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Living The Good Life
🕑 Added 2023-04-28 12:24:17 +0000 UTCJasper was a young eighteen year old man, fresh out of high school and considering his college prospects. He lived at home with his Mother and his older sister Kaitlyn. Like any male living in a house with only women it tended to drive him bonkers.
Jasper had a well-kept secret too, one that he was incredibly ashamed of. He suddenly found he had a profound love of diapers, and would secretly order them online or buy them from the local pharmacy when no one else was around. His stash of diapers was kept hidden away in a box under his bed where no one else could find it. Whenever Jasper wore them, it was like a sense of freedom; being able to escape into a world where no one judged him.
His first experience with them came one day when he was snooping around old boxes in the attic. Tucked down below them was an old packet of diapers. For some reason Jasper found himself drawn to them, and without much sense of control he lost the urge to try one on.
The experience was abysmal, the diaper would perhaps had fit him properly ten years ago, but even on his smaller frame it tore the moment he tried to tapped it over himself. He thought after that he would give up, but his desires were relentless and soon he went shopping for them.
He felt guilty about his diaper fetish, but at the same time he couldn't stop himself from indulging in it. It was as if he was addicted to the feeling of being a baby, of being helpless and cared for. He would spend hours lying in bed, wearing nothing but a diaper, imagining himself as a little boy again.
One day, however, Jasper's secret was discovered. It was a Saturday evening and his family had gone out to a party, leaving Jasper home alone. He had taken advantage of the opportunity and was trouncing around the house decked out in his diaper. When Jasper heard the doorbell he panicked and tried to run upstairs to his room, but it was too late. His mother had caught him in the act, standing in the hallway looking incredibly embarrassed.
"What the hell is going on here?" she exclaimed.
Jasper tried to come up with some excuse, but he knew it was useless. He had been caught and there was no way out of it. He stood there, frozen, as his mother walked up to him and looked him up and down.
"Why are you wearing a diaper?" she asked, her eyes narrowing.
Jasper didn't know what to say, he hadn’t known his mother to have much of a temper before but was still terrified of the repercussions.
Jasper's face turned red as he tried to think of something to say. But his mother didn't give him a chance.
"I-I just wanted to try it on," he stammered.
"I can't believe this," she said, her voice rising. "I thought you were supposed to be an adult?"
Jasper couldn't take it anymore. He ran up the stairs to his room, tears streaming down his face. He could hear his mother calling out to him from the bottom of the stairs, but he didn't care. All he wanted was to be alone.
He sat on his bed, hugging himself and crying. He felt so ashamed and embarrassed, like he had been caught doing something terribly wrong. He didn't know how he was ever going to face his family again.
Eventually, his mother came to talk to him, she knocked on the door but Jasper ignored it. After a moment she let herself in and sat down on the edge of his bed.
"Jasper," she said gently, "I want to talk to you about what happened."
Jasper didn't say anything, but he looked up at her with tear-filled eyes.
"I know it might seem weird to you," his mother said, "but I want you to know that there's nothing wrong with what you're feeling. Everyone has their own... interests, you know?"
Jasper couldn't believe what he was hearing. He had expected his mother to be angry or disappointed, but instead she seemed to be understanding.
"I don't want you to feel ashamed or embarrassed," she continued. "You're my son and I love you no matter what. I just want you to be happy and comfortable with yourself."
Jasper felt a weight lift off his shoulders. He had been carrying this secret for so long and now his mother was accepting him for who he was.
“Thank you," he whispered, his voice hoarse from crying.
His mother hugged him, and Jasper felt like he was finally able to breathe again. For the first time in his life, he felt like he could be himself without fear of judgement or rejection.
"But we do need to talk about some ground rules, okay?"
Jasper nodded, still unable to speak.
"First of all, I don't think it's appropriate for you to run around the house nearly stark naked unless you want your sister to find out," his mother said. "And as for changing them... well, I think it would be better if handled that for you from now on."
"What for?" he asked, slightly rattled.
"If you're going to be wearing diapers, I at least want to make sure you don't end up with a diaper rash." she told him.
Jasper could only nod. He felt embarrassed and ashamed, but somehow relieved. His mother had accepted him and that was more than he ever could have hoped for.
"Now baby, how is your diaper holding up do you need changing?"
Jasper blushed at being called a baby, not to mention that he was in quite a desperate need for a change. He shifted on the bed, feeling his soaked diaper squishing underneath him. His mother noticed his discomfort and smiled at him reassuringly. "It's okay, sweetheart. Let's get you cleaned up and into a fresh diaper."
