FuShark
patreon
Out of town
🕑 Added 2022-04-27 23:40:15 +0000 UTCEvening everyone, hope you're all doing well. Took a break from sketching commissions today to make something of Jiji. I'm not sure what got me drawing her from behind but once I started I figure I should try it out. I personally hate not being able to draw faces and expressions so I've very rarely done something like this. Decided to try and make the most of it.
I wanted to make something really bright and pretty but uncomfortable at the same time. A cauldron of thoughts brewing in serenity. I tried really subtle things to explore that thought like the angle of the wall, her positioning, and later the brush strokes in the sky. At one point early on I drew a centipede crawling up the wall but felt it disturbed the loneliness I was going for. It was a cheap trick to force the discomfort onto the viewers instead of letting people sit on it.
In the end I'm not really happy with the results. I rushed through it without putting enough thought is all. I'm glad I did it because it reinforced some ideas I'm trying to commit to memory. It was nice to think about Jiji again and her little story and what it could be.
4/29/2022
After a lot of sleep and seeing this again I'm not as unhappy about it as I was. It missed it's mark on my goal but it's nice none the less.
