TheCrimsonIdol
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Real talk (Thank you)
🕑 Added 2020-04-30 19:22:32 +0000 UTCTime to give you an update of my current situation.
This month has been very special to me, due to your generous support. I made around 60$ in March and more than 85 in April. I never thought that someone would spend actual money for my videos. This is insane!
I started this project as a joke and i for what i achieved i'm extremely grateful to you all, especially the ones that stood with me since the beginning. I suffer from depression and mental illness and this support made me feel lesser alone and much confident with me and my weird personality and kinks, especially in these current rough times.
In real life, i'm a very shy person, living in Italy as a hermit due to lack of self confidence after harsh times involving my social relationships (I was constantly bullied at school at the age of 13 and the girls i fell in love with always rejected me and treated me like shit).
Lien-da is a very special character for me. I really rely on her and she's my perfect counterpart in this virtual life. I'm really happy that many of you understood my message. In fact, many people's favourite video is "A slave's submission". That one is really important for me and i'll definetly bring you a better remastered version of it in the future.
I'm sorry if i haven't been very active and the Sonamy video is far from complete, but i want to give you guys a video animated at my best. I don't want to release rushed and poor quality content, know this for sure. As a creator, it's me the first who must be satisfied with his work and sometimes i really claim to much for my actual skills. I want to release very few content, but i need to be 100% satisfied and proud of it. It's a matter of professionalism and an artist must have the humility to accept that he is not special and none is bound to support him or her. Quality means everithing to me and i hope i'll achieve what i want to make with my art in many future works to come.
I always feel the need to improve and push the boundaries forward and i hope i won't disappont you. I hope i didn't let you down.
I'm thankful to every penny that you invested in this project. This month re-ignited the creative fire in a period of constant frustration and lack of will and strenght to go on. All content will always be free, but every donation or even a single favourite on oach of my posts means the world to a little project like me.
Without you, this wouldn't be possible and i would have probably quit.
Thank you for everything.
Eternally yours, Crimson Idol.
Comments
Gem2475
Loved reading your message man. From the bottom of our hearts thank-you. Stay strong keep up the great work. We'll get through this pandemic eventually. In the meantime we'll keep supporting the hard work that goes into making these animations.
