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JaM: Chapter 10
🕑 Added 2022-11-23 17:00:12 +0000 UTCSomebody forgot to turn off the Littlespace before she woke up :)
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Jenny woke up and stretched, giggling when her diaper crinkled. She was surprised to wake up as Jenny, she’s never woken as her Little self before. She’d fallen asleep as Jenny many times, so maybe it was normal. Giving Elizabat a hug, Jenny dismissed Jenna’s frantic worries about conditioning and other histrionic fears her big self had thought up. It’s unusual, but it doesn’t feel bad. I usually slip into Jenny when Navi and I talk in the morning, and it’s not weird that I stayed that way.
Since she wasn’t actually two people – I’m not crazy in that way either, big me – Jenny felt Jenna’s surprise at being shut down. Thinking like Jenny took away the frustration Jenna would have wanted to feel. Instead, she walked to the bathroom with a satisfied smile on her face. She was managing her kinky headspace well, something for which Navi and their other girlfriends would be proud.
Jenny’s proud satisfaction crumbled as she came face to face with one of those girlfriends. Her Jenna headspace grabbed the reins in the wake of realizing that she hadn’t put a robe on before leaving her room. Niusha looked shocked to see Jenna in a thin t-shirt and a rumpled diaper.
Heart racing, Jenna scurried blindly through the bathroom door until she bumped up against the wall. Panic bubbled up while Jenna lashed herself with her transgressions. I’m not supposed to do kink stuff out anywhere without warning people. I violated Niusha’s consent. She saw me in my diaper. I need to be more careful!
“Jenna?” Niusha knocked on the half-open door and peeked in. “Are you okay?”
“I’m sorry! Niusha, I didn’t mean to push stuff on you or be gross or anything!”
A touch came out of nowhere. Jenna flinched before she realized she’d pushed her new girlfriend away twice in as many minutes. Hesitantly, she reached for Niusha with her eyes shut. The relief that came with Niusha hugging her raised the hairs on the back of Jenna’s neck.
“What’s up hon? You had this cute smile on your face, then you freaked out.”
“I’m wearing a diaper, I wasn’t supposed to – to – you didn’t consent…”
“Woah there. First off, you’ve sat on my lap in a diaper before, so you already have some baseline for me agreeing to that with you. Second, I can tell you right now that I’m not upset. I appreciate you being considerate, but there wasn’t anything wrong with what you did.” Niusha stroked Jenna’s back, but the touch didn’t soothe. Even if there was no transgression, there was still her horribly embarrassing state of dress.
“I guess. Um, you can go if you want. I’m not trying to uh – if you need to use the bathroom I could leave instead…”
“Jenna, I’ll go if you want me to, but I feel bad. You look upset. What’s going on?”
“I can’t – I know I did diaper stuff with you but that was Jenny.”
“Is that what happened in the hall? You were Jenny until you saw me?”
“I’m not supposed to – I shouldn’t make you deal with my kink headspace.” Despite the embarrassment, and her discomfort with intruding on Niusha as Jenny, she couldn’t make herself pull away from her girlfriend. Niusha’s arms around Jenna felt stabilizing, she realized she was leaning against Niusha and clinging to her.
“You can be Jenny around me whenever you want. I didn’t realize you needed such explicit permission. If it’s ever a problem, I’ll say something. It’s not a problem this morning for sure.”
Gratefully, Jenna surrendered to Jenny. The dreadful tension in her muscles released, she tucked herself against her girlfriend’s body. They hugged in gentle silence as Jenny’s heart slowed.
“Jenna’s got a real thing about rules, doesn’t she?” Niusha pulled back and kissed Jenny on the forehead. “How come you’re so much more relaxed when you’re Little?”
“The rules are still important, but when I’m Jenny I’m not responsible for all of them.”
“Oh? That makes it sound like you need somebody in charge of you whenever you’re Little.”
Jenny giggled and squirmed out of Niusha’s arms. “No, I’m a big girl.”
“Uh huh. I’m a switch, sweetie. I can tell from both sides when someone is testing authority. Navi said I could babysit for you, remember?”
Niusha taking responsibility evoked the feeling of her arms around Jenny. It felt too good for Jenny to even pretend to keep up her mischievous act. “I remember. She said when she’s not here – and she’s not here now.”
