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HTM11 - coming soon! (updated)
🕑 Added 2020-08-31 21:58:50 +0000 UTC[[ misery sure loves company! to begin with i had once again worked myself into a corner of exhaustion and stress, and then all of a sudden i find out i'm getting two fucking teeth pulled out, the first of them tomorrow. i'm really fucking anxious and scared and worried about the financial bit (thankfully kubi has offered to help me, bless their heart). but out of consideration for my mental well-being i'm postponing the deadline for HTM11 from august 31st to september 6th.
all the rest of my august content is done & posted so i'll spend the first week of september finishing the tutorial and catching up on icon commissions. after that i'll be back on track and i've lessened my september workload by taking fewer icon commissions this month, plus kubi is gonna help me with the oc spotlight. so throughout september i'll have time to heal up from pulling the second tooth, rest up, and implement a new work schedule that will hopefully be a better fit for me, because i can't keep working myself sick at the end of every month.
i hate having to delay any kind of content and i hate when life throws unforeseen wrenches into my plans, fucking my entire mental state over. but everyone is always so supportive and understanding and telling me to prioritise my own health, so this time i'm a actually going to listen to that advice and give myself more time before i hit the wall completely. thank you everyone and i hope you're ok with waiting a few more days <3
update: in an unexpected turn of events i ended up having the second tooth pulled very shortly after the first. the procedure went ok, but i haven't been able to eat solid food for a few days and i’ve just been constantly hungry, tired, sad, low-energy, and uncomfortable. in this shitty state of mind i haven’t been able to produce content that lives up to my own quality standards. so i’ve decided to postpone the deadline again, because i’d rather take more time to create something i’m proud of and that will be as helpful as possible. the new deadline is "as soon as possible this week." once again i hope you’ll understand and i’m so grateful for your patience. <3 ]]