Jasper nodded, feeling a mix of relief and embarrassment. His mother helped him to his feet, gently guiding him towards the bathroom. He felt like a little kid again, being taken care of by his mother. But at the same time, he managed to feel grateful and nervous for what was about to happen.
As his mother helped him remove his wet diaper, Jasper couldn't help but feel a sense of excitement. Being changed by someone else was a new experience for him, and he found it oddly comforting. He closed his eyes and let out a contented sigh as his mother cleaned him up and slid a fresh diaper underneath him.
"There we go," she said, patting his padded bottom. "All clean and dry."
Jasper blushed at the feeling of the fresh diaper against his skin, but he couldn't deny the sense of comfort it brought him. He looked up at his mother and saw a sweet smile on her lips.
"Thanks, mom," he said, a small smile forming across his own.
"Of course, sweetheart," his mother replied, ruffling his hair affectionately. "Just remember, there's nothing wrong with being who you are. And if anyone ever tries to make you feel otherwise, you come talk to me, okay?"
Jasper nodded, feeling a sense of warmth and love wash over him. He was still incredibly uncomfortable by everything he had just experienced, but this was still a favourable outcome.
As his mother helped him back to his feet and led him back to his room, Jasper couldn't help but feel a sense of excitement for what was to come. He couldn't believe how understanding his mother was being, it had come as a great surprise.
Now he just had to hope that his mother was willing to keep everything a secret from his sister.
Jasper knew he couldn't risk his sister finding out about his secret, as he didn't want to face their judgement or ridicule. He made his mother promise to keep everything a secret from her. He knew it would be a challenge and even though she offered to have the conversation so he didn’t have to he still swore her to silence.
For the next couple of days he managed to keep everything a secret from her. He would only wear his diapers when they were out and it was just him home, or at night when his mother would come in and change him into a diaper. It became part of their nightly ritual.
A few days had passed and Jasper was lying on his bed having his mother change him into a diaper for the night.
He couldn't help but feel a sense of excitement as his mother powdered him and slid the diaper underneath him. He closed his eyes and let out a contented sigh as his mother fastened the tapes and patted his padded bottom.
"There we go, all snug and secure," his mother said, giving him a reassuring smile.
Jasper blushed, feeling a sense of embarrassment at being in such a vulnerable position. But at the same time, he couldn't deny the sense of comfort and security the diaper brought him.
Suddenly there was a knock at his bedroom door. Jasper's heart skipped a beat as he looked at his mother with fear in his eyes. His mother quickly stood up, glancing back at Jasper with a reassuring smile. She went to the door and opened it, revealing Jasper's younger sister peeking inside.
"Hey mom, have you seen my-"
Jasper's sister stopped mid-sentence, her eyes widening as she saw her brother lying on the bed with a diaper on. Jasper felt his face turn red as he tried to cover himself with his hands, but there was no hiding the thick padded garment positioned between his legs.
His sister stared at him for a moment, her eyes darting between him and their mother. For a moment, there was silence in the room as everyone tried to process what was happening. A large grin began to appear across her face.
"Well, well, well," she said, her voice laced with amusement. "What do we have here?"
Jasper's heart was pounding in his chest. He couldn't believe that his secret had been exposed, and in such a humiliating way. He looked up at his mother, hoping she would come to his defence.
"Kaitlyn, honey, can you give us a minute?" his mother asked, her voice gentle but firm.
Kaitlyn rolled her eyes, but she nodded and quickly left the room, closing the door behind her.
Jasper let out a sigh of relief, but he knew he couldn't avoid this conversation forever. He looked up at his mother, feeling a mix of embarrassment and fear.
"I'm sorry, Mom," he said, his voice barely above a whisper. "I didn't want anyone to find out."
His mother sat down on the bed next to him, placing a hand on his shoulder. "It's okay, sweetheart. I know this is hard for you, but you don't have to be ashamed of who you are. You have nothing to be sorry for.
Jasper nodded, feeling tears prick at the corners of his eyes. He had been so petrified of his sister finding out, afraid that she would spread his secret around.
"I'll talk to your sister, you get some rest." His mother gave him a kiss on the forehead and left the room, leaving Jasper alone with his thoughts. He couldn't stop replaying the moment in his head, the feeling of being exposed and vulnerable. But at the same time, there was something quite exhilarating and a relief that his secret was out there.
