kerocchi
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Just taking out some feelings
🕑 Added 2019-07-08 19:43:40 +0000 UTCHello guys,
I usually avoid talking about deep private aspects of my life but I just want to let you know what's happening lately if you are interested, and maybe just opening up a bit will help me emotionally. I'm having a bit of a tough moment in my life now, because someone very dear to me is now about to leave.
She's my family and she took care of me a lot of times when I was little, and a teen. She's young, passionated, positive, creative and rebel. She always taught me ways of having fun and feel happy with life, never ran away. We got separated sometime, but on 2019 we met again and I love her more than anything. But she's fighting cruel cancers since years ago and now she's in her last weeks, without me being able to see her. I'm now processing the thought of not being able to hug her ever again and it's killing me inside; also I'm leaving on work trips now and it's possible she won't be there when I come back.
This is making me feel sad and confused, and it's difficult to concentrate on work. I also got back in my Patreon goals while working double and I'm struggling with many different emotions.
I'm doing my best to keep the same motivation in work and going on at the same pace, but also respect my feelings in the process and accept life. Since I started doing erocosplay and opened up my Patreon, I started really feeling happy with myself, and you guys have made me learn and live a lot of incredible things. Thank you for being there and being the best support I could ask for! I know many of you care about me on a personal level as well, and taking this out will help me endure the situation and this way you can also know the reason if some concret thing is not released as soon as I would like.
Kerocchi <3
PS: I got my phone repaired and I'm preparing the selfies/gifs set too to release tonight, don't worry
Comments
Thank you Hazel, it feels good to receive such support. <3
Don't worry. Acceptation is something hard and takes its time. Honour her memory the best you can and don't blame yourself on things you don't control. You are lucky to have those memories on you, and she's lucky to have had you in her life. Big hug.
This is beautiful, thank you
She will never go.. because everything u described her with is reflected on you .. as I see ❤️
