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(22) November Yapping 2025
🕑 Added 2025-11-03 12:00:11 +0000 UTCmost stable cat you'll encounter
[I apologize for the keypresses / mouse clicks / mic futzing / and other sounds that aren't my voice.]
some CORRECTIONS because I think better after the fact:
**not being happy with what I create was the wrong wording. It's more of a dissatisfaction with how I perceive my work; how it "should" be, and wrongly comparing myself to others even still. I'm always thinking about the next idea, and I rarely appreciate what the current thing is, which feeds into this downward spiral.
**About the break duration, I think the YT people wouldn't even notice a thing due to already scheduled audios. Would be business as usual for them.
Gone fishin'
Comments
CuriosityPJ
Happy birthday!!! 🥳🎉 Welcome, Bloom! Congratulations on the new microphone and the gym progress! 💪🏻 Spending time with your parents sounds like a nice and gentle way to spend your birthday. Make good memories with them to remember them by. My mom is in the final (end-of-life) stage of dementia so I encourage anyone to make the most of the time you have with your family members. I’m sorry to hear that you are feeling unhappy. I truly hope the break is helpful. Perhaps having regular (bimonthly?) breaks would be a good preventative. You are entitled to vacations from your content creation just like any other job. You love what you do/find it “addictive” because it’s fun! But you seem to spiral when you worry about the bigger picture/process and/or the comparison game. STOP THAT! lol 😆 If yapping/venting about your emotions and posting it here is helpful to you, I welcome it. I empathize with mental health struggles because of my own. One of the many reasons I love being one of your patrons is because of the behind-the-scenes content you post that helps me understand what being a content creator is like for YOU. And the struggles you deal with are a part of that. I hope your break is relaxing, regenerative, and rejuvenating. Also, if you haven’t already, please check to see if you’re neurodivergent: https://adhdtestcenter.org/test-guidelines https://embrace-autism.com/autism-spectrum-quotient/#test Sending heartfelt wishes that you feel better soon! 💛🩵🧡