As Jasper lay there in his diaper, he couldn't help but feel a sense of anticipation. He wondered what his sister would say, and how she would react to his secret. Part of him was afraid of her judgement, but a tiny part of him wanted to expose his secret to the world. Then he could live out his fantasies without fear of having to hide himself away from everyone.
It wasn't long before his sister returned to his room, a sly grin on her face. Jasper tensed up, unsure of what to expect, he had assumed his mother must have sent her in.
"Hello Jasperrrrrr," she said, her voice laced with amusement. "Looks like my big brother wants to be a little baby."
"I don't know what you're talking about," Jasper said, trying to keep his voice steady.
Kaitlyn laughed, looking at him with amusement. "Oh, come on, Jasper. It's pretty obvious what's going on here."
Jasper felt his heart racing as his sister approached him, a mischievous glint in her eye. He knew he should be afraid, but he couldn't help the sense of anticipation that was building inside him.
"Please don't tell anyone," he said, his voice barely above a whisper.
Kaitlyn smiled at him, placing a hand on his shoulder. "Don't worry, Jasper. Your secret's safe with me."
"But I need you to do something for me in return." She said with a mischievous grin.
"What is it?" Jasper asked fearfully.
"I want you to wet your diaper big brother." Jasper's face turned bright red as he stared at his sister in disbelief. He couldn't believe what he was hearing, and he didn't know how to respond.
"I...I can't do that," he stammered, feeling a sense of fear and shame mix inside him.
Kaitlyn chuckled, reaching out to stroke his hair. "Oh, come on, Jasper. It's just a little wetting. It's not like anyone's going to know."
Jasper bit his lip, feeling overwhelmed by conflicting emotions. He knew it was wrong to give in to his sister's request, but at the same time, he was afraid what might happen if he refused.
He looked up at his sister, feeling a sense of submission wash over him. "Okay," he said, surrendering to her, his voice barely above a whisper.
Kaitlyn grinned, reaching down to give the front of his diaper a gentle squeeze. "Good boy," she said, her voice laden with amusement
Jasper whimpered as his sister squeezed his diaper. He couldn't believe the shame he felt, knowing that his sister was going to see him wet himself.
Fruitlessly, he held his bladder, not wanting to give in so easily. But as the seconds ticked by, he could already feel his control slipping away. He closed his eyes as he felt his bladder give way, a warm rush filling his diaper.
Jasper let out a groan as the warm wetness filled his diaper, his back arching slightly as his bladder emptied. He could feel the warmth spread across his bottom, filling the diaper to the point he was afraid it might spring a leak.
He stared up at his sister, blushing as he saw the look of amusement on her face. She gave him a wink as she stood to her feet. At that point, she walked over to the door and opened it. She was just about to leave when she paused, turning back to Jasper with the camera of her phone pointed back at him.
Jasper's eyes went wide as he saw the flash, realizing that his sister had just taken a picture of him in his soggy diaper.
"Good baby," Kaitlyn said, giving Jasper a wink as she walked out of his bedroom. "Now just let mom know when you need a change."
The Next Morning
Jasper woke up feeling groggy, still muddled from a restless night's sleep. He blinked his eyes, trying to get his bearings as he looked around the dimly lit room. He had been dreaming about his sister, but the details were already slipping away from him.
He rolled over, letting out a yawn as the warm wetness started to spread across his diaper. His eyes went wide as he remembered what had happened last night, the flash of his sister's cell phone camera still fresh in his mind.
He felt a moment of panic as he realized that it was morning, and his mother was going to come in at any moment to change him. He tried to hold his bladder as long as he could, but the wetness had already started to spread, and his diaper was already getting soaked.
There was a knock at his door, and he heard his mother's voice calling from the other side. "Jasper, sweetheart, it's time to get up."
Jasper blushed, his heart racing as he realized that his mother was about to enter the room. He waited a moment before answering, knowing he wouldn't be able to contain himself for much longer.
"Yes, Mom," he said, trying to keep his voice steady.
Moments later, the door opened and his mother stepped into the room. She gave Jasper a smile before crossing over to the bed and pulling back the covers.
"How'd you sleep?" she asked, glancing down at Jasper's wet diaper.
Jasper blushed, feeling the shame rush through him. "I...I think I had a bad dream," he said, trying to come up with an excuse.
"Well, that's all behind you now," she said, reaching down to pull off the soaked diaper. "Let's get you changed and go get some breakfast," she said, pulling a new diaper out of his dresser.
"But I don't wear them during the day," Jasper said, feeling a sense of embarrassment as his mother removed his soaking diaper.