“That’s right.” Niusha studied Jenny’s face curiously before grinning broadly. “Damn you’re adorable. This is fun. Do you want me to get you ready for school? I’d have to babysit you for most of the morning.”
“Yes please.” All the chaotic distress of bumping into Niusha vanished as Jenny re-categorized the experience with her babysitter in charge.
“Hmm, I suppose I should feed you first, and let Rachel know that I’m babysitting.” Niusha took Jenny’s wrist and pulled her toward the door.
Jenny had not forgotten why she was headed to the bathroom in the first place and dug in her heels to stop Niusha at the door. “Um, wait, Niusha…”
“What is it honey? We’ll never get you ready for school if you stop every couple of steps.”
“I have to – I just woke up so I have um – I need to – to use the potty.” Scarlett faced, Jenny watched in surprise as Niusha shrugged.
“I’m sure you can hold it, you’re a big girl, remember?”
“What if I wasn’t a big girl?” Jenny trotted nervously behind Niusha, on their way to the kitchen.
“Then you’d use your diapers and the problem would be solved that way.”
“I’d never! You – you wouldn’t want to – to deal with that!” Jenny stumbled down the stairs with her mouth hanging open in outrage.
“Try me and find out.” Niusha smirked. “Hey Rachel. We’ve got a Little girl this morning. Want to help me get her ready for school?”
“Huh? Oh wow, really?” Rachel stepped away from the eggs she was frying and patted Jenny’s diapered rear. “What made you wake up on the pampered side of the bed this morning?”
“I don’t know, I just did. But I need to go – go – p-potty.” The pressure in her bladder wasn’t painful or anything, but Niusha’s unfairness at not letting her go was intolerable. Navi never makes me wait for the potty!
“Looks like your babysitter has other ideas.” Rachel smirked and ruffled Jenny’s hair. “Come get some breakfast. I’ll make you a fun lunch to take to school today too, okay?”
My girlfriends sure are enjoying this, Jenny thought ruefully. Niusha sat her down at the table and Rachel tied a napkin around her neck for a bib. She had to admit it was fun for her too. Breakfast was already shaping up to be more fun than any previous, except maybe the day of sexy corner time. Eggs, bacon, and toast would have been boring to the point of annoyance on another day. That day, Jenna’s eggs and bacon made a smiley face, with her toast on either side as ridiculous ears. She giggled, and kept her legs firmly pressed together.
“Are you really going to make me a lunch?” Jenny dipped the last bit of her toast in the remaining yolk and munched away.
“You bet.” Rachel got up to clear plates, including Jenny’s. “It’s a surprise though. You can’t open your lunchbox until it’s time for lunch.”
“I can clear my plate.” Jenny got up and was immediately snared by Niusha from behind.
“That’s okay, your babysitters can take care of it.” Niusha craned her head over Jenny’s shoulder and pulled the waistband of her diaper open.
“Hey!” Jenny squirmed away from Niusha’s hold, though she had to abandon her efforts as soon as Niusha’s arm slipped down over her full bladder.
“You know your babysitters get to check your diapers.” Niusha said. “Rachel, do you want to check her too, just to make sure?”
Jenny stood, quivering in embarrassment as Rachel slowly walked over and very deliberately pulled her diaper’s waistband out. A whimpering squeak escaped her lips as Rachel made a show of looking into her diaper.
“Our little conversation about rules made some stuff make sense about you, Jenny. You’ve seen Rachel and I naked – and then some. I bet you’d have to agree that it’s fair for us to see you naked too.”
“I – you’re right.” Jenny leaned back against Niusha, grateful for one less thing to explain.
“You’ve been touchy a lot too, lately.” Rachel said, stepping in to sandwich Jenny between her and Niusha. “Does that mean you want us to touch you too?”
“Sometimes,” Jenny whispered. “I’m not sure – exactly…”
“What about your tummy? Is that okay?” Rachel slid a hand under Jenny’s shirt to slowly stroke her tummy.
Sexy heat blossomed over Jenny’s skin. She nodded urgently to Rachel. Niusha had a question about her leg, while she ran her fingers down Jenny’s thigh. Jenny squeaked out a yes. Her girlfriends passed her back and forth between them, touching and confirming. Hips, arms, back, and neck were each asked for and consented to as Jenny leaned into the touches.
