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June Update and the Future of Things
🕑 Added 2019-06-20 14:47:49 +0000 UTCHey, everyone~
It's been a while since I've updated you all on things so I want to go ahead and do so now.
I've gone to counseling for my depression and in general I feel like I've recovered from it. The downside though is I've still got heavy anxiety issues that is, unfortunately, still tied to my art. I'm taking medicine in the hopes of curving this, but so far even if I manage to sit down and draw for any length of time without having a panic attack I'm half as fast as I used to be. A drawing that would take 4 hours now takes 8. It's bad and I'm trying to work through it but I've come to the conclusion In my current shape I just can't subsit off my art anymore.
So I'm backing away from the art scene for a while till I've recovered more.
In the meantime I'll still be drawing stuff and uploading stuff, but it will be small little things for myself rather than big commissions or comics. Vore and smut will still be flowing just slower and with bits of SFW stuff like this character doodle of a redpanda/tanuki hybrid. (a Wanuki if you will :P) He's a character for a pathfinder game I'll be joining in the future.
That all being said I do owe art from my previous auction that I still need to complete. So those will happen eventually as well... I feel really bad for how long it's taking but I will get them done! (and hopefully continue the series at some point...)
Besides that, I'm planning to go back to school for Graphic Design. It's my hope that trying a different field of art might help get my creative juices flowing again as well as knock me out of this bad anxiety I've been having. Also it will give me a decent chunk of experience I want to learn and connections to other possibilities (like landing a design job)
Currently I'd love to be able to work as a concept artist or learn 2d/3d animation, but the former is not viable as my portfolio consist of mostly NSFW art so I feel I would not be able to go anywhere with that. The latter I have to learn, either on my own or go to school for, neither of which is very viable atm.
So ya, that's my life currently. Stuck at my grandparents, helping them exist while I live for cheap and try to get over myself. Sorry If I've not been the most around online. I've kinda hovelled up a wee bit. I'mma try and be more social again.
But, as it comes down to Patreon, take this as a note that while I'm still going to update art It's not going to necessarily be frequent. I understand if people wish to leave for the time being as I've not been outputting very much.
That being said, for all those that have stayed my patrons, as well as those who will continue to stay, thank you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
It's one of the few beacons of hope that have helped bring me back and have helped me avert a financial issue or two. It warms my heart that kind people like you exist and there is nothing I can do to repay such kindness, but I will try to get better and produce more. It's the least I can do.
