TheCrimsonIdol
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A due explanation
🕑 Added 2020-12-13 13:12:37 +0000 UTCHey, everyone!
I'm sorry last month got no video, but in the last weeks i felt really demotivated to go on. I was pretty burned out to be honest. My parents are not supportive in what i do (I keep in secret the fact that i make NSFW animations), because they think it's just a waste of time and i should look for a "REAL" job instead. Plus, my dog is really sick and i don't know how much time he's got left to live, since is 10 years old. Also, there's a guy that really pissed me off, but i'll talk about him here in due time. The making of this new Wave video was proceeding really smoothly, but this time there was really too much anger, frustration and depression that really can't allow me to work on that properly. During those days, i almost thought to quit.
It's sad to say, but that's how i felt. You guys gave me a lot of support and you're the only reason i'm keeping this alive, but behind this content there's a really sad and depressed person, dealing constantly with his inner demons. I'm sorry for this long post, but it wouldn't be fair if didn't let you know.
ATM, the video featuring Wave is on Hiatus and i'm waiting for the new PC to have it out. In the meantime i'm working on a short animation featuring Cream the rabbit and it will be pretty short (45 seconds), so i can have it out in a very short time.
The Wave video will probably be finished by the end of Decembe/ Mid January.
Thanks for your comprehension and support.
Comments
The Crimson Idol
Thanks for the kind words <3. The new content will be out after Christmas, cause i'm buying a new PC for better quality.
Stay strong mate, as a fellow artist (not NSFW) I know how burnout and that motivation can be hard to keep up. For what’s it worth even if your art is niche, we love the work you do and for at least for me your videos sometimes make my day. Just don’t push yourself and keep positive!
The Crimson Idol
Thank you so much <3
Gem2475
We understand completely. Depression is really tough to fight through. Sorry to hear about your dog as well. My advice is to do what you love. Stay positive as much as possible and never force work upon yourself. Continue to be healthy. We're always here for support.