“Can I kiss you, Jenny?” Niusha’s lips were poised a hair’s breadth from Jenny’s, but unlike the other touches, she hadn’t made contact yet. Jenny answered by tilting her lips into Niusha’s. An excited thrill blossomed in Jenny’s brain as she kissed her third person ever.
It felt like her early kisses with Monserrat, testing and gentle, but quickly sliding into passion. Unlike those kisses, Jenny was fully comfortable, even eager as she pressed up against her girlfriend. Also different was the sudden extra kiss she got on her shoulder, from where Rachel walked her lips to the back of Jenny’s neck.
The need to pee was a major distraction, and Jenny resented it. Jenna let her know that under no circumstances was she to wet herself. Jenny agreed – grudgingly. The distraction was good for keeping things from going too fast with her first kisses, anyway.
“Can I touch your breasts, Jenny?” Rachel’s voice was low and trembling in Jenny’s ear. The Little girl’s heart leapt to hear Rachel, experienced, proudly-slutty Rachel, so tenderly excited to touch her. Unwilling to abandon Niusha’s kiss, Jenny slid her shirt up in response.
Rachel had touched a lot of breasts. That much was obvious from the first ecstatic touch that caressed Jenny’s soft mounds. Even Monserrat hadn’t known how to thrill and delight her like Rachel did, at least not the first time they’d touched. From teasing strokes across her nipples, to slow spirals across her skin, Rachel sent Jenny’s body humming with pleasure.
Jenna wanted to go to bed with her girlfriends. Jenny didn’t. Surprisingly, Jenna gave in. What they were doing was beautiful and special, and needed to be enjoyed and remembered on it’s own. I want to see what else Rachel is good at, she thought, recognizing it as a Jenna thought. Jenny promised that they would.
In any case, her need to pee was getting worse all the time. The sexy things her girlfriends were doing to her were stealing the attention she needed to keep herself from having an accident. Jenny slipped out from between her girlfriends in a daze. They were looking at her with hungry expressions. I could lie back on the table and let them do everything. Monserrat would be amazed, proud, and so turned on when I told her.
She might have, if her bladder hadn’t crossed the threshold into outright pain. “Usha, I need to go. Bad. Please.”
Niusha’s expression betrayed a difficult decision. Given the circumstances, she was probably considering refusing, so they wouldn’t have to stop playing. The way her face smoothed into a caring smile made it clear which way the decision had gone. Usha was clad in silver in Jenny’s mind, radiating safety second only to Navi.
“Okay, let’s hurry upstairs. We’ll play more like this another time.”
“We’d better.” Rachel licked her lips. “You’re gorgeous, Jenny.”
“I love how you touch me.” Jenny grinned to see Rachel’s eyes light up before Niusha lead her away. Taking fast, trotting steps so her legs wouldn’t get too far apart, Jenny scurried behind her babysitter.
When Niusha got her to the bathroom, she inexplicably turned away. Jenny stood in shock until Niusha got as far as the door then whimpered. “Usha – what are you doing?”
“Huh?” Niusha turned around, blinking in surprise. “Do you need help?”
“Navi always helps.” Jenny blushed and crossed her legs.
“You really trust me, don’t you?” Niusha tore the tapes on Jenny’s diaper and set her on the toilet. A relieved gasp burst out of Jenny when she let go, loudly into the potty.
“You’re my babysitter, my girlfriend, and I love you.”
“This is so intimate. What else will you let me do for you?”
“You’re the babysitter.” Jenny shrugged.
“Wow. I don’t think – nobody has ever submitted to me that completely. It’s really hot. Is it hot for you too?”
“I wanted to lay down on the table for you and Rachel. I still do but – another day?”
Niusha grabbed Jenny’s face and kissed her, catching the Little girl off guard. Her potty wasn’t even done! Trembling, she let Niusha’s tongue explore her mouth. The dirtiness of it left her dripping, though she’d finished with the potty.
