Golden Crow
patreon
A little talk...
🕑 Added 2022-10-01 06:55:37 +0000 UTCHello my friends. I hope everything is fine with you.
I see my Patreon page as a place where I show my work, but I also see it as a place where I have some freedom to put out ideas and thoughts. And speaking of thoughts, my head has been a little messy lately. I don't remember ever in my life feeling so weak and powerless as I have lately. Dealing with my mother's death has been very difficult. In the last few years, I have dedicated myself almost completely to this battle that I ended up losing. And right after that blow, I still need to sort out the problems that were left behind as I piece together the pieces of what broke in my head. I feel like I'm a little depressed. And I cannot allow this to happen. THAT'S NOT ME. In the worst possible way, this tragedy ended up happening at the same moment I decided to take one of the most complicated steps I've ever taken in the creation of Influencing. I feel like I'm failing in many aspects of my life. And once again, THAT'S NOT ME. I need to get around this, and I will! I will rise up and let out all these ideas and plans that keep spinning around inside my head.
Sorry for the rant. But this is one of the few places where I feel like I can do it. And now I need to do this. The work continues and I will find a way to get back to my normal. I need to do this!
I'm looking for a way to record the work I've been doing in a way that I can see and show it in the future. The short experience with the lives working on the game showed me that maybe I'm crazier than I thought. I will continue with this, but I intend to change the dynamics of how lives work. Code work can be a bit tedious to watch. The idea of lives is that people want to participate in the creation of the game, and not die of boredom. Anyway, I don't know if what I'm saying is making sense. But I will make things better.
Thank you for your support! Take care my friends.