As soon as his bare genitals met the cool air of the room a trickle of wee leaked out uncontrollably into the open diaper. He blushed, feeling the shame of wetting himself in front of his mother.
"I'll get you a clean one baby, don't worry," she said, pulling open the drawer and removing a new diaper.
There was a moment of hesitation as Jasper looked up at her, but he knew it was too late to stop her now. Nervously, he lay back as his mother opened the new diaper and slipped it under him.
Jasper's heart raced as his mother pulled the front up between his legs taping the diaper closed. She gave him a loving smile as she pulled him into a hug, nuzzling him against her chest.
"There we go," she said, looking down at him with a smile.
Jasper blushed, feeling the shame rush through him. He knew he should push her away that he shouldn't need her like this, but at the same time he couldn't deny the warmth he felt from the contact.
His mother pulled back with a smile, looking down at him. "Come on; let's go get something to eat. I'm sure your sister is starving as well."
Jasper blushed, feeling a sense of shame building inside him. He thought about telling his mother about the photo his sister took of him. But he decided to keep it to himself, he was afraid she might pretend to delete it and still go and share it anyway. The consequences for her would be dire, but the shame he would get in return would be the same tenfold.
And now he was being led downstairs with his diaper on display for the world to see. He followed after his mother, his eyes going wide as he saw his sister in the kitchen, giving him a mischievous grin.
"I see you need to be in diapers during the day now too." She mocked.
Jasper blushed as he saw the smirk on his sister's face. He knew that she had set him up last night, but he didn't know what to say to her at that moment.
"Kaitlyn, honey, you need to let your brother eat in peace," his mother said, giving Kaitlyn a stern look.
Kaitlyn let out a frustrated sigh. "Fine," she said, rolling her eyes.
Jasper sat in silence as he ate his breakfast, his sister's mocking words still fresh in his mind.
At that moment, a flash went off, his sister holding up the camera phone for him to see.
"Oh, come on, sweetie," Kaitlyn said, looking back at Jasper with a smile. "I've got to document everything; at this rate you’ll have a whole new baby book before lunchtime."
Jasper's cheeks flushed red as he stared at her, knowing there was nothing he could do to stop her.
"Now, would you like a change?" Kaitlyn asked with a giggle.
"No, I'm fine," he said, trying to hide his desperation.
"Are you sure?" Kaitlyn asked again, reaching down to give his diaper a squeeze. "It looks like you might need one."
"I'm fine," Jasper repeated himself, his voice cracking under the pressure, unaware that his diaper had already slightly dampened.
Kaitlyn's eyes went wide as she felt the diaper between his legs. "Oh, I see," she said, looking over at her mother with a smirk.
"Kaitlyn, that's enough," his mother said.
"Fine, whatever," Kaitlyn said with a sigh, sitting back down and beginning to eat her breakfast.
Jasper swallowed, his face blushing bright red as he tried to hide his shame as best as he could.
As the morning passed, he tried to do his best to keep his mind off the diaper between his legs, but it was no use. Every time he shifted position, he could almost swear that his diaper would be getting wetter, like he suddenly had no control over himself.
He did his best to avoid Kaitlyn's gaze, but he could feel her eyes on him, mocking him behind his back. He could only imagine what she was saying about him to her friends, that he was the new family baby and back in diapers fulltime.
As lunch time rolled around, Jasper's frustration was at its peak. His sister had taken half a dozen more photos and his diaper was definitely wetter than it had been this morning.
He decided he was done sitting around in his diaper, and ran upstairs to change back into his underpants. In his haste however, Jasper lost his footing and came tumbling down the stairs.
Jasper let out a yelp as he hit the floor, his knees stinging but thankful that his diaper had softened the impact. It was a fleeting feeling however as he felt the wet diaper press into his bottom with a squish. He glanced down to see a few drops of urine had escaped the diaper and were starting to spread across the floor.
"Jasper, are you alright, sweetie?" his mother asked, rushing over to help him to his feet.
"I'm fine," he said, trying to hide the embarrassment he felt as his mother helped him back up.
"I don't think he's fine," Kaitlyn said with a grin.
"You don't know what you're talking about," he said, giving her an angry glare.
"Oh, baby," his mother said, glancing down at the floor. "I think your diapers leaked."
Jasper blushed, looking away, without any idea of what he could say in his own defence.
"Kaitlyn, go get me a blanket," his mother said.
Kaitlyn let out a sigh, rolling her eyes as she got up from the table. Even though it was quite clear that she loved every moment of her brother’s humiliation.
"Mom, I'm fine," Jasper said, avoiding his mother's gaze.
