LazyPurple
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Thank you for your patience, "How it FEELS to play Pyro" will be up a week from today (the 19th)
🕑 Added 2019-10-12 23:25:59 +0000 UTCBefore the video releases, I'd just like give a genuine thanks for all of your patience and an apology for not updating this page between here and July.
~Excuses~
I'll keep my excuses brief: I had to move location again and have recently realized that I've been grappling with un-diagnosed ADHD my whole life. It's been a bit of a rollercoaster to realize this, but now that I'm aware of it, I'm not going to use it as an excuse. This Youtube channel has been and always will be my number one priority, and I will continue to do what it takes to put my best foot forward whether that means meds or not.
I would often use my limited focus as an excuse not to write a Patreon post, since writing a post felt like "burning" valuable focus that could instead be spent on producing the video. Basically, I would justify not writing posts by convincing myself that you guys would rather me work on the video than make a post. It's a lame excuse and I will seriously try to post here at least monthly from now on even if it's just to spitball.
~Excuses over~
Anyway, enough of the mopey shit. I am really, really excited to share the finished product of this video with you all. I am still confident that it raises the bar for the series thanks to its consistent theming and custom models from the wonderful Alaxe. The picture attached is from my favorite scene where I chastise a Demoman for being irresponsible with his "toys" (grenades) and getting his "friends" (teammates) "hurt" (killed).
I am currently in a rush to release the Behind the Scenes video one week after the video drops (in time for a Halloween theme), so the patron-only streams will begin after that video drops! I will stream for several days and I've even purchased an El Gato so that I can stream Super Mario Maker 2! I've been having a blast playing it on break and would love to share it with you guys. I've also been considering doing my first-ever "public" stream on my "LazyPurple" Twitch account in November. It would be a Mario Maker charity stream, but with a fun twist! I'll probably talk about it more in the patron-only streams, and I would love to give some Patron viewers actual Moderator status on my main twitch channel to help with the (potentially 24+ hour) stream.
Thank you so much for everything!! And if I ever go dry on Patreon posts again, please feel free to reach out to me on #patrons to ask about my progress! <3
Comments
LazyPurple
Thank you!! I'm looking forward to understanding myself more and more as time goes on, it's something to look forward to!
LazyPurple
No, thank you! Hope to see you there!
LazyPurple
:D This makes me very happy!
You're radical. Understanding your mental health is only gonna help you manage it better and that's always good. I got mad ADHD too. Hope you are able to find the best way to deal with it for you and can't wait for the vid :)
Mogo
I never get email updates that make me gasp, giggle, and run off to grab my partner with exciting news, but this is the exception!
Thanks for working so hard Lazy!
Woo-wee can’t wait to see the video man very soon, keep up the good work dude!
BoyoNylo
Awesome to hear that the video is coming out so soon! Can't wait until then! And thanks for all your work! Hope to be able to catch the Patron-only stream when that happens!
LazyPurple
Happy birthday!! I'll be lookin for you in chat!
LazyPurple
Happy birthday!!! I hope it's everything you're expecting :)
LazyPurple
There's nothing cursed about good parenting ;-;
LazyPurple
Haha I've nearly had enough issues to basically recreate that video, but I'm going for a different spin this time ;)
Lilith June Seraph
oh shit nice!!! it comes out 3 days after my bday! cant wait for the charity stream!!!
Ardate
Super excited about everything that's coming, especially that public charity thing, that sounds great!! Can't wait to see the vid ❤️
Good to hear from you again! cant wait for your videos! (been rewatching How it FEELS to SUFFER in SFM since spooky season began)
Palpameme
What's this cursed image you send me at 1:30 AM?
Hallelujah! Getting the video for my favorite class the day after my birthday. Can't wait!
Fred
Looking forward to the madness ^_^
