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PRICING REMINDER, Good News But Oh Dear, Another Meltdown - Suede Of The Union 27/06/2025
🕑 Added 2025-06-27 07:22:29 +0000 UTCTo all you wonderful new and returning patrons: my paid posts will be rolling out soon, so this is your reminder that this is not a "per month" channel, but a "per paid post" channel.
I WILL NEVER GO OVER FOUR PAID POSTS A MONTH, BUT IF YOU HAVE A TIGHT BUDGET REMEMBER THAT YOU CAN SET A MONTHLY PLEDGE LIMIT, OUTLINED HERE: https://support.patreon.com/hc/en-us/articles/115002984506-How-do-I-set-a-monthly-max-for-my-membership
Now then: Good news, bad news, everything in between news! Yaay...?
I have to start off by saying that I'm really grateful for all the returning patrons I've been getting now that I'm putting up the re-uploads more regularly and restarting the rewards. I'm having a lot of fun with the pixelart and I'm really looking forward to returning to Youtube & putting these little guys front and center in the videos again!
Now onto the bad news: The plan this month was for me to write the first video for Youtube, get it edited and then get back to the regular scripting sessions but that was stymied by mental health issues once again. There were two deaths in the family less than a month apart, I actually had to take multiple plane trips and that, along with other issues, fried my brain something terrible, to the point that I had worse Executive Dysfunction than normal. I had to change therapists, and I couldn't even retreat to regular scripting, things got so busy. Luckily I was able to break the surface by doing the tier commissions and regularly uploading the Orange episodes, but not til much too late in the month to finish any new videos.
Basically, this means I will not be able to release a Journey this month as is normal. There will instead be three episode commentaries and the video marathon for Orange (trust me that took a TON of work to make it upload). MAYBE there could be another surprise but it depends on the timeline.
But there is a positive note! As I said, even though I had the meltdown I've pulled myself out of it a lot faster than normal, I actually wrote two new scripts for some short form content that will DEFINITELY be up next month (as in I've already recorded and filmed it and even started editing) and the big Youtube comeback is definitely on track to be only one month delay.
It's hard to believe it's been an entire year since my last post to Youtube, but the experimentation and breakthroughs I discovered with your help and support has caused the future to be more positive than ever. Thanks again for your amazing patience, I know I have hopes every month that have a very mediocre success rate, but what matters is that it is getting better, very slowly and unevenly but the trend is still upward, and that's the best you can ask for when it comes to mental health. Looking forward to the next Watch Me Scripts and I'll hopefully see you on Youtube as well!
Comments
Jaina Shadows
I'm so sorry, Suede. Don't feel the need to apologize. Your family and mental health are more important than content.
Christopher Borriello
My commiseration to you with the executive dysfunction and difficulty finding therapists. My sympathies with the losses.
ShadowLightMew
I too give my condolences but also the make sure you put your health first speech. You are spoiling us with the Suede nostalgia which is greatly appreciated. I'm still catching up on the Orange Crew uploads so that will keep me busy on my rewatch tour. But it is okay to let yourself breathe Suede, we won't mistreat you for it. The content comes when it comes and i look forward to it :)
MysticSamurai1983
Aye you have my condolences for your loss Suede. However, we your adoring fans are here for you till the end and we support and understand, things in life happen. It's now more than ever that good mental health is something we all need to take a closer look at these days. That said we'll be here for you till the Tauros come home. Believe it!
Robert Calhoun
condolences to you and your family on the losses.