Niusha put Jenny in the shower and washed her. Every stroke of the washcloth brought their hearts closer, until neither of them knew if they wanted to cry or entwine their legs together. Being dressed by her babysitter was every bit as tender, though embarrassing as well. Niusha had tugged a pullup up Jenny’s legs instead of panties.
“You almost had an accident this morning,” Niusha said, in response to Jenny’s questioning look. I’m going to text Navi to let her know that, and that you’re wearing protection today.”
Jenny swallowed hard. “Okay Usha.”
“Can we – do this again sometime?”
“You mean babysit me in the morning?”
“Yes.” Niusha leaned in for a gentle kiss.
“I’d like it.” Jenny said, laying her head on Niusha’s shoulder. “Whenever you want.”
“Don’t you get a diaper every night? What if I wanted to babysit you every morning?”
“That’d be too much work.” Jenny shook her head.
“Wouldn’t that be for your babysitters to decide? I bet Rachel would like to take the lead too. Heck, if Clarissa moves in, we’d have three babysitters for you to rotate between.”
The prospect had Jenny dancing on her tiptoes before she realized what she was doing. She expected a protest from her Jenna side about losing herself to the kinky game. To her surprise, that wasn’t a worry. Jenna was more concerned that doing it every day might become boring. Jenny reminded her big self that being Little at night was showing no signs of becoming dull.
“I guess my babysitters should decide then.” Jenny and Jenna both were gratified to have surprised Niusha enough to make her gasp.
“I’ll talk to Rachel. Hmm, Monchi sets an alarm for your bedtime, doesn’t she? Maybe you need someone to get you up too. Would that be a good way to know that you’re being babysat on a particular morning?”
“It would be. Should I talk to Navi about it?”
“I don’t think babysitters usually involve the kid they’re watching in that discussion. Rachel and I will talk to Navi about it.”
Jenny shivered. That would have been too much before she became Silver. I don’t think I could have trusted her before she became Usha. Now it feels even more safe. Navi and Usha will make sure I’m taken care of.
“Thank you, Usha.”
“You’re welcome, darling. You need to get downstairs now. I’m sure Rachel is ready with your lunch, and you need to get to the bus.”
“It’s that late already?”
“Breakfast took a lot longer than usual today, cutie. I’ll have to get you up a little earlier on babysitting mornings so Rachel and I have more time to play with you.”
Jenny giggled and kissed Usha again. She got her butt squeezed for her trouble, reminding her of her padded underwear. In an excited, blushy tizzy, she hurried downstairs to get a lunchbox and a kiss from Rachel.
With just one class between her and lunchtime, Jenna didn’t have to wait long to see what Rachel had packed for Jenny. The first plastic container had baby carrots and ranch dressing. The next was filled with chips. Rachel had found one of Monchi’s applesauce packets and included it, along with a small bottle of what looked like lemonade. At the bottom was a container with a sandwich container and a baggie with a trio of Oreos.
The pbj sandwich had its crust sliced off and was cut on the diagonal. Best of all, the container bore a sticky note that read, “Be sure to eat your sandwich first, like a good girl. – Rach” The words were inscribed in a heart.
Monserrat is coming to find me after lunch, Jenny thought as she munched on her sandwich in the wan spring sun. I hope she’s ready to be Navi, because there’s no way I can be Jenna right after eating this.
The great thing about Navi was that she could be trusted unconditionally. Jenny ate her lunch in good-girl order, sandwich first, then her carrots, then the treat stuff. When her big, beautiful fiancé arrived, she was already Navi.
What Navi didn’t expect, was to be greeted by Jenny proudly declaring, “Navi, I kept my pullup dry!”
Comments
Sounds good. I can’t wait.
Usha earned Jenny's trust there for sure. We're nearing the end of the 2nd JaM novella (the story will continue) so we've got at least one more significant moment in Navi and Jenny's ABDL relationship coming soon too!
Good chapter. Jenny had a fun morning and Jenna is taking a back seat more and more. I love the fact that Jenny’s babysitters let her go potty. It wouldn’t have been right for Navi not to be the first person she had an accident around. The thought of Jenna/Jenny going off to school in a Pull Up is super exciting. I’ll have to read the next chapter before I read the new “Little” to see what happens.
Paul Bennett
Oh my what a fun morning Little Jenny had. Great chapter.