"Jasper, we can't leave it like that," she said, poking his soggy diaper.
"But I'm fine," he protested. "I can clean it up myself."
"No, sweetie," his mother said, shaking her head. "Let me take care of you."
Jasper let out a sigh, knowing that there was no way he could argue with her. He followed her into the living room, watching as she spread the blanket out on the floor.
"Come on, sweetie," she said, gesturing for him to lie down. "Let's get you cleaned up."
Jasper felt his cheeks flush with embarrassment as he lay down on the blanket, his wet diaper squishing beneath him. He closed his eyes, trying to block out the shame he felt as his mother un-tape his wet diaper. He winced as the cool air hit his wet skin, feeling more exposed and vulnerable than ever before.
"Okay, sweetie," his mother said, grabbing wipes and a fresh diaper. "Let's get you cleaned up."
Jasper couldn't help but feel a sense of relief as she wiped him down, the cool sensation of the wipes soothing his sore skin. He closed his eyes; trying to push away the thoughts of his sister's taunts as his mother lifted his legs and slipped on a new diaper.
"Okay, all done," she said with a smile.
Jasper sat up slowly, still feeling a bit shaky after the fall. He avoided his sister's gaze as he made his way back to his room, feeling a bit more comfortable now that he had a dry diaper on.
He was deciding whether or not if he should still remove the diaper when his mother came into his room.
"Jasper, honey, can I talk to you for a minute?" she asked, closing the door behind her.
Jasper nodded, feeling a sense of apprehension building within him.
"I know things have been difficult for you lately," his mother said, looking at him with concern.
Jasper looked down at his feet, feeling a sense of shame welling up inside him.
"I just want you to know that no matter what, I love you and I'm here for you," she said, placing a hand on his shoulder. "But from now on I think it might be best if you let me handle more of your adult responsibilities."
"What the hell for?" Jason whined.
"Until I think you're ready to be a big boy again," his mother said gently.
Jasper felt his cheeks flush with embarrassment as his mother spoke to him, feeling like he was being treated like a baby.
"But I don't want to be a baby," he protested.
"I know, sweetie," his mother said, rubbing his back soothingly. "But I think it's important for you to take a break from some of the responsibilities you've been carrying on your shoulders. It'll give you some time to relax and focus on what's important."
Jasper nodded begrudgingly, knowing that there was no way he could argue with his mother.
"Okay," he said, feeling defeated.
"Good," his mother said with a smile. "Now, let's get you dressed and ready for the day."
Jasper nodded, feeling a sense of resignation as his mother helped him into a clean pair of shorts. He knew that for the foreseeable future, he would be back in diapers and treated like a baby. But for some reason, a small part of him was excited by the idea, the thought of letting go of all his responsibilities and just being taken care of by his mother. He couldn't help but feel a sense of relief wash over him as he let himself be led out of his room and back downstairs, his diaper crinkling with every step.
As he sat down at the table for lunch, his mother smiled at him, a glint of mischief in her eyes.
"Who's ready for dessert?" she asked, pulling out a jar of baby food from the pantry.
Jasper's eyes widened in surprise, feeling his cheeks flush with embarrassment as his mother spoon-fed him the sweet, mushy food.
He could hear his sister giggling behind him, but he didn't care. For now, he was content to just be taken care of, to let his mother handle everything. For now, he was just a baby again, and he found that the idea was starting to appeal to him more and more. As his mother wiped away the remnants of the baby food from his face, he felt a sense of comfort in the way she cooed and fawned over him. In that moment, he knew that he would do anything to keep feeling this way, to keep feeling loved and cared for.
And so, as the days wore on, Jasper found himself slipping more and more into his role as a baby. He let his mother change his diapers, feed him, and dress him in cute little onesies with cartoon animals that she bought him. He even found himself starting to enjoy the feeling of the soft, fluffy fabric against his skin. As the sun began to set each night and evening approached, Jasper was tucked into bed, his mother singing him a lullaby and rubbing his back until he fell asleep. If he wasn’t tired she would warm up a bottle or read him a bed time story.
As he drifted off, he couldn't help but feel a sense of contentment wash over him. For the first time in a long time, he felt truly happy and carefree. He didn't have to worry about anything or be responsible for anything. He could just be a baby, and his mother would take care of him. And on this night as he was carried off to sleep; Jasper knew that he would wake up without any worry in the world. So what if his sister held this over him now, he was loving life, and nothing could change that.
Comments
Joey
Great story. Will there be more?
Pierry Louys
Soooo cute
