. I can't predict and protect against everything, but I sure can prepare for what I'm able to battle.
Good things are happening, and you'll see precisely what I mean soon with the next video. As always, I appreciate you guys for being here through the cold. Here's to an excellent spring season on the channel and in general!
