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The Current Situation (Important)
🕑 Added 2020-03-17 10:28:49 +0000 UTCHey guys, It's been a while, since the last video and the last updates. I'm here to inform you that the Rouge video is finished and i will upload it here very soon.
Some of you may know that i'm from Italy. Well, the situation is very critical for my country and the Outbreak of this Bastard virus made me fall into a state of depression. It's not a mystery that i suffer from mental illness and, luckily, i didn't catch this COVID-19 (At least, for how i'm feeling now). I've been locked in my house for weeks and i hope this disease won't spread in my home town as well.
Making these videos takes a lot of time and, in the meanwhile, i've been practicing to achieve a smoother animation and some proper lightning; But every time i open SFM i feel demotivated to go on, because i feel frustrated by this situation and, of course, i'm not able to achieve what i want to make. It's a bit hard to explain, but it's a sort of burn out and my head keeps spinning continously. I'm overcome by the different thoughts of fear and anxiety and the constant sensation of anger and frustration of being powerless over my mental sanity and this tragic truth. I'm seeking solace in the fact that i'm not alone in all of this and, hopefully, with unity and determination, we will be victorious once again. iI trust in your comprehension and I hope you're all fine and i'm thankful for your continuous support, even in my undetermined absence.
I'm close to all of you who suffer the same situation.
Eternally yours, Crimson Idol.
